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When you're genuine, I suggest several things:
>Mere Christianity, C.S. Lewis
>The Language of God, Francis S. Collins
>The Bible
That's like the "standard" of inctroduction apologetics. Now depending on the state of your rejection, you might either go ahead with
>Introduction to Christianity, Joseph Ratzinger
(which is a fine <300 pages book about the theology of the Apostle's Creed - a complete breakdown of the faith through analyzing the Creed) or
>Russia and the universal Church, Vladimir Solovyev
(which is in parts a well-written anti-thesis to Eastern "orthodoxy", but also an introduction to things like the Trinity etc.) if you like some banter. You can also read the Latin Catechism, or an Eastern Catholic (Byzantine) Catechism ("Our Faith: A Byzantine Catechism for Adults", forgot by whom).
Last but not least, I suggest reading biographies of the Saints. I would especially recommend St. Pio of Pietrelcina (St. Padre Pio) and St. Pope John Paul II, because they were especially great men and are very relatable, due to being "recent" persons of history. Other than that I highly recommend the texts of/biographies about St. Theresa of Avila. Her advice is gold and she left some very very awesome and easily digestible instructions for mental prayer and the like.
I hope that's not too overwhelming for you.