My wife had an abortion while we were dating in high school anon.
She was so torn up about it. She immediately regretted it. She said it was nothing like what the media or Planned Parenthood want you to believe. She said before she was hesitant, but fell for the go to college and be good meme, as did I. I didn't want to be a father.
The doctors told her it would be "mild cramps" at the most. It was major cramps and lots of bleeding during and after. (Traumatizing amounts) It's literally birth. Instant regret and years of depression, anger and guilt. I only went throgh a fraction of what she went through.
The light at the end of all of this was rejecting secularism and taking the Bread Pill as well as our marriage and baby and another on the way.
We have prayed over this and asked for forgiveness, but what's done is done. We see God's love in the children he gave us and feel grateful he deemed us worthy of being parents again.