>>667324
I understand that you want to take care of your family, and that is a good impulse.
Ministry can be hard on your financial situation depending on where you are called to. If this is truly the vocation you are called to pursue then you should know that God will provide for your needs, even if He does so by way of a normal job.
>Matthew 6:32b-34
(32) Your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.
(33) But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
(34) Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.