No.3368 [View All]
Starting off the weekend edition.
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No.3972
>>3971>tfw not in Japan living off passive income banging qt japs every night Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.3973
>>3972>tfw not living off passive income>tfw signing on tomorrow>tfw can't fight a job Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.3974
>>3971>teachingI can't stand speaking in front of people, get nightmares about it, I stutter and stuff too
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No.3975
>>3974I know that feel.
I once got forced into a talking bit in a school assembly, and I just muttered the whole thing in monotone under my breath. Nobody could hear me, so they gave me a microphone, and I just did the same incomprehensible muttering but twice as loud. Everyone found it hilarious including other teachers because they thought I was doing it on purpose, so it kind of worked, but fuck I thought I was going to faint and have a heart attack at the same time while I was up there. My teacher put me in detention for "intentionally sabotaging" the assembly, as if there's no way someone might have more anxiety on stage than in a classroom setting (and I was pretty terrible even in those). Fucking bitch.
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No.3976
>>3975We had to do bible readings and prayers out loud in assembly on our own at my middle school. You were forced to do it as well, the only way to miss it was to skive, which I did. Had like 20% attendance in year 8.
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No.3977
>>3976>bible readings and prayersBet you'd be hard pressed to find that sort of thing today. It's funny, I remember singing loads of songs about god and bible stories being read out when I was in first school, but by the time I was in year 6 or so it just sort of disappeared.
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No.3978
Anyone else /pretendconfidence/ here?
The only thing that is more terrifying than being around people is being around people whilst being awkward. So I just put on a brave face every time I have to leave the house.
In my short time at uni we had to give a presentation in front of a group of 40 or so people. I memorised all my words and then drilled it out in confidence, all these normies telling me they hate public speaking etc.
Then I went and stayed in my room playing video games for a few weeks, stopped going to uni and haven't really left my house since, everyone I used to know thinks I'm either dead or travelling. Left uni 2years ago last month
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No.3979
>>3978> /pretendconfidence/ I don't understand this and cannot comprehend it as a thing. If you can pretend to have confidence how's that any different from actually being confident?
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No.3980
>>3979Idk it's like really intense concentration like when I'm clutching in csgo (lol). Constantly aware of what I am saying and how I'm saying it. All whilst the constant thought of getting away asap is running through my mind.
I can't really describe it that well, time passes really quick when you're focusing on not fucking up.
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No.3981
I've had like 5 shits today
Think something is wrong with me
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No.3982
Going to try and follow some of the advice anon posted about sleeping well and see if I can get up at a respectable time for once
one episode of yuru yuri then I'm off to bed you guys
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No.3983
>>3981It happens every one in a while, but I'd it turns frequent see a doctor asap
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No.3984
>>3978>So I just put on a brave face every time I have to leave the house.>drilled it out in confidenceYeah no, I don't even leave the hou-
>stayed in my room playing video games for a few weeks>stopped going to uni and haven't really left my house since>Left uni 2years ago last monthNow this I'm feeling. 4 years since I left college, stayed in my room virtually every day since. Now I'm a wreck on the extremely rare occasions that I have to talk to someone other than the members of family I live with.
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No.3985
>>3984It sucks man
>tfw a family friend comes over unannounced Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.3986
Fucking aye. Getting a hot chocolate man.
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No.3987
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No.3988
>>3987>tfw I heard it would be getting really cold soon / possibly snowing Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.3989
>>3985Happened to me just this weekend. Fucking nightmare man, can't even go downstairs to get something to eat or drink, I have to wait for my mum or someone to check on me. Then I have to stomach the thought of the guest(s) thinking about the retarded 23 year old who doesn't leave his bedroom getting his food bought up to him by his mum. Makes me want to die. Better than leaving my room though.
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No.3990
>>3989>tfw mum is a friendless spinster so no family friends to deal with ever Disclaimer: this post and the subject matter and contents thereof - text, media, or otherwise - do not necessarily reflect the views of the 8kun administration.
No.3991
>>3988Sounds comfy
>>3989I'm 23 too, trying to get out of my comfort zone a bit more. I hate having to hide all the time.
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No.3992
>>3991What sort of things have you been doing (if anything)?
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No.3993
>>3991I'm not as bad as you guys but I've gotten worse recently, been skipping gym sessions because I feel increasingly awkward around other people. Feels bad.
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No.3994
>>3993>I'm not as bad as you guysrrrreeeeeeeeeeeee
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No.3995
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No.3996
>>3992A big one was sorting out my esa, had to have a super long phone call to start the claim, then had to go to the doctors multiple times for medical certificates etc.
Also going for super short walks outside my house/garden. Anywhere where there's possibility of other people, but ideally not many at all. The key is to do it slowly and safely.
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No.3997
>>3996>had to have a super long phone call to start the claim, then had to go to the doctors multiple times for medical certificates etc.I've always gotten my mum to take all my phone calls and sit with me in the doctors. Damn.
>Also going for super short walks outside my house/garden.I can't even walk to my front door on my own yet, fuck. Well done on pushing yourself out there though, I just hope I can too someday.
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No.3998
>>3997Just think of something small that causes you a little stress and repeat it everyday until it's nothing, then move up to something else.
Time for bed now m8z, night
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No.3999
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No.4000
>>3998I'll see if I can think of something, thanks. Goodnight and sleep well.
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No.4001
>>3999how cosy are you m8
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No.4002
Gaaah. Anyone still up?
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No.4003
>>4002I am, only because /gamergate/ just got co-opted by trolls and it's caused a shitstorm.
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No.4004
>>4001Not very, everytime I try and calm my mind to get some rest I start thinking anout how horrible my life is and asking myself why things went so wrong
I have to get up at 7am so I can catch a bus and stand outside for 50 minutes waiting for the JobCentre to open
Feels real fucking bad
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No.4005
>>4003Has it? Oh man, I bet that's gone down like a lead balloon mate.
>>4004That's fucking shit man, I hope things start working out for you soon. Did you look into MMA?
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No.4006
>>4005still trying to pluck up the courage, I feel like I've gotten worse recently, never want to work out anymore.
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No.4007
>>4006You have to try and just take the leap man. It'll be scary at first yeah. But the feeling of self worth after you've achieved a new discipline will be worth it.
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No.4008
I feel like I'm trapped in some horrible nightmare I can't wake up from
Watching my life fade away before my eyes
Soon it will be April, 4 months of nothingness. This was supposed to be my year.
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No.4009
>>4008I hear you man. I've been outside a total of 5 times since January. But there's time. Don't give up on yourself.
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No.4010
>>4008I know the feeling, it's certainly difficult. I've managed to make some progress this year after too many years of nothing, but I had such an incredibly low starting point that just waking up before midday, brushing my teeth, washing and getting dressed each day was a big improvement. Try to forget about the "this was supposed to be my year" thing, the point at which they start is just a social construct. You could make "your year" start tomorrow, or even tonight if you wanted to.
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No.4011
>>4010This is really good advice, not that anon but I think you've worded that very well man.
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No.4012
Fuck, it's quiet tonight.
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No.4013
>>4012Could just mean more people are trying to get their sleep pattern on track, which is a good thing really. I should really start thinking about going to bed too, but there's too much shit going on.
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No.4014
>>4013Aye it is a good thing. It just means I'm going to have to find something else to fill my hours at night now.
What are you upto?
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No.4015
I'm feeling tired but I don't have the desire to go to bed.
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No.4016
>tfw just had to euthanize him
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No.4017
>>4014GG shit, a couple of important people have sperged the fuck out and now everyone else has to clean up the mess by creating and migrating to a yet undecided but entirely new board, as well as backing up the entirety of the data on the several websites they ran. Yourself?
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No.4018
>4:21
Oops. Things finally settled down a bit though, time for bed. Goodnight anyone.
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No.4019
Anyone had a budgeting loan in the past year? If so how did they let you know when the money would be in your account? Is it still by letter, or by text, like when they receive the loan application?
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No.4021
Nearly 650 replies so :-
NEW THREAD
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No.4041
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