I caused a brother of mine to have lustful thoughts about the two of us. I want to die.
One month ago I asked him if I should even consider looking for a wife since I am not a virgin…he told me one can change, then I explained him I lost my virginity to a guy and that I was always the passive part in the homosexual activities I had in the past.
Today he confessed me he has those kind of feelings towards me..I caused him to get there. I am a monster and I deserve to die.
I am feeling awful, I'm drinking and I don't know what to do with myself.