I've been wanting to do some diaper stuff with a girl for a long, long time. I'm sure many of you can relate. I finally made it happen, and wanted to share some of my experiences with you guys.
Background:
I was an incel sperglord until I was around 24. I finally got my shit together and got a girlfriend. I'm over 30 now. In the last ~3 years I've gotten pretty confident and pretty good at talking to girls. But everything I've done has been vanilla. I'm slightly below average in terms of attractive, receding hairline, etc… I'm not overweight though, and I'm 6ft. Just wanted to give you guys this context first.
I went on a site that wasn't ABDL, but something in that realm. I uploaded some pics and wrote a bio, and messaged a ton of girls. A few messages me back, one of which was within an hour drive of me. I turned up the charm and we talked for a while before I got her to get a drink with me. She is early 20's. We had a fun time and she was cute, but she was pretty awkward. Which doesn't really bother me. We kissed but she was really really shy so it was hard for her.
I then probed her a bit about what kind of "little" stuff she was into, and brought up diapers. She said she tried them but could never get herself to use them. I set up another date, this time at a hotel room. Beforehand I shipped her some diapers and a few other baby things, and told her to bring them.
When we got there, she was a bit awkward at first, which I expected. I unpacked her bag, and when I took the diaper out she got really embarrassed. I then took her PJs out and had her get into them. After cuddling a while, I told her it's time to put the diaper on. She resisted a bit, but eventually relented. I put it below her butt, then looked away as she took her panties off and brought the diaper up. I didn't want to make it sexual yet, because I wanted her to feel safe. I figured if she was uncomfortable kissing then having sex was going to make things really awkward for her.
After that, I taped it up. She seemed a bit more confident now, and looked at herself in the mirror. I really layed on the praise at this point, trying to make her feel really good about herself. Telling her what a cute little baby she was, what a good girl she was, etc… And she was super cute.
After cuddling for an hour or two, she said she had to pee. I said, well, that's why you're wearing a diaper, go ahead. She hesitated for a while, before eventually saying she was going to use the toilet. I let her go and do that, and fixed her diaper when she got back.
Later that night, she had to pee again. Again I told her to use her diaper, it's ok, you're just a lil baby. She relented, and tried to use it. She was having a lot of trouble letting go, because she had never done it before. So I guided her to sit on the toilet (with her diaper on), and that would make it easier. After a minute it worked, and she was like, oh my God I'm doing it. I rubbed her head as she went, and it was actually a long time.
We went back to cuddling, and I was feeling up her soaked diaper. It was unbelievably hot. All through the night I was feeling it up as we spooned. That was a great experience.
I'm going to go meet her again soon. But I told her that this time, she wasn't allowed to use the big girl potty. I'll let you guys know how it goes.
FR out