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a5ab91 No.548395

How many times can God forgive you for committing the same sin, over and over, in very much the same context?

I have a problem with getting mad and hateful towards these two fags at work, (literally husband-husband couple). They teach small kids and I notice they always hug and cuddle the boys, while they are more neutral and distant with the girls.

It all looks innocent from the outside because small kids like to hug everyone and sit on your lap, etc, but because they're gay I assume they're enjoying the contact in a sexual way and perhaps doing other bad stuff when no one is watching.

So I start getting irritated and wish bad things upon them, hellfire, accidents, I hope they get fired, aids, etc…yet face to face I am very "fake" towards them, I hate being fake, but I greet them and am polite and smiling on the outside, but I only feel disgust and malice towards them on the inside. I hate being two-faced. But I know if I showed any honest revulsion towards them I'd get in trouble with HR.

There are some anti-gay guys at work and we always shittalk the gays and laugh behind their backs. But sometimes I feel guilty about htis , as Christians we're supposed to love our enemies and pray for them, and not gossip and engage in trivial nonsense, but these faggots are really hard to pray for and "love" since they take so much pride in their identity/sin and could possibly be molesting kids at my school, maybe…

They were hired literally via a diversity initiative by the school's principal. He was complaining how we didn't have enough female/minority representatives in our school during a meeting, and bang, one month later we get two indian homosexuals. I used to like the principal and my supervisor but they were literally patting each other on the back because they managed to hire two "very qualified and experienced" faggot hindus to teach 4-6 year old kids…

During our breaks I see them on their laptops posting on LGBT sites, they have the gay flag on their car, and I'm sure they're teaching kids how it's normal and natural to have two daddies or two mommies…

I never had a problem with hate or feeling ill will towards people before.

Also another really weird thing about them is when everyone eats in the teachers lounge they always sit together but never say a word to each other. And they never make eye contact. They just look at their food and quietly eat.

Every other time they talk and act normal together, but while they eat it's like they have a code of silence….who does that?? Is that an indian thing?

tl;dr I've been having hateful/hellfire thoughts towards these gays and I keep asking for forgiveness and trying to "hope they repent and get saved" but I feel like it's futile, they're lost, they're in their 50s and "married"…what chance is there for them to change?? Until they leave the school I'm gonna feel paranoid and angry whenever I see them around kids. Ruins my peace of mind. And it's making me hate gays in general, whereas before I just felt pity towards them (i.e hate the sin not the sinner) and thought they were confused.

What should I do? How do I improve my outlook?

/rant

a03b20 No.548396

>>548395

Hug-y and cuddly with the boys and distant with the girls ? You better tell the principal/police that this is not appropriate for teachers at all and that they have to have a minimum distance to the children.

This is unacceptable.


a5ab91 No.548403

>>548396

The principal/supervisors see it and don't care. This isn't during class time, this happens at the end of the day when teachers are sitting with their kids in the gymnasium, waiting for parents to come pick them up.

Sit down on a bench and kids are going to jump all over you and want to hug or play.


9881d9 No.548404

>>548403

>>548403

Maybe you could try informing the parents?


e79d64 No.548405

>>548395

What you feel is not good spiritually, but it is not unnatural.

Just like animals we're programmed to react with an aversion for things that should not be or that do not compute.

I say you either take the issue up to your boss or look for another job.


4432da No.548414

>>548395

Seventy seven times, of course.


00a200 No.548419

I don't think you should leave your job. I think God put you there for a reason - to stop these reprobates from molesting the kids. Keep a close eye on them, you're the only one who is really aware in the situation and if you leave it's very likely one of those boys will get diddled.

"Hate the sin, not the sinner" does not apply here, because literally their very union is an unholy matrimony and a sin…so your anger is righteous in my opinion.

Keep an eye on them OP. God put you there for a reason.


4d5d7d No.548423

>>548395

>literally husband-husband couple

Not literally, regardless of what our kiked society has to say.

>It all looks innocent from the outside

Guarantee it is not, though.

>>548419

>Keep an eye on them OP. God put you there for a reason.

This.


51e5b8 No.549049

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>>548395

>>How many times can God forgive you for committing the same sin, over and over, in very much the same context?

seven times seventy times … per day

But, it must be an honest repentance

I have no answer about how to improve your outlook. I'd be pretty uncomfortable, too. Just be vigilant as much as you can be. When they start fiddlin' have the camera ready is all I can suggest. I feel your pain.


91f585 No.549219

As long as you are alive, an endless amount of times. But when you are dead you are doneso.


a8c215 No.549223

Pray for their souls. Keep an eagle eye on their behavior, if they touch a kid and you can prove it, wage a just war.


f81a51 No.549388

>>548395

First, never judge rashly. Taking facts into account and being (reasonably; unreasonable, hardened scepticism in face of solid facts or where there is no reason for it seems to be sinful for the same reasons as rash judgement) sceptical is healthy and needed, but never jump from thinking that something is possible to having a set and sure judgement about your neighbour without all the evidence that would be necessary to lawfully hold such a conviction.

https://www.catholicculture.org/culture/library/dictionary/index.cfm?id=35965

>How many times can God forgive you for committing the same sin, over and over, in very much the same context?

Enough for you to be saved if only you cooperate with God's grace needed for it, which He will absolutely certainly provide, no matter how evil you are.

>I have a problem with getting mad and hateful towards these two fags at work

Your description isn't precise enough to decide the moral character of this; it could be anything from just anger to gravely evil rash judgement. You definitely seem to be sinfully hateful though, especially in wishing them hellfire; as long as it's possible for them to repent, this is extremely opposed to the obligation of loving your neighbour, and dangerously similar to the sin of spiritual envy. Best option would be to read about the theology of these matters and apply the theoretical principles you find to practical situations you encounter in your life. Here are some basics:

http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/01489a.htm

http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/07149b.htm

Callan's and McHugh's "Moral Theology" contains these guidelines:

>1199. The duty of reconciliation does not necessitate the forgiveness of every kind of wrong suffered from an enemy—that is, it does not always oblige one freely to remit the consequences of an enemy's acts. There are three kinds of wrong: (a) offenses, which are such contradictions offered to the will of another as do not trespass on any strict right or occasion any damage. Example: Balbus, who is in great distress, asks his friend Titus to secure employment for him. Titus could easily do this favor, but he refuses; (b) injuries, which are violations of the strict right of another, but without damage. Example: Claudia addresses Caia in very disrespectful language when no witnesses are present; (c) damages, which are the taking from another of what is his, or harm done to him as regards his soul, his life, his fame, or his fortune. Examples are theft, scandal, assault and slander.

>1200. Whether an offender asks pardon or not, one is obliged to forgive the offense—that is, to put aside all aversion, indignation and hatred: "Forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive them that trespass against us" (Matt., vi. 12). But, granting that one desires salvation for the offender as for others, shows the common signs of charity, and is not prompted by hatred, the following are not required: (a) that one so pardon the offense as to take the offender back to the same special friendship as may have existed before; (b) that one overlook an injury so as not to require satisfaction (and hence, without acting against charity, Gaia may insist on an apology from Claudia for the disrespectful language used by the latter); and (c) that one renounce restitution or reparation for damage done one. No one is obliged to give to another what is one's own, and, if there is no other way of securing one's rights, one may have recourse to court. If the result of prosecution will be punishment of the offender rather than restitution (as in case of libel or slander), it is not uncharitable to prosecute the offender, if one's motive is the fulfillment of justice, the prevention of the same wrong to others, or the honor of one's family (Lev., xix. 17).


f81a51 No.549389

>There are some anti-gay guys at work and we always shittalk the gays and laugh behind their backs. But sometimes I feel guilty about htis , as Christians we're supposed to love our enemies and pray for them, and not gossip and engage in trivial nonsense

http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/04757a.htm

http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/12776c.htm

http://www.encyclopedia.com/religion/encyclopedias-almanacs-transcripts-and-maps/defamation

https://www.catholicculture.org/culture/library/dictionary/index.cfm?id=32987

Unless it's needed to fulfill justice, warn somebody, etc., don't do it. The Bible repeatedly identifies slander and defamation as gravely evil.

>but these faggots are really hard to pray for and "love" since they take so much pride in their identity/sin and could possibly be molesting kids at my school, maybe…

The more they sin, the more they need God's help.

>tl;dr I've been having hateful/hellfire thoughts towards these gays and I keep asking for forgiveness and trying to "hope they repent and get saved" but I feel like it's futile, they're lost, they're in their 50s and "married"…what chance is there for them to change??

Again, by the virtue of hope we trust that God provides everything one needs to attain Heaven, and if you cooperate with this, you will get saved, no matter how deep in sin you had been and for how long; if you live all your life in sin, and in the last minutes you repent and do your best to be saved, it's impossible that God will not answer.


450678 No.549534

>>548395

>There are some anti-gay guys at work and we always shittalk the gays and laugh behind their backs. But sometimes I feel guilty about htis

Stop shittalking. There is no way something good will come out of it.


38c4e0 No.549558

>>549389

Slander and defamation consist in damaging someone's reputation, mainly with false statements.




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