>weeks leading up to Christmas don't feel like Christmas time at all
>rejoice in the King's return nevertheless all through advent
>live in Las Vegas
>city of sin
>hot as heck
>Wednesday rolls in
>porn temptation sets in
>fall into mortal sin
>reconciliation isn't until Saturday
>just f my s up fam
>Friday comes around
>Aunt feels sharp pain all over her body
>take her to doctor
>doctor finds blood clot
>says we must go straight to the hospital
>resident doc administers blood thinner
>says they'll have to run more tests
>until Tuesday
>until after Christmas
>my aunt, who I, as far as I can remember, have never spent Christmas without, will not be there to rejoice in the birthday of our Savior
>can't stop crying
>feel partly responsible for falling into mortal sin
>meanwhile nephews only concerned with presents, food, and watching secular santa claus movies
Please pray for me brethren.