Well OP, let me share my story with you.
I was laid up in a hospital after a horrible head injury. I'm not sure if it was just a hallucination, but I felt a warmth come over me and a sense of bliss and grace that words cannot describe. Then I heard the words spoken to me "I will never leave you" and I started crying. It was a weird amalgamation of love, shame, sorrow, etc. I didn't "see" God; the only thing I saw was a blinding light. But after that day I felt.. changed. I was in some dark times afterwards during my recovery, but nothing as bad as that day that led me to the hospital.
And it seems now, every time I sin my anxiety goes up and I get a panic attack.
Occam's razor would suggest it was a trauma-induced hallucination, but I don't want it to be that.
>>563905
This is actually pretty common, the scientific community believes it's the subconcious taking control of the conscious mind during a fight or flight situation. What's interesting is when someone is in that mode you can literally control them with a single word. Hypnotists use it all the time, they'll jolt their hand in the person's face and whisper "sleep"; suggestive individuals will fall asleep. Likewise if they said "jump" they'd jump. Essentially the brain will assume the command originated in the subconscious and then perform it. Human consciousness is peculiar
>>563939
That's definitely possible.
Anyway, OP, the bible itself says not to test God. Just, relax, enjoy your life, be a good person, God will reveal himself to you when he's ready.