>>607597
Is no anon going to correct this poor little anon's errors? Hmm…
First of all, in general, read scripture in the light of sacred Tradition.
Also, it helps to read in context. Some parts of the bible were NEVER meant to be read literally.
I will try to be brief. For more explanation, visit catholicbible101.com or another orthodox Catholic site.
>I still call my priest father, the bishop monseigneur, etc.
Do you also call your teacher "teacher"? If so, there's something else from the same chapter you're not following literally.
>I didn't sell everything I have and give it to the poor to follow Him.
Would it be a sin to sell all you have and give it to the poor and let your children starve? What if you sold your cow and then had no milk to feed your family with? Would that be a sin?
>I don't hate my father or mother, my brother…
If your mother, father or brother are keeping you from Christ, you must choose Christ instead.
>I don't hate this world, I actually like it. I like the beauty of nature, the sun on my face, the birds
You like the good things but what about all the bad? Do you like those things too?
>I still care about my own life, my future, the money I need to win to take care for my family.
You should care about doing the will of the Father more than all that. Don't worry about "winning" money. Nothing in this world is worth gaining except through God's will.
>I understand why they say in the gospels that His teaching are too hard and that's why some of the disciples walked away
You are referring to Jesus's discourse with the Jews in the synagogue. This teaching is a commandment of God to eat his flesh and drink his blood.
<John 6
<48 I am the bread of life. 49 Your ancestors ate the manna in the wilderness, yet they died. 50 But here is the bread that comes down from heaven, which anyone may eat and not die. 51 I am the living bread that came down from heaven. Whoever eats this bread will live forever. This bread is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.”
<52 Then the Jews began to argue sharply among themselves, “How can this man give us his flesh to eat?”
<53 Jesus said to them, “Very truly I tell you, unless you eat the flesh of the Son of Man and drink his blood, you have no life in you. 54 Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood has eternal life, and I will raise them up at the last day. 55 For my flesh is real food and my blood is real drink. 56 Whoever eats my flesh and drinks my blood remains in me, and I in them. 57 Just as the living Father sent me and I live because of the Father, so the one who feeds on me will live because of me. 58 This is the bread that came down from heaven. Your ancestors ate manna and died, but whoever feeds on this bread will live forever.” 59 He said this while teaching in the synagogue in Capernaum.
Just as the Israelites LITERALLY ate the manna that God gave them in the desert, here Christ give us his commandment to LITERALLY eat his flesh and drink his blood. When the Jews object and question him saying "this guy can't be serious, right?", Jesus doubles down, repeating himself and insisting that one must consume his flesh and blood to have eternal life. The Jews denounce him, people leave, and later Jesus even asks his disciples if they will also leave.
Most of the other things in your post are metaphorical or hyperbole, but this is one instance that is teaching is to be taken literally, as made certain by the fact that Jesus insists on the seriousness of the situation, even repeating himself and not wavering from this straightforward commandment - "Eat my flesh, drink my blood"
>How do you do it?
Pray, fast, hope, and don't worry. Have faith. Don't take advantage or presume to know how God will judge you, but work out your salvation with fear and trembling