https://www.hooktube.com/watch?v=WWccr1r-H0E
This low level slime and his legion of normalniggers really managed to enrage me. Anime has been slowing going downhill for almost a decade and it has reached the point when it's reduced to this unpure goyim of a label, but yet this retards rejoices. Promised myself to quit jewtube but my willpower is still so weak. Maybe this festering hatred will help me in that regard . I was literally bullied and laughed at all my life for watching animu(in third word countries watching "cartoons" means you are weak cuck born to be exploited), watching anime carried a certain social stigma almost like a physical aura , you always had to hide and watch your back. It was a unique thing only the few chosen ones were allowed to experience. You actually had to sacrifice alot of things and being a useless neet/loser was even somekind of an achievement . Almost on the level to a sense of belonging. The sole refuge i had. To a man who has nothing even trash holds great value. I was a god among the uneducated masses. A transcendent being. But my divinity has been broken.
My hand never brought corruption i hid my ways with zealous fervor, and guarded to our secrets jealously, always watching from a distance because i was afraid of my power.
Yet every single disgusting filth decides to ruin something so beautiful and unique just so they can abuse it for some kind of gain, be it social, material etc. I stopped watching anime from almost 6-7 years ago and started to read manga/ln religiously and i'm doing that to this day.
However this dread which has been slowing creeping inside of my head started to whisper beguiling words that eventually everything i resound with will end in ruin. I don't have any other escape .I don't know what to do. Should i betray my very being ,and start to subconsciously condition my mind for the end so i can shield myself from feeling week, or fight a losing battle? Or seek isolation to the deepest layers?
P.S i'm a neet