>>679511
>Lovely moral superiority you have there.
Christians don't consider themselves to be Morally superior, only God is perfect, anyone can easily fall.
>All we want is God to be real
That's a really personal use of the word "real". If you really cared about finding God you would look for him his way.
>an allegedly compassionate god
This just speaks volumes of how tragically reeducated you are. Talk to your pastor, if you have questions that don't automatically assume that God is not real, ask in the QTDDTOT.
>Instead we get snarky underhanded bullshit.
I'm sorry. If you honestly want to find God, remove any sin from you house/life for a good while (this keeps you away from God). Go to church, read the bible, and pray after every meal, also when you have free time (when you pray use the prayer in the bible specific to contacting the holy spirit, when you ask for something address it to Jesus Christ, don't pray ambiguously to any entity make sure it's to God/Jesus/holy spirit). God will "talk" to you, in the form of perfect blessings unique to you. Try if for a month or two and you should get some "respounce".
You technically can contact God every time you think and talk, and pray, but prayer is special to him. Genuinely tell him that you will give up a sin for him (preferably one you commit often) and then he will "save" you (I'm not sure if this is required for salvation, or if you can ask him to save you, but you cannot keep your salvation if you sin, but this might be different for you since it's God trying to help another person). You will feel him where he is suppose to be, in your soul (as if you gained a new body part), but currently his enemy is there right now, you will feel a peace, and your subconsciousness will be more kind. The next step is sanctification. Talk to a pastor or persist about this, he can probably explain it better, Make sure it's a priest/pastor who is saved/sanctified and can talk about having the holy spirit in him/or having had the holy spirit clean his heart, it's important that you are comfortable to talking with him. Don't just go to any church with rainbow flags or something, make sure it's authentic.