461b72 No.605689
Real Christian here. Please, real Christian responses lest we are guilty of sin.
in my prayers and in my life it appears that I have subjective real evidence that God lies continually over and over again
This has caused me to continually leave the faith but I keep returning because I care about Jesus and love Jesus and it appears that things aren't what they seem so I say to myself "Maybe God is innocent"
It appears that God's relationship with me is based on God continually abuses me so that He can fulfill His personal biases against me?
At one time I felt like God told me that His whole relationship.with me is to prove that God can choose to be evil??
What exactly did Christ die for?
I love God and want to stick by Him?
Other religions say that the "pure and virtuous" also experience a Heaven after death
To me "pure and virtuous" is not God….at this point I will take my chances with Satan and the so called "lake of fire" anyday
461b72 No.605699
e3acf3 No.605701
>>605689
>subjective real evidence that God lies continually
Can you explain this please?
373afb No.605703
>>605689
>Teal Christian here
OK, this should be a decent thread.
>In my prayers and my life it appears that I have subjective real evidence that God lies
Pic related
b6c3d5 No.605704
>>605689
>real christian
>choose Satan and lake of fire over God
The reason why you feel pain with God is because in your pride you hate God and think you know better than him. You mortally sin and God withdraws his grace and instead of seeking reconciliation with God you become bitter thinking the fault lies with God and not with your sin. Go to a Catholic parish and talk to a priest for you will never know peace and humility until you find Christ in the Eucharist
461b72 No.605705
I experience it in my life and personal relationship with God but it is as real to me as is my relationship with God
It is subjective in that only I experience it but perhaps others are not able to experience what I experience
461b72 No.605707
>>605703
Is this a satanic anon?
461b72 No.605708
>>605704
>dogmatic response
>Judge with righteous judgment
373afb No.605709
>>605707
No, I was noting that people here have a tendency to get fairly livid at low-quality baitposters like this.
fe1d50 No.605716
>>605709
I am not a low-quality baitposter…..i am extremely honest and extremely revealing sharing real-life experiences here on the face of Earth for all to see
Of course there will be hate because this is a sh*tty imageboard with shills and the only respectable people of authority on these matters are Christians
It seems like you are gangstalking because IRL I said "Here come the games" and then like a chump you posted "let's play" as though you, being a gangstalked meant to do evil, were worthy of me, a worker or righteousness
fe1d50 No.605718
>>605716
being a gangstalker*
e3acf3 No.605719
>>605716
Everything you are revealing is vague. Can you explain further how God is lying to you? We can't offer advice if we have no clue what you're going on about.
fe1d50 No.605721
>>605719
Yeah, I hear you.
Do you remember the story in the Old Testament of God sending a lying spirit to the King of Samaria to tell him he would win a victory and he ended up losing?
0096a6 No.605723
>>605716
>gangstalking
Go back to your hole Kenneth
fe1d50 No.605724
Also in the Apocrypha, the protagonist of the book of Judith sort of Idolatrizes the negative virtue of "deceit" so as to murder the Assyrian general for Israel by being deceitful?
fe1d50 No.605725
>>605723
I am not the Fringe Wizard.
a8ef97 No.605726
>>605716
>Gangstalking
Oh. Please go back on your medication and everything will straighten itself out.
fe1d50 No.605727
>>605721
>>605724
So here we have examples of deceit in the Bible, even though somewhere in the New Testament I am sure that one of the apostles probably says somewhere……"there is no deceit found in God"….
I cannot formulate and explain everything right now because it is deeply personal and I love God but it feels like He has abused me so It is something I have to think about and put together in several paragraphs…
Anyway, to provide a jist in my prayers the responses that God gives me to prayers (telling me in the Bible to "believe all things") are often outright lies, and then when I say to God…."Well, you're God and how could you lie to me?"…..His response is something along the lines of (by unknown voices in my head as a direct response to my prayers…) "Should not God be able to lie?"
So, then I reason to myself along the lines of…."Well, yeah, maybe God has a reason for lying to me."
However all things considered my whole relationship with God is a relationship of "evil fruits" coming from God such as His abandonment, His deceit and His abuse….
It is like blasphemy to me to even be a Christian because we are trying to do the will of Christ and we are trying to live as He lived and we love Jesus but the actual power that represents that force appears to be off on a high throne somewhere playing the villain? To me it (Christendom and Abrahamism) is like pure unbridled evil….like a spiritual control mechanism of Jewry or of the Roman Empire
fe1d50 No.605729
>>605726
>Be a Christian authority
>hive mind anti-truth/anti-gangstalking….participating in human rights abuses giving the Christian brethren an answer like "go take your medication" (while we facilitate the work of the hive mind
^classic Christianity in action
fe1d50 No.605730
>>605729
The hive-mind being a hive-mind of evil works, abuse and deceit
a8ef97 No.605731
>>605729
Am I right or not? You've been diagnosed with a mental disorder, right? You have medication the doctor wants you to take and are not taking it, right? Consider that we may not actually be out to get you and that you may actually be mentally ill. I won't waste my time debating delusions.
dd9dab No.605734
>>605689
>I'll take my changes with the worst being in existence who is responsible for all of my suffering because I think God is responsible for all my suffering
Okay
af3f2b No.605737
>>605731
How would you know that? If you don't respond you are being dishonest.
Do you have some sort of "inside information" such as Jesuit intel. or do you just bring it up because I brought up the term "gangstalking" which can relate to many various covert activity and espionage?
You saying that is a cause of tension for me because it seems like you aren't even ready to treat me like a human being like Christ calls you to meaning you are working by the spirit of error.
If you end it there as you are just guilty of dehumanizing others like any Gentile would do.
5877c6 No.605743
>>605737
God loves you, have faith in him.
af3f2b No.605749
>>605743
No, that's an easy thing to insinuate about somebody's life when you don't have to live their life.
Regarding your claims of possible positive intentions:
>"Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves.
>16You will recognize them by their fruits. Are grapes gathered from thornbushes, or figs from thistles?
>17So, every healthy tree bears good fruit, but the diseased tree bears bad fruit.
>18A healthy tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a diseased tree bear good fruit.
>19Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire.
>20Thus you will recognize them by their fruits.
af3f2b No.605750
No military could ever take me over. I would win every single engagement here on U.S. soil. This whole ordeal is stupid.
5877c6 No.605751
>>605749
I'm a different christanon. So maybe you have me mixed up for someone else, why did you post those verses?
af3f2b No.605752
The people you folks are sending against me are old disease ridden wh*res and I have already forgiven these multiple people probably hundreds of times but they cannot cease from sin so I think that I have all the authority in the world to call them out on what they are.
I will go to the church and show them.this thread.
af3f2b No.605754
>>605749
Because the anon who posted this picture is insinuating that they are doing their gangstalking for positive intentions rather than negative intentions.
af3f2b No.605756
You folks think that you're nice people but you are compromising with evil and committing sins upon people's lives worthy of the devil, to the extent that the devil manifests himself in our ordeal, literally speaking to us to collect the souls who are ready to serve him.
How could you not be in league with the devil when all of the evil and all of the crimes are under your banner?
af3f2b No.605759
I've repented of curses being placed on my gangstalkers. May they have peace and some kind of contentedness with life in anyway that they can find it.
They have wronged me greviously as allies and workers of the matrix-control system against me and other innocent people, but I forgive them for Christ's sake and I want nothing to do with them or the matrix-control system. I hope that they can find good things in their life before the judgment.
The message that I've received from God is a message of His vengeance upon these people for their wrongdoing summed up in this image I'm posting.
A vengeance that I won't have anything to do with. It will be between them and God.
I do not seek to war with these people. Only to live my life in peace.
I especially do not want evil and iniquity to taint my life such as needless bullsh*t like contempt and contention. I certainly don't want to deal with evil curses and causing others harm so I repent of all curses.
af3f2b No.605760
Regarding Christendom, I don't have anything against the Roman Catholics or Orthodox…..I'm just not ready to join their organizations but God bless them.
I was going to go burn my Roman Catholic Bible, but I felt like God was telling me the Roman Catholic Church would try to do me harm for it, as though they have the authority to come around the lives of innocent people around the world and start dictating their lives and "this and that". The Roman Catholic Church I think should not try to invade other people's lives.
e3acf3 No.605766
Sounds like you're really struggling with a lot of different thoughts anon. This disorder in your mind is probably related to disorder in your spirit. It's easy to blame agents outside of ourselves for the problems we experience, but more often then not peace requires detachment from the world and developing your interior life. I would suggest reading scripture, prayer and confession. It sounds like you are being led around by disingenuous spirits, not God
af3f2b No.605771
>>605766
The term "agents" suddenly charges this post with a random negative political spin.
Sorry, I'm not complaining. Just thought I'd let you know.
af3f2b No.605773
c04a0d No.605778
>>605760
>but I felt like God was telling me the Roman Catholic Church would try to do me harm for it
lol, it's the current year and we're not muslims.
0663a3 No.605782
0663a3 No.605783
>mfw this is the actual schizo wiz right in the flesh
>mfw hes not even larping rn and all his post were actually schizo episodes
488d75 No.605791
>>605737
Sorry if my response lacked empathy. I made an educated guess about your mental health based on your talk about gangstalking which is a common delusion among mentally ill people.
https://motherboard.vice.com/en_us/article/aeknya/the-nightmarish-online-world-of-gang-stalking
It is not logical that so many people would work together in a conspiracy to harass you. What is so special about you that they would waste all this expense?
Prayer and scripture study is good but if the chemicals in your brain are out of wack that will derail everything else so my advice is to get that taken care of first. Take your medication.
Praying for you.
f25425 No.605800
f25425 No.605801
f25425 No.605809
Actually, I'm pretty sure Christendom is a bunch of nonsense or else God would be around to actually be God and people's lives wouldn't be turned into games.
Greek Mythology clearly teaches that mortals who are pure and virtuous in life go somewhere nice whereas those who are evil are punished.
e3acf3 No.605814
>>605809
What are your sources for Greek eschatology? just curious, because many of the myths that for instance Ovid retells are strikingly absent of objective moral judgment
0663a3 No.605839
>>605800
what that supposed to be?
stop changing your ip
29d2d4 No.605861
>>605809
Okay, perhaps Christianity isn't a bunch of nonsense perhaps I was mistaken.
29d2d4 No.605862
>>605839
Just some random Asian preacher. Seems like he is a bro.
0663a3 No.605863
>>605862
Oh yeah thats my first impression too
29d2d4 No.605866
>>605814
I have a book called, "The Myths of Greece and Rome"… by H.A. Guerber
It's about 400 pages.
I am specifically referencing the story of Venus and Adonis where it says Adonis is led to the "Infernal Regions" by Mercury to Prosperpina, Queen of the Infernal Regions, who then leads him to a place in Hades where pure and virtuous mortals enjoy an eternity of bliss.
e3acf3 No.605892
>>605866
Thanks I'll check it out. A counter to that could be Ganymede who was taken as an innocent child to be the shota love slave of Zeus eternally
0765cd No.606102
>>605689
>Real Christian here.
In other words … troll. Go on.
>It appears that God's relationship with me is based on God continually abuses me so that He can fulfill His personal biases against me?
O_o
>At one time I felt like God told me that His whole relationship.with me is to prove that God can choose to be evil??
wut … the … actual … fffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuu…-
>What exactly did Christ die for?
Your sins
>I love God and want to stick by Him?
Not a question. Questions end with a request for information and with your voice going up like this
>Other religions say that the "pure and virtuous" also experience a Heaven after death
Uh-huh. Other religions also believe God is the universe.
Wadda they know.
>To me "pure and virtuous" is not God….at this point I will take my chances with Satan and the so called "lake of fire" anyday
Okay. Good luck with that.
Troll
0663a3 No.606108
>>606102
hes a schizo
this isnt the only imasgeboard he had been shitposting in
he definitely believes he is being honest here
6dcdd3 No.606149
>>605727
If you are hearing voices in your prayers get to a priest now