>>539480
same fag ^
I really don't know anymore. I'm a young guy, 19, but I have no direction in life. It seems as though nothing means anything anymore. I only find meaning in the institution of the Family, and the Church, but I take issue with the church. I wish itchy were what they once were. My grandmother would tell me how at noon every day they used to ring the bells for the Angelus, and all the Catholics would stop and pray. I had a priest who told me about this too each time he did confession, so I do it most everyday, but still I just wish it was something we all did.
Idk, I wish there was a crusade or something of that sort. I want some kind of ideal to DIE for, but that don't exist in the modern world. I hate this world so very much.