Hey /christian/ a regular from /biz/-4chan here.
posting this thread because i need help.
Now most people struggle with NoFap and most people have realised the excellent benefits of it. i can do a streak for about a month at a time usually but sometimes go back to once a week. which is a huge improvement from a couple years ago when it was 2-3 times a day.
ive reached a point in my life where i need to be strong socially in regards to physical business and politics and i NEED the confidence now more then ever. every time i relapse i feel that god punishes me with more severity, and undos any gain i recently made in my life.
im always thinking 24/7 and cant ever switch off. im so serious and concerned about the world and whats happening to its people. my only release is through girls, and me and my girl just broke up. now i have a few potential new girlfriends and idk if god views that in the same light as jacking it.
so to sum up, i can struggle with no fap for a month but now i have no gf i have nothing fun or peaceful about my life. ive given up jewish television, movies and games. is it okay to get with these girls over fapping? if not what is your suggestion. i dont fully believe that marriage at this point is a good idea considering that i am beginning to step up in politics and its an agenda the jew would hunt me and my potential family over. but if you think im wrong id like to hear your say