/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover★

The dirtiest thing I've fantasized about is something I'm kinda ashamed to admit, but in the peak of my horniness it really turns me on. I seem to be turned on more by things that I would not want done to me in real life, but nothing that involves permanent bodily harm. So sometimes I will enjoy the fantasy of having my face shoved into a messy diaper and/or being forced to eat it. It's something I would never consider doing even under threat of violence, so the thought of being in a situation where I have no choice but to do it is a turn on.

Have my dad rape me while im in a diaper

Second verse, same as the first

Being in my grandpa's RV and having him rape me in the night

Some kind of magical person with a deep hatred for adult babies targets me, posing as a substitute teacher for computer class. At night, I'm in my bedroom, jerking it to diaper porn in a pair of drynites. When I finish, teacher yells my name and I realize I'm in the computer lab and everybody saw me. Teacher drags me to special needs class and tells me to wait there until lunch break. I have to wait around, stuck hanging out with a bunch of retards. Lunch break comes, retards leave, teacher comes back with girl I have a crush on. Teacher makes me drink from bottle, which makes me instant-horny. Teacher holds my hands so I can't fap while crush diapers me. They let me go and watch me fap. Cant feel anything through my diaper, cant fit my hand into my diaper either. I have to lie on the floor and point my cock down, and squeeze my legs onto my cock to fap. Crush and teacher watch me. Crush wets pants and starts to shrink. She panics and tries to leave, trips over her pants and can't stand up. Her underwear turns into training pants, and keeps shrinking the more I fap. I'm freaking out but I can't stop fapping because its too hot. Crush's training pants turn into a diaper, and I climax, crush shrinks instantly into a baby. cum as if i'm peeing, diaper fills with cum. teacher changes my diaper and sets me loose. Can barely walk. Everyone on lunch break is in the halls, laughs at me, I cant talk so i can't tell them about what happened to crush. horny again. start fapping through my diaper while i cry for somebody to listen. Realize i'm shrinking, no one cares, they think i deserve it. getting too young to fap, dick goes flacid and i pee myself instead. teacher comes with a stroller and parades me through the halls as i shrink, still trying to jerk off through my diaper. i'm five years old, can't walk, talk or potty train. parents hate me and refuse to take me back, no one will adopt me. mega-horniness never goes away, keep trying to fap but nothing ever happens. Spend rest of the school year as a prop for sex ed class. Peers have to take turns taking care of me to learn about parenting as well as watch what happens to degenerates. Every one laughs and mocks me everywhere I go, they think i deserve it too. School year ends, teacher takes me home. Wake up as an adult in a nursery, with a glass window on one side of the room. End up as the first exhibit in a magical zoo. Cant stop fapping and ageplaying even when people watch me for entertainment. A new adult baby is captured and added to a new nursery everyday. Three times a day, one of us is picked for a performance piece, where we have to live out one of each other's fantasies that they collect, and customers watch what happens in the fantasy in a theatre. Some fantasies feel like years, but are never longer than an hour in the real world. Eventually, every adult baby is an exhibit in the zoo. Forever is too long for our brains to grasp, so after a few decades, there's no telling how long we've been in there. We can never die and live out the rest of eternity in soul-crushing humiliation which has turned us into slobbering messes of insanity, even after the world is no more, and the universe has disolved, which we have no way of knowing.

>>42900

jesus christ dude

>>42900

This makes me scared to masturbate. Is it unreasonable to ask to ban this guy?

>>42903

>>42903

This. Tbh fapping to diaper cuckoldry has mentally put me in a place where I don't think I could bring up this kink with a gf/spouse because of the logic that babies don't get to fuck

I've had quite a few. My most frequent involve massive amounts of human waste and a diaper that can contain it all.

One of these is just being able to take a week (or month, or several months) not doing anything but laying around and peeing/pooping in my diaper, watching it get bigger and bigger without ever leaking, somehow always having a supply of food and drinks by my side while I laze around playing video games, watching YouTube, relieving myself and fapping. Something about a huge, squishy, smelly mess built up over extended periods of time all strapped to my waist just makes me diamonds. (In reality, I couldn't even last a day. I felt physically ill after being in a messy diaper for about 6 hours straight.)

Another one involves either being a human toilet or having a girl be one. The idea is that the person has one of the aforementioned diapers that can hold essentially infinite amounts, and others use that diaper as their toilet, along with the diaper's wearer using it. I also like the thought of the girl being an on-command bj machine as well.

Stepping away from the grossness, I've also had mundane fantasies that are less sexual and more relaxing. Just the classic "girl takes care of guy like a baby" scenario. I get to play all day and get coddled by a cute girl who dotes on me, feeds me, changes me and plays with me. Probably spurred on by the fact that I currently have 2 part time jobs and am a full-time uni student. Never get a day off…

>>42936

Sorry about the last bit, in the middle of writing I somehow forgot the thread is about *dirty* fantasies. My bad.

>>42931

bloody shitcakes i'm way too horny to be reading this.

>>42936

I hear that dude. never let poop stay on your skin or in your quarters for more than an hour. No matter how hot it is. Just change and pleasure yourself thinking about the gentle, loving, non-corrosive diaper change you just had.

OP here. I should clarify that I didn't mean dirty as in gross.

Dirty=/=gross

dirty=weird or kinky.

>>42900

>>42931

Please seek medical attention.

A domme and her two subs are diapered.

Whem Domme is wet/messy, she will typically make her subs change her.

Domme and 1 of the subs is wet or messy.

No nore clean diapers.

Domme proclaims they must all have a diaper change.

Domme lays her subs down.

Removes her own wet/messy diaper and lays it down.

Removes her other subs wet diaper and lays it nect to the clean sub.

Removes subs clean diaper and puts it on herself.

Puts other subs wet diaper on the previously clean sub.

Other sub gets put into mistresses wet/messy diaper.

Forces everyone to go to store to buy new diapers.

Having an attractive man and woman fawning over me. They are a close couple and we meet up somehow and get to know each other. They eventually learn about what I'm into because they are so personable and non-judgmental that I just spill the beans. They are both instantly intrigued and ask me to bring all of my kink stuff over to their place.

When I get to their place, they set everything up and tell me to sit on the bed. The guy and woman start getting into their roles without warning. I'm so overwhelmed by it that I instantly regress and accept my fate. I just became their little boy and my heart is beating steadily but heavy. I no longer have any say what goes down.

They both treat me like their very own naughty little one. I'm never allowed to have sex, but they do pleasure me but only while wearing ABDL apparel or just a diaper, completely clean shaven at all times. Can only drink from a bottle and wearing locked mittens almost always except for baths

I get it from both of them, sometimes at the same time.

Typing all this out got me all worked up…

>>42954

>asks for dirty fantasies

>gets triggered by responses

that was fun let's play again soon

I think we've learned a valuable lesson in this thread.

When I was a prepubescent child, I would often fantasize about being trapped in a normal baby's large diaper, and being shit on repetitively. As like a punishment or something.

>>42980

Also Hitler was involved somehow but I don't quite remember. The dream always started off with me being condemned by large shadowy judges sort of like in the old superman movie (which I had never seen)

>>42953

I came up with this when I was 11 and discovering diapers and vore for the first time. The internet really opened my eyes

>>42980

when i was a young kid i used to fantasize that somebody was kidnapping kids and turning them into life sized baby dolls

I used to imagine i was on a conveyor belt as like a hard plastic doll suit was put over my body

i also used to wear literally all my underwears at the same time

>>43028

Same. I got caught wearing four or five pairs a few times when I was little. Had a few fantasies involving conveyor belts too. Fuck, none of my fantasies today could match the depraved shit i imagined as a kid.

>>42980

I bet you loved the movie Honey I Blew Up The Kid.

>>43031

I don't even think it's hot, I dunno why my young psyche thought about this so much

>>43040

>none of my fantasies today could match the depraved shit i imagined as a kid

go on…

>>42900

nice nice

>>42966

NICE NICE

>>42931

NICE! NICE!

1) Kidnap a young woman and treat her as a child, regressing her to a baby state. Like, remove her boobs, her tooth. Make her really look like a little baby.

2) Being kidnap and transformed into a adult baby girl who just want to make her daddy happy.

3) A probably a mix between both.

I like that the alt right girls wear diapers meme is catching on with normies

http://cheezburger.com/3992069/tomi-lahrens-dear-liberal-snowflakes-tweet-has-officially-become-a-hilarious-meme

When I was little, one of my fantasies was being put into a double diaper with someone else. One person would be pressed up against the back of another person and they would be wearing the same diaper. Come potty time, the person in back would pee all over the butt of the front person, and the guy in front would poop all over the penis of the dude in back and it would get mashed between the two people.

>>46059

This is an interesting one. I've heard of people wanting food in their diapers but not all that garbage. A couple questions:

Does this fantasy involve abrasive objects like metal or glass?

Does it involve people using your diaper as a toilet or just as a trash can?

Does your diaper magically expand to accommodate the garbage or is it a constant struggle to keep things from spilling out?

Is it still something about which you fantasize?

One question about the diapers and not the fantasy: How did it affect your social/school life?

>>46064

Good questions! The fantasy varied a lot but it was usually either food OR random household objects (including metal because it was cold and reminded me of being in hospitals, where I frequently got catheters and suppositories or had to lie on cold exam room tables).

Nothing ever spilled, though I imagined an extra large diaper bulging and filled to the brim with you-name-it. An alternate fantasy did involve people using my diaper like a kind of public/communal urinal.

As I got older, these fantasies shifted a bit so that I became more dominant, i.e. sometimes I was the one filling up someone else's diaper. But I still go back and pretend I'm the submissive, humiliated one sometimes.

When I was younger, I almost never masturbated in the "traditional" way. Instead, I'd put objects in my diaper (toys, coins, pens, whatever), wait until the house was empty, and walk around. The stuff would slide and rub inside my diaper and I'd come in no time.

As for the reality of being in diapers, a lot of the memories are fun on retrospect but at the time, it was pretty horrific. I got teased a LOT. I didn't have control over my bowels until I was 6 or 7 and didn't get control of my bladder until I was around 20. I'd have these attacks, kind of like sudden spasms in my bladder, and completely soak myself without warning. I tried to use the toilet to avoid the chance of spasms later, obviously, but I usually ended up having at least two or three super-soaker accidents a week anyway. I kept diapers in the school nurse's office and changed myself all the time.

All that being said, I did have friends, and eventually started dating (I was a late bloomer and didn't really date until mid-way through college, when the need for diapers tapered off). As I got older, I didn't get picked on as much because I started lifting weights like crazy. Nowadays, it's weird because half my personality is pretty dominant and gruff but when I get in the right mood, all I want is to be "forced" back into diapers and embarrassed again. Brains are weird.

And here I am going crazy over the thought of a diapered blowjob. Damn, people

>>42900

I have no reaction pic to properly express my feelings.

The dirtiest thing? thats a tough one. One of my fav fantasies involves being abducted by a race of aliens who enjoy caring for other beings. My body is changed to match my ideal form and I'm basically treated like a toddler by them.

I attend a daycare with many other abdls in the same situation.

Thats probably the weirdest one, Dirtiest is probably having a fantasy identical twin, we both figure out we enjoy abdl stuff, one catches the other in diapers then they admit it too, when no ones around we both act like babies and it eventually gets sexual, we start trying to get into diapers full time by wetting the bed then our pants at different times. We go to the doctors and both have a humiliating exam and they chalk it up to some sort of genetic thing .

We convince our parents to help us change the diapers since its difficult to get them to sit properly by doing it ourselves. as time goes on we get careless and get caught fucking in diapers with other baby paraphernalia like pacifiers.. Our parents are furious and disgusted Instead of kicking us out or anything like that they tell us if we want to act like babies they will treat us like them.

We beg them not to but have no choice and are both humiliatingly forced into regression, No privacy anymore, have to have a baby sitter, chastity diaper covers and mittens to keep us from even doing so much as masturbating ourselves.

We both grow super sexually frustrated as we are now forced to be around each other in strictly a platonic sense without any sexual release but constant arousal from the situation.

Another good one is similar to the last, except My boyfriend has to go away for a summer and I stop over to babysit his 2 year old sister, I get caught by his parents dressing like a baby while sitting just playing as a baby. They force me to act like a baby, and eventually they decide to adopt me.

Boyfriend comes home and catches his dad changing my diaper, catches me acting like a baby and becomes completely disgusted but still wants to be with me. His dad explains the adoption and how we have to break up since I'm now his sister.

Hes forced to wear a chastity cage and I'm forced to wear locking plastic pants so we don't do anything. He loses interest in me over time and sees me as nothing but a baby. But still harbors some sexual attraction.

Once a week we are both allowed out of chastity for "adult time" hes allowed to masturbate while I'm only allowed to get off by his mom or dad sexually satisfying me with toys. So during these adult time sessions his dad will insert a vibrator inside me but baby talk to me while he does it, like someone trying to feed a toddler by going here comes the airplane! but instead doing that with a sex toy insertion, demeaning the sexual experience to a degrading and humiliating moment of sexual release.

Those are just the tip of the iceberg, but they are three of my dirtiest/weirdest.

>>46084

you've opened the door to darkness, little boy

>>46089

draw me a word pic, then

>>46093

ahaha fucken saved

>>46097

Damn that pic is hot.

>>46097

cant tell which is more depraved, the rape fantasy or the loving change while you're asleep. It's a bit comfy for this thread, but I share the latter fantasy

This thread is fulfilling my fantasy of hearing the worst of the worst. Tacks the morbid onto curiosity.

>>42966

you lost me at >never allowed to have sex

Lol well after this thread I don't feel like such a sick fuck. Thanks pervs 😎

>>42900

are you a sexual contrarian? do you relate to this chick?

https://youtu.be/O9xBIMs8aCA?t=976

I don't have a feeding fetish, but I kind of want to be force fed more baby food than I can eat. I imagine a guy just feeding me bowl after bowl until I'm beyond full. I shit myself while I'm being fed and he mocks me, reminds me what I'm sat in used to be baby food. Eventually he's done and I'm reduced to tears, he picks me up and comforts me as I continue to shit myself because of how much he fed me at my previous meal, knowing that in a couple hours the meal I just had will be in my diaper too.

Generally I just really enjoy losing all privacy over that in particular. Shitting is one of the most private things we do, so to be reduced to doing it in a guy's arms or in his lap is very humiliating and exciting.

I have lots of little fantasies revolving around that aspect, being held as I shit myself, with him commenting about it, mentioning he can feel my muscles move, or telling me I'm pulling a cute face if I strain at all. Eventually he knows me better than I know myself, predicting when I'll need to go based on how long it's been since I ate, or any behaviours I make when I need to go.

I have a couple fantasies where I mess in front of people. One where I'm so drunk I wet myself, then mess because I'm wet, and someone has to walk me home and never thinks of me as a proper adult again. Then another where I'm with a guy who's regressed me and he treats me like an infant in front of his friends, I'm sat in his lap and shit myself, later on the changing table he mocks me saying none of the adults at the table shit themselves just me. Which reminds me actually in regards to infantile stuff while drunk, irl (if it weren't a stupidly risky thing to do) I would want to wear pull-ups on a night out, going to the bathroom with babyish underwear, knowing the girls in the next stalls all have lace thongs etc

I want a motherly, caring girlfriend who I can live with 24/7 as a sissy baby. I would wear cute, lolita-style clothes and diapers at all times. I'd try to lose continence and she'd be the one cleaning me up and changing me, feeding me baby food.

I lived in an abusive relationship once in a semi truck that hauled cars with an older man. I always dreamed he would tell me one day that he bought some very decent adult diapers and I was going to wear those from now on while we traveled. Just coloring, getting changed and used by Daddy when he wanted. Maybe he would have to go pee and wouldn't want to go in the truck stop so he would pull open the back of my diapers, that sort of thing…

Ever since I was a kid I have desired the powers of fecal wizardry. I would be able to spawn poop and make it disappear with a wave of my hand. I would use this power to constantly give myself the need to defecate so I could have an accident whenever I want and I could clean up by simply willing my excrement into nothingness. Over time, I would begin to use my powers for more nefarious purposes. I could invite people over to my house and then turn them into my slaves. I would keep them under control by creating an unending supply of waste in their colon and they would always be messing themselves. It would be hard to resist me when their bowels are constantly moving. As a punishment, I could materialize a poopy meal for them and force them to eat it, but make the snack disappear before it's fully ingested so the slave doesn't get sick. Eventually I would be come so strong that I could rule the world through my poo poo powers and I would become the one and only Shitlord.

There are many "dirty" ones, but the one I feel most autistic about is this one.

I get into a passionate and loving relationships with a girl who acts as my mommy, and we also do other BDSM stuff with her as the dominant. Basically standard tfw no mommy gf stuff. However, we soon break up because of my life choices making me unable to handle a loving relationships.

Eventually, despite never truly getting over the previous relationships, I fall into an equally passionate love with a dominant daddy bi guy as well, but that one ends up with a mutual crushing heartbreak too because of my decision to remain closeted for the sake of not endangering my career growth.

Following this I fall into a deep period of self loathing, quit my corporate job, and focus entirely on my entrepreneurial activities for a few years until I make enough money to comfortably never have to work a day in my life again.

After this lifestyle milestone I decide to get back into dating by entering my local fetish scene. There I find the above exes who are now happily together despite them both being mainly dominant. They would at the time be looking for a "unicorn" sub to expand their relationships with. They would be mainly looking for a woman, however me showing up would just naturally lead to us giving the triangle a try because of our history and the still not extinguished feelings.

It would go pretty normally at first as we would rediscover our mutual loves , but then they would decide that I have already ruined two near perfect relationships, and that I really shouldn't be given the opportunity to do so again. Besides, I was clearly never truly grown up enough to have any agency anyhow.

They would therefore devise some sort of a plot to mutually take over the ownership of my estate. Afterwards they would just force the, now destitute, me into being their 24/7 adult baby with no say about anything. They would rationalize this with me being into this anyhow, and clearly everyone would be happier this way.

From then on it's standard diaper training, complete loss of privacy, loss of status and humiliation as the only "grown-up" activity I would be allowed would be to train in our homegym so I would remain hot for them, I would also perhaps be allowed to cook for them as their diapered slave in a cute maid outfit. They would change my diapers, bottle feed me, Mommy would even get curious about lactation and start breastfeeding me after finding out she really likes it, molest and fuck my sexy self as they would please, spank me until I cried whenever I got too rowdy or they just wanted to have some fun, put me in chastity or force orgasms out of me, and, of course, cuddle the fuck out of each other together.

This is the context in which I build most of my fap scenes. Favorites includes, me messing myself in a high chair during breakfast and the two of them having a small nonchalant argument about who should change me this time and why. Being made to hump a huge teddy bear while watching the two of them have sex. Being made to beg for orgasm after an extended chastity period, and then made to beg again for chastity again(for a longer time even) after a forced orgasm session that I couldn't take any longer. Leaking while wetting myself and then just instinctively starting to cry and being calmed down and said it's okay by one of them. Standard loving diaper changes. Going down on Mommy and then fucking her with a strap on over my diaper. Waking up wet and or messy. Being stuck under the desk for hours as Daddy would be on the computer and sucking his cock every time it got hard in my mouth, only being allowed a break for a change once my diaper would get too stinky to ignore.

Half of the time after orgasming to this I just ask myself whether the gun or the rope is the way to go.

>>47855

That would be a nice soap opera.

>>47855

this is about where i am as well, wanting to be a baby slave toy for a nice couple

>Half of the time after orgasming to this I just ask myself whether the gun or the rope is the way to go.

rope is the way to do it, just focus on it and let go. you should grip death and sink into it

>>47848

Funnily enough, a few months ago I found a caption that is very similar to my fantasy. I guess I'm not the only weirdo who is into this stuff.

"Look, when you were first telling me about why you love the Internet, you said that no one has to be alone again. Whoever you are, whatever you love, you can connect with someone. If you want to recreate the Boston Tea Party, while dressed as Imperial Stormtroopers, you can find the 10 other people in the world that have always wanted to do that." - House M.D

>>55798

vanilla in terms of this thread, that is

>>55798

Cute Incontinent GF seems to be the most vanilla want in this fetish.

>>42980

Reasonable enough

>>42983

>Also Hitler was involved somehow

dude what

In high school, give a girl a ride home. She has to pee, and before I get her home she pisses herself. I act like I'm mildly upset about her peeing on my car seat, and tell her half-jokingly that if she wants another ride she has to change into a diaper (goodnites/pull-ups) in the back of my wagon.

She actually goes through with it begrudgingly, and every day she slips one on with her panties over it after school and goes home. Eventually it happens again, this time protected, and I give her the good ol "I told you so", and she concedes. Worried about her parents finding it in the trash, she leaves it with me to throw away, and I put it on at some point, use it more, and beat off in it before I toss it.

Eventually, we leave the school parking lot, and she badly has to piss and shit. I go a moderate speed and we get stuck behind the bus, at the lights, and behind the road crew. Whimpering and swearing, piss starts hissing into her pullups, soaking them almost to the point of leaking, and not long later, she completely fills them with soft shit, about the size of a couple softballs.

It comes out with loud, wet farts and blurps, tears streaming down her face, while her panties crackle with the expansion. She poops some more but the pullups can't take it anymore, and it leaks out, her panties catching the rest and miraculously leaving her pants and my seat unscathed. I promise I'll clean her up, and though hesitant, she agrees.

We go to a local park, and I conveniently have baby wipes in my car. We get out and walk into the woods, and I find a nice private spot to change her. She pulls down her pants and lays down in the leaves, and before I start changing her, I tell her that she should make sure there's none left.

With her eyes wet and her face beet red, she hesitates for a moment and starts grunting as she gives a big push, and wet, chunky diarrhea shoots out with lots of blurty noise, expanding her pullups almost to the point of ripping the sides. More pee drenches her pullups and panties, and along with shit leaks out of the leg gathers into her underwear, and starts flowing onto the ground. She continues pooping and peeing for a solid ~10 seconds or so, and is finally done, with quivering, panting breaths and small sobs.

Her goodnites and panties are overflowed into a couple piles beneath her with a mixture of piss and wet shit, and she has no spare underwear, only the pullups I brought with me. I help lift her legs and wipe her down, move her over a bit, and finish getting her cleaned up. I help her slide the new goodnites up her legs, and then her pants, and she hugs me, cries into my shoulder, and begs me to keep it a secret.

Instead of blackmailing her like a dick, I promise not to let anyone know, and that it's just what friends do. Her destroyed panties and pullups remain as a shameful heap in the woods.

She trusts me. The next day, she comes out to the car earlier than usual, with a bashful expression and a quiet voice. I ask her what's wrong, and she reveals that she was out of clean underwear and wore the goodnites instead, and they're already soggy from an accident in class. I pull my shirt up and my waistband down to reveal a boy's goodnite, stating that I didn't want her to feel ostracized with me, and she tells me to go back down to the park.

She leads the way into the woods, a few yards away from yesterday's mess, and she says she has a crazy idea. She takes her pants and shirt off and tells me she wants to have sex in pullups. I tell her "only if you're comfortable with it" and she insists and pulls down my pants. Somehow, despite a dick of diamonds, I drench my own goodnites, as she squats and soaks hers. We agree to take them off and trade diapers, and have glorious, squishy, leaky wet (protected) sex in the woods, in each other's pissy pullups, with my diaper she's wearing pushed to the side to accommodate my dick. As she orgasms and squirts all over my dick and the wet pullups, her stomach grumbles and yet again, shit loads into the goodnites already soaked with my piss, and I do the same in hers and then cum.

We lie on the leaves, catching our breath, in each other's arms, in disbelief at the events that just took place before we clean each other up, pull up each other's clean goodnites and go about our day, tossing the diapers with yesterday's and leaving it in the woods. Days, weeks, months later, I return to the spot and reminisce, the contents of the diapers fouling and eventually decaying to the point where they no longer smell, and are stained, faded pieces of plastic and paper. Every week or so, we travel to a different spot in the woods and do the same thing, on a perverted littering spree that nobody discovers.

So there's my autistic contribution. What the fuck is wrong with me

>>55903

>>55903

The hell are you on about? As a DL that’s the fucking dream

>>55903

Fuck I wish this could happen to me. Great post, I'm diamonds

>>42864 (OP)

I have no interest in wearing diapers myself but the idea of being the caretaker of someone who does wear diapers is basically my ultimate fetish. Though I should clarify that it wouldn't end at simply wearing the diapers, it'd also include using those diapers for both #1 and #2, being dressed in childish clothing, pacifiers, early bedtimes, being fed your meals etc. Basically my dream would be to treat someone like a big toddler who needs diapers.

>What is the dirtiest thing you've wanted/want to do that's abdl related?

Two things spring to mind. I'd like to have two little ones at the same time and train them to poop together by synchronizing their meals and maybe also plugging them up until they're ready to go. I'd also like to associate messing with being allowed to cum and then work up some sexual frustration in my little until they're desperately trying to poop their pampers because they want me to make them cum so badly.

>What's the dirtiest thing you've wanted/want to BE DONE TO YOU that's abdl related?

Probably have my little go #2 in their diaper while near my face. I wouldn't want to encourage it, rather I'd just want them to do as a pathetic attempt at 'getting back' at me for treating them as I do. A messy spanking followed by a change followed by lots of cuddles would go down immediately afterwards.

>What's the dirtiest thing you've fantasized about?

My ultimate fantasy would involve a fundamental change in society. It's obviously completely unrealistic, but that's what a fantasy is all about. I could go on about this idea for pages and pages but to boil it down it'd play out like this:

Medical professionals along with psychologists and other experts on the human condition would recognize regression therapy as a good way to rehabilitate people. Regression therapy would involve being forcefully treated as a baby, toddler or child depending on the severity of the punishment. Government-funded facilities would spring up all over the western world specifically to accommodate this new way of dealing with people who aren't adjusting well in society.

For hardcore criminals there'd be cold and clinical facilities where they'd be put in straight jackets and medical diapers and conditioned via hypnosis while locked into cribs with metal rails. For crimes of a less severe nature or simply maladjusted young people and children there'd be facilities decked out as actual nurseries. You'd still get put in diapers or pull-ups depending on what kind of regression you're being put through, but there'd be a lot more freedom and warmth. In general you'd be treated with the same care an actual baby/toddler would in an actual nursery, except you're not allowed to leave and you have to obey your caretakers or your punishment level can be upgraded.

Is little Elizabeth being a bully and a brat? Send her to regression therapy and have her go back to diapers for a couple of weeks to correct her behaviour. Is Sebastian skipping school to the point where he's getting kicked out? Back to diapers for a year and then he can try again. Has Victor been struggling with depression for years after moving out and neglecting his degree? Shower him in love, care and warmth and give him some breathing room away from adult life by putting him in regression therapy for a year… or three. He'll come to like his diapers after a while.

These nurseries would be open for public visits. Anyone can walk in an observe through a one-way mirror. If you can identify yourself as family or friends of one of the nursery charges you can even be allowed to assist in changing diapers, feedings, picking out clothes for them to wear or putting them down for naps.

>>42903

I hate cucks, but that's fucking hot(except where she makes him eat other guy's semen, yeesh)

>>42900

Hot

I just wish I could never need to leave the house, go 24/7 and poop my diapers and not have to deal with the clean up, it's gotta be like killing, it feels good for a few seconds, then you realize how much dirty work you just made for yourself. Oh, I want a "baby" room like those old bytemine sets, I have a lot of the parts, but I'm related to a bunch of fuckwits who think they're entitled to barge in whenever they're in town.

>>55922

>>55917

>>55926

Glad you enjoyed the post, and that I'm slightly less of a sick fuck compared with the other sick fucks. The specifics aren't even something I've pondered for a long time, that post is just a conglomeration of all the things I've ever wanted off the top of my head.

>>55927

I love wearing, but I also love the idea of changing a woman's diaper. For me, I'd like it to be mutual, that we both wear and use the diapers and change each other. I'm not much of an AB, more like a mild little, I'd love a girl who kind of treats me like a kid as the "boss" while we do mostly adult things, and me doing the same thing when I get the opportunity, basically trying to outdo each other.

Being called "Daddy" or calling her "Mommy" would likely turn me off. The idea of a tall, strong, most likely German girl (the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear "Heidi") that can pick me up with relative ease gets me diamonds. I'm not a bodybuilder by any means but I'm most definitely not a David Hogg chicken arm soyboy, so the roles could be reversed.

That reciprocal Diet Domination Lite aspect is my ideal, but I would also be happy being more commanding and in charge, or helpless and mildly dominated, basically diaper femdom without the pegging and bruises.

>>55927

>Has Victor been struggling with depression for years after moving out and neglecting his degree? Shower him in love, care and warmth and give him some breathing room away from adult life by putting him in regression therapy for a year… or three

HOLY FLYING FUCK!! Please take me now daddy

>>55903

>and reveal a boys goodnite

Stopped reading right there. Hate couples where both wear diapers, it's just weird

>>47261

I am erect. Please have a vagina

>>56557

Not everyone wants to be daddy, don't say it's weird when your fetish is women shitting and pissing in Pullups

>>56564

I'll have you know sir there is nothing weird about believing cute women should be diapered 24/7.

>>56557

Not everything has to be a fucking power play. Maybe both people just enjoy the convenience or sexual thrill of wearing and using a diaper.

"No cummies till your diaper is complete full. They are kind of pricey and we want to get out money's worth don't we?"

Not really dirty but:

I have this fantasy of hiring a dominatrix and doing a bunch of forced regression scenes. After the first hour, she would stop the scene and accidentally wet herself, and start crying about how she just wanted to be a big dom for one day but now she messed it up, So we would switch roles, I would put her in a diaper, and she would become my little sub for the rest of the session.

>>56581

that's just sensible resource management. diapers are expensive as fuck

>>55927

I don't understand at all what people get out of being a caretaker for an adult baby but knowing people like you exist gives me hope.

Bunch of retarded soy cucks ITT

You all need to seriously get fucked

When I was around 12, I had this fantasy that I was kidnapped and forced to live in a stripclub like place. I'd be paraded around in diapers and guys touch me, fondle my diaper, make me pee or poop myself, the works. There would be other boys fro my age to 18 ish, all diapered or naked. Some would be forced to be in diapers, some would be forced to dance on stage in diapers and tights for example.. For bedtime we'd all be in a huge bed, just stacked ontop of eachother. Like 10 boys sharing a bed. We'd all either be naked, peeing and pooping on eachother, or diapered. It changed depending on the mood.

>>46034

Holy shit, I had a similar fantasy as a teenager, only it was one specific girl from my school in the front, and I was in the back with my dick up her butt. It was a fantasy so logic didn't really apply, I never needed to pee and she never needed to poop. Our arms and legs would be tied together and we'd have to waddle around sharing a diaper, uncomfortably close together

>>56587

I actually asked my former partner this, and while we eventually broke up, I was able to find his response, "To tell you the truth, the reality of it, my emotional needs are met because I know you[me] are available. That I can interact with you[me] on a regular basis to fulfill the need to feel important, in some way."

Kind of ironic that we broke up because he just stopped talking to me out of the blue but that's not the point of the thread.

>>56631

if someone talked to me with this high-nosed and self-centered vocabulary, I would instantly know this person is some kind of self-absorbed hipster-ass.

Real thing I want to try: After reading an untraining blog where the writer realized she couldn't consciously push out her messes any better than she could hold them in, I've been curious about what doing anal to someone in that condition would feel like. Not so much how it would feel to do it, but how a girl would react to it as it was happening.

Fantasized about keeping a girl 24/7 in diapers so long she starts gaining weight, can't fit into her adult clothes any more, and get's anxious just thinking about not wearing diapers. Add to it making her orgasm during every diaper change so develops a pavlovian response to messing herself.

>>56690

got a link to this blog?

My biggest fantasy is to give a mommy or daddy total control, and to have them make me wear diapers 24/7. I want them to pick out what diaper I wear, what I can eat, what I can watch, what I can do, what I can't do. I want them to shape me in any way they see fit. If they want me to lose weight, I'll lose it. If they want me to gain weight, I'll gain it. They can dress me up in any way they want. If they want to spank me, they can spank me. If they want to touch my diaper, they can touch it. If they want me to touch them, I will do as they ask. And I will only use my diaper whenever they say I can. I'll hold it until they say i can go, or be punished otherwise

If anyone is interested in taking control of a smaller guy like me, let me know :3

When I was a kid, I had this recurring fantasy of a girl my age asking their mom how boys and girls are different, just as I happened to be nearby, and as casually as you please, the woman pulled down my pants, peeled open my diaper, and provided an anatomy lesson. Another variation is that as I was being changed, the woman changing me called in other children to see the demonstration.

>>42900

I'm archiving this man, this perfectly sums up the view of this fetish from a rational person. It's like satire and self reflection mashed into one.

>>56991

>that feel when I'd love to dominate such a diaper boy, but on the other hand I'm too fucking lazy to be that strict

My ultimate fantasy is to live in a world where I'm permanently around 18 years old and I wear thick diapers. Everybody in our neighborhood knows about it and find it cute and different. But nobody else wears diapers. Apart from real babies of course.

I can basically do anything, even go outside in just a diaper if I please and it's normal.

My body is beautifully sculpted with gigantic hips, thighs and butt. All the women coo over me and find me adorable.

I just crave attention like that.

>>60571

TFW I want to be dominated, but still want to do things on my own. Like casual domination.

>>47848

>>47848

Do you have a source on the girl in this caption? She's one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen.

>>42864 (OP)

>what do you ACTUALLY want

Honestly, I'd like to be about 6 years old again - old enough for accidents to be embarrassing but young enough that nobody would be shocked to see me wet myself. My parents/babysitter would be understanding and accepting of my fetish, so they'd let me wear childish/babyish clothes and reassure me that it's okay to just go potty in my pants. Sometimes I'd be diapered, but other times I'd just be wearing normal toddler-style undies.

The catch would be that some of my undies would never be washed properly, so I'd be going around with pee/poop stains on them. The same would go for my bed sheets: I'd be encouraged to pee and poop in my bed even when I wasn't diapered, and my sheets would just be dried with the stains still visible. Anyone who came into my room would be able to tell immediately that I wasn't properly potty trained.

>>60813

The practicality of an SUV with the driving dynamics of a sedan.

Truly the ideal body style.

>>42931

10/10 I came hard

To be 3 years old. I could Piss myself/ shit myself and get a hug and chalking it up to an accident.

>>61016

Dan Harmon is that you?

>>61022

>content filter does not allow you to see this gallery

also, pic 1 = thatsmyfetish.jpg

Here's the outline for a story I was thinking about thanks to that catheter thread. This writing isn't as flushed out as I would like to write, but I think it gets the job done for now.

I'm in college for whatever and have the hots for a certain girl who's in the graduate program for medical sciences. She's one of the few friends still around since most already graduated from their shorter programs since I'm doing a 7 year or something, or am in graduate school, and she's also in graduate school. We hang out all the time, but I haven't asked her to truly go on a date with me or asked to be a couple yet, but we have done lots of things together.

One day she's working on a new chemical catheter. She's super excited and tells me all about it. It's a chemical spray that forms a porous slightly expanding mesh that lets urine through. By spraying it at the point that prevents urine from escaping, it expands slightly forming a permanent, flexible catheter that prevents the recipient from being able to hold any urine in, just like a catheter. It's simple and quick acting, forming within seconds of being sprayed, and can be sprayed from a much thinner nozzle causing less discomfort. Also she believes it reduces UTI risk at the cost of not being able to directly funnel it into a bag, though she says she's working on a simple attachment for that that is less invasive than a full tube. The best part is the material harmlessly dissolves when you apply a second chemical spray, so even though it should last a lifetime, you can remove it seconds after you apply it. Obviously she's super excited and going over lots of science stuff for her thesis project.

So I ask her if she tried it on herself. She blushes slightly but still excitedly tells me she did and on her friend too, so she already tested a few female users. Now she just needs to test it on a guy, she tells me in a blushing more hushed tone. Realizing what she's getting at I internally debate between offering my help to my crush and having her essentially make me pee myself. Ultimately the decision is made for me when she shyly asks me if I could help her out. At this point she's tomato red at the cheeks and ears, and I reflexively say yes. Jumping up in excitement she runs to her car outside my apartment (She's in my apartment at this point, I know, just confess or ask her out) and she comes back with her supplies. It seems she expected me to say yes.

Now she's back in the apartment with her science box, she takes out one of the small boxes inside the larger box containing what she says is the foaming catheter equipment. It's a tiny little rubber hose that she applies lubricant. She tells me it'll slide right it, that it won't hurt at all, and with a tiny squirt it'll all be done. She puts on a throw on science coat, saying 'safety first'. She turns a bit red again when she says she needs to lower my pants, stammering out that it's okay because she's seen plenty of pictures and diagrams already. I quickly ask her if she needs gloves, but she says that they'd just get in the way. Unbuckling my belt and pants and sliding them down first revealing my boxer briefs, she puts her somewhat cold fingers on the elastic band and starts to pull them down. My large member is now hanging in front of her face as she stares at it. The room temperature air feeling a bit cold causing it twitch slightly which in turn causes a similar twitching reaction from her. I turn a bit red myself, self conscious of my lack of man-scaping. "Well, I'll start now" she says as she grabs hold of it. Her hands are a bit cold to the touch like most girls hands are. The feeling of being touched by another down there, especially one I like starts to cause a bit of blood to flow in enlarging it without giving me a full erection to sport.

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>>61079

A moment later she says she's done, with me not having even realized she did anything. I say to her that I didn't feel a thing and she smiles still holding slightly larger penis in one hand. A second later I feel a rush of urine through my body. I try to stop it, but I can't. It flows down my penis and out onto her hand and sleeve. "Aah, try to stop it" she tells me and she rushes to her box to grab the cup in it, leaving my penis to piss all over my apartment rug. She quickly puts the cup under my penis and positions both cup and penis with her hand, as if my penis couldn't just hang there. Her fingers running slightly over the top of my cock as it continues to empty piss into the cup. She asks me to tell her how it felt, and if I could stop it. First I tell her if I could have stopped, I wouldn't have pissed all over my rug. I tell her that it feels just like I'm peeing, but I have no control. It's exactly like pissing normally, except I don't have to relax. I don't feel any pain, but I can feel every drop of piss coming out. It's like someone had taken away my ability to control those muscles. Even as I explain the giant cup begins to reach it's limit as I'm still pissing full force. Hindsight we should have done this in the kitchen with the tile. Luckily it stops mostly before reaching the top and just dribbles as I run out of piss to pee.

She says its a resounding success, that it worked exactly as she had hoped. Telling me she'll undo it now, she pulls out another box, telling me it basically contains the same equipment as the first, but this one contains the chemical that will disolve the foam catheter. When she opens the box however, there's a problem. All the little viles of the liquid have cracked open at their seals and leaked into the foam cushion around them. Staring in horror she says "Oh my god, I'm sorry". She tells me that she'll need to run to the lab to get more of the disolvent. The lab isn't too far away on campus, so I tell her to take her time and that I'll just be waiting on the toilet. Still dribbling, she takes a small towellet from her case and places it near my penis. Telling me to use that for walking. Before she goes she takes out my cleaning products and cleans up the urine on the carpet while I sit on the toilet with the door open talking back and forth awkwardly. After sharing awkward jokes about peeing into bottles and not having to get up during video games she heads off to pickup the disolving agent.

A while has passed, much longer that the round trip to the lab and back, even with a decent amount of searching for what she's looking for. I debate texting her, but I suddenly have fears about it. What if this was all on purpose, what if she did this to mess with me, maybe she knows I like her and this is her way of telling me I'm disgusting. Who would even be able to fix this? Would I have to sue? She's the only one with the dissolving formula. Would I be stuck pissing myself forever like some giant baby? I continue to piss myself on the tiolet without the slightest ability to stop it, occasionally a heavy stream gushing out followed by constant dripping. As my fear of rejection builds when suddenly I hear her come through the front door

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>>61080

She looks upset and somewhat afraid, like she's made a mistake. She tells me she's super sorry, that the lab is actually out of both the disolvent and the chemicals to make it. She said she put in a rush order to get more, but that it could take up to 2-3 weeks. Again she repeatedly tells me she's so sorry. I ask her what I am I going to do? I need to go to class and I can't sit on the toilet all day. Awkwardly shuffling in place, she says she got be something in the meantime. She pulls out a giant case of adult diapers. She tells me she'll pay for all of them and get me more when I need them, telling me how sorry she is. As much as I have a crush on her, this is a bit much, that is until she stutters "To pay you back, I'll do anything you say, whatever it is" barely getting it out. Suddenly my mood flips. Normally I would say something manly like "There's no need for that", but not in this case. If I'm going to be stuck in diapers for almost a month, I'll take advantage. Plus this is a great way to get her to go out with me. I tell her okay, but I'm going to hold off on telling her what to do until later. Still sitting on the toilet, my erection is full mast as piss drips out slowly. She pushes me the diapers to me without coming into the bathroom and I take one out. Putting one on I come out of the bathroom wearing nothing but my shirt, diaper, and sock, having left my pants behind. She's smiles and snorts a bit at my appearance, saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but look" pointing at the front of my diaper. I don't need to look though. As soon as I stood up, I felt the urine in me rushing out. The change in position allowing gravity to do it's job. I flood the front of my diaper while staring at her in a jokingly serious manner. After a short while, the entire front of the diaper is soaked yellow and I say I guess I should get changed after having put it on only minutes ago.

As the week goes on she comes to hang out every day, even bringing her homework here that she usually stays in to focus on. After having spent a week navigating bathrooms between classes and almost 15 diaper changes every day. The mood has gotten much lighter and the occasional diaper joke is made as if I've spent my whole life in them. Sitting around in just my shirt and diaper, I tell her about how I had to clean my sheets after I leaked through them. She jokes about me getting diaper rash and actually bought me powder that I use religiously after I did get a bit of rashing. At some point she even jokes about checking my diapers and changing them for me, or breast feeding me. At some point both of us are on the couch watching TV later in the night, leaning against eachother, but not in full snuggle. As the episode comes to an end and it gets quieter, she asks what I'm planning on having her do for the promise. I don't want to say 'fuck her ragged' as much as I would like to, but now is a perfect time to tell her to go on a date with me. Simple, forgiving, and not exploiting. I pause for a second before I say it, but then I suddenly begin flooding my diaper. It still feels like someone has robbed me of my control, leaving me to be a diaper pissing toddler for the rest of my life with the permanent catheter in place. A dark thought goes through my mind of what would happen to me if between now and a 2 weeks when the chemicals arrive if something happened to her. As my diaper grows warm, she asks me if I'm peeing, poking my diaper in jest before saying "Yep" and giggling. I tell her "I want you to use the foam catheter on yourself."

(continuing)

>>61081

A slight pause before I follow up with "And in two weeks when the disolvent comes, we can celebrate our potty training". Only a moment of pause, she looks like she's deep in thought, but she gets up and says "Okay" and starts heading out to her car without even looking back at me. She comes back with the box she had before and takes out the equipment. She lubes up the small tube to prepare it and connects the little vile to the device to administer it. She spreads out a diaper on the carpetShe says to me that she needs help applying it, my heart beating hard as I realize what she means. I walk over to her and ask if she's ready, she goes "um hmm" with a nod. Unbuckling her jeans, I stop for a moment to tell her it's okay because I've seen diagrams, eliciting a chuckle from her as I begin to draw her pants down. Now at eye level are her pink panties. I slowly wrap my fingers around the sides like she had my boxers only a week ago and begin to slide them off. As they lower, the bottom of her panties are stuck slightly to her pussy by her own juices before easily pealing away and falling to the floor. She steps out of them and I'm left at eye level with her hairless pussy. Perfectly smooth, a perfect innie pussy. I reach out and rub the other lips and crack a joke that she looks like she should be still peeing her pants anyway. She chuckles again and blushes before saying that it'd be easier if she goes onto the floor. She gets down on the floor like a toddler having her diaper changes. Her legs spread eagle in front of me and her staring at me with a slight smile and cherry red face.

I tell her I'm going to put it in now, taking the device in one hand. I begin touching her pussy with my right hand, slowly at first, but then I begin to spread her lips. Getting down on all fours I look around for the hole. I honestly can't find it for the life of me. After a few moments she realizes what's wrong and begins spreading her pussy with her own hands while looking away with an embrassed look. She points to the hole with one of her index fingesr and I begin to insert the device. It's very easy and goes in without any effort. I ask her how I know if I have the right spot and she takes the tube with her hand and positions it for me. I have a feeling she didn't need my help to do this, but I'm not complaining. I press the button and it releases its spray inside, then I remove the tube. "There, all done" I say only moments before urine begins pouring out of her in force. The diaper isn't even on yet and it's already getting soaked. Instinctively I grab the diaper's edges, pull them up, and tape it in place. A small habit I've developed over the week for dealing with leaks while changing. She gets up and I can see the diaper on her begin to sag with urine. As I stand up, I feel more urine begin to leak out of me and into my already soaked diaper, rewarming the previously cold pee. I tell her I think we both need a change and she tells me to lie down. I do and she begins untaping my diaper. Using the wet wipes she bought for me and the powder as well, she cleans my penis thoroughly causing an erection. After powdering me up, she slides another diaper under the previous and pulls the wet one out. Wrapping the wet diaper up with the wipes she used to clean me, she begins taping the dry diaper closed on me. Leaning up while still on my knees, I say "There, all dry". She lays down on the carpet and asks if I could put a dry diaper on her too. I immediately begin untaping the diaper I taped only moments ago and get to work cleaning. Wiping everywhere I can, I elicit small moans from her when I go inside her lips or rub where I think her clit is. It's all really tight so it's hard to tell if I'm getting it right, but she certainly looks like I'm getting it right. Finally I powder her pussy and pull the diaper over taping it in place.

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>>61082

The next week could only be described as both great and weird. We keep hanging out, but now we're changing eachother's diapers. At some point I grabbed the front of her crotch through her pants to see if she was wet, and she responded with putting her hand down my diaper still in my pants to check me. That devolved into me fingering her during her diaper checks and her doing her best to rub my penis during my checks. Not even a few days went by before we were making out and eventually moved to the bedroom. Now this was the challenging part. How do two people who constantly dribble pee have sex without getting everything wet? The answer is they really don't. We set up some towels and began making out. We had already both filled diapers, so we aren't dribbling too much. Eventually we do the dead, ending in orgasmic bliss for the two of us. We finish with us both lying on our backs on the bed panting from exhausten. Unfortuantly that doesn't last long as the post-sex piss hits us both and we begin flooding all over the towels in unison. Jumping up, we both rush to grab diapers and soak up what we can, piss flying from our crotches as we jump off the bed and to the diaper pack. We both laugh as we hold diapers to our crotches, her D cup breasts covered in sweat moving up and down as we laugh to eachother about what just happened.

I was going to go further, but I couldn't decide if I wanted to introduce the friend of the girl who is working on a numbing agent. The agent works similarly to the foam, except it lasts about two weeks if you don't neutralize. It can even be used partially, allowing partial numbing. As part of a dare, the friend stuck it up her butt and ended up helplessly pooping herself. The two of them were going to do that for the upcoming break and would dissolve the catheters when the pooping wore off. The end of the pooping would be slowly getting control back, so they'd have like half control but might not make it to the toilet as it leaves their body. After everything was done and they were back to normal, the girl would sitting on my dick, both of us in underwear. I would fart and she would joke about it being left over from the numbing agent, right as she completely shits herself on my dick to her horror. I laugh like crazy and she does a shuffle to the bathroom. Acting all angry at me, she says she'll get me back in a playful way. The next day when I wake up, I'm wearing a diaper that's filled with piss and shit. I try to get out of bed, but fall to all fours. My mouth is a bit numb and I sound like a baby. She comes in to change her sticky little baby boyfriend's diaper. After she tells me she used the numbing agent to make it so I can only crawl and sound like a baby. We stay like that for the weekend, and next weekend she spends it as a baby. The end. A more detailed version would actual use quotations and go more into detail about how it feels to piss, and situations it happens in, and more into the sex.

Having gay diaper sex with a young boy.

I would love to rub a boy's hard wet diapered cock as I makeout with him. Or licks my cock through my diaper. Diaper 69 , diaper cock play. Diaper fucking him through the front feeling his diapered cock and balls likes it's a pussy.

I'm not into usual gay shit like anal. I'm straight in the most part. but for some reason a young diapered fem boy drives me crazy.

>>60635

Vagina or no?

>>61040

hot

>>56991

> mommy or daddy

Why is the fantasy usually one or the other? Why not both?

I think a normal healthy nuclear family is one of the most exciting and pleasant concepts ever. Even in ageplay. Hell, even in extreme world changing fetishism.

>>61172

Another fantasy is based on someone's personal story on this board about them catching their older cousin trying on one of their diapers.

So there I am the older cousin on vacation with the extended family, at 13 y/o or so, trying to put on one of my 8 y/o cousin's diapers at night. He wears them 24/7 because he has no control. As I'm trying to put one on, he walks in and asks me what I'm doing. I tell him that I just wanted to feel what it was like, trying my best to not have him tell anyone. He tells me they are really comfy, but I'm putting it on wrong and he'll put it on me right. Telling me to lie down, I do, and he diapers me up after wiping me down and using baby powder. He then tells me to change his diaper for him while we're at it, and since I don't want him thinking of telling, I do what he says. After we're done I tell him he can't tell anyone about this, but he says it won't be a problem. He pulls out a toy wand and points it at me and says "You can wear diapers just like me, and it's okay because your mom and dad can change you". I laugh at the 'spell' he just cast and pull up my pants. He wants me to hang out with him so we decide to sleep in the same room. Before going to bed in sleeping bags on the floor, I keep shifting about and he asks what's wrong. I tell him the diaper is a bit tight, so he pulls out his wand again and slaps where my junk is and says "There, no more problem". It does feel a lot more comfortable, so I go to bed.

When morning arrives, I'm barely waking up I realize something is wrong. The diaper I was wearing is soaked. Just as I realize that, my mom storms in. She begins unzipping my sleeping bag and suddenly I'm dreadfully afraid. "It's just me honey, I'll change you real quick and then we can get some breakfast." At those words it feels like my freewill has just been stripped from me and I lie there while she changes me into a clean diaper. My cousin comes in as I'm finished being changed and tells me to hurry up, so I get up and put on some pants real quick and head out with my new diaper on. As we eat breakfast I can hear my cousin farting, and smell him eventually shit himself. The parents comment "Just on time" with a laugh. As I'm eating I suddenly feel a movement, and all at once I begin shitting my diaper at the breakfast table. It's loud enough that people around me can hear it happen, and someone comments "There's number 2" bringing everyone to laughter again. I also start peeing myself without any control at all leaving me eating in a soaked messy diaper.

My mom drags me away for another diaper change. As I'm being changed I realize I have a stiffy and flush red. Looking down however I see my once larger cock is now barely an inch long. I suddenly realize what my cousin did to make diapers more comfortable. Once my cousin and I are changed, we decide to go play. I ask him if he can undo everything and he tells me "Of course, but later". As long as it can be undone, it's not a big deal… As we're playing, my cousin voices his complaints that me being so much bigger than him gives me an unfair advantage. Taking out his wand he says "Here, become my age, no wait, become a year younger." smiling at me with a shit eating grin. I suddenly shrink down to a 7 year old and am wearing 7 year old cloths. We play together and it's actually a lot of fun being a kid, even if he has a distinct physical advantage. We both go to bed in the same room again. Tomorrow we're all heading home, so he can undo everything then.

When I wake up, have my new morning diaper change. I'm still really small in both height and penis size. I don't see my cousin anywhere, so I ask where he is. They tell me that they went home already and they let me sleep in since I looked tired. My heart drops and I beg to let me call him to 'say goodbye', but she insists after we eat and get ready. After we're all ready, I try to call him, but they are still driving and there's no reception. I have to wait until I'm all the way home, which involves a few rest stops to take me out of my new car seat and change my poopy diapers. Finally I get home and call him, his parents put him on the phone, and I ask him to undo everything. I feel myself grow back to my normal form, but I'm still wearing a diaper and my penis is still small. Asking him to undo all of it, he asks "Why, didn't you want to try them?" and I tell him I can't go back to school like this, or even hang out with friends. He understands and tells me that my daytime accidents will undo themselves next monday in 7 days, and then I can just use them for bed from then on. I ask how I'd have sleep overs if I'm a bedwetter, so he makes it so I'm only a bedwetter for the summer. Knowing I'm not going to get much better, I resign myself to my fate and thank him, knowing I'll be diapered for the next week, and be diapered in bed for the whole summer.

I totally don't have this idea fleshed out much, but it's been floating around in my head for ages. I want to be babied in another country, specifically, a non English speaking country. It would have to be a language I had no hope of understanding or reading, Chinese or something.

My caretaker would only speak his native language and talk down to me like I was a baby. I wouldn't be allowed to speak or write English and would be forced to use only infantile communication, crying and whining at things I don't like and smiling and giggling at things I do. It'd be great. I'd have no way of knowing what I was being fed, why I was getting picked up, where I was being taken, what I'd be doing on any given day and when it would be happening. All I'd have to worry about was the state of my diaper and what was happening at that exact moment.

Eventually I'd begin picking up certain words, and try to figure out their meaning and use them. Most of the time I'd just be speaking nonsense, baby babble and completely wrong pronunciations. On the occasions I got words right, I'd be showered with praise and encouraged to use my words when appropriate.

Bonus points if my caretaker just messes with me every so often. Changes the clocks an hour or two, changes my schedule on a whim, leaves me in my crib for an hour, purposefully wakes me during the night so I'm tired during the day. Just little stuff, to make sure I have no idea what is going on around me.

I would love if I found a girlfriend who shared my exact interests and to the same extent as I enjoy them who would be willingly to commit to a 24/7 baby lifestyle together with. We'd both slowly be incontinent together, sharing the same experiences as we slowly begin to lose control over our bladders and eventually our bowels. Of course the both of us would be a bit embarrassed, especially at first, but this embarrassment would be mixed with the excitement and arousal of losing control of such a basic bodily function. We would spend our days watching cartoons, playing with toys, humping and fucking each other, knowing that any minute we could lose control, filling up our diapers with filthy, smelly messes. I've read that eventually upon unpotty-training one's bowels will more or less synchronize with meal times, so soon enough me and this girlfriend would each day be messing and wetting in sync. It gets me really hard to imagine doing something so private and taboo with another in sync everyday, groaning and panting as we both push out our mess into the seat of our diapers together. Next we would change each other into fresh diapers after sitting in it for some time, feeling naughty over the smell we made and simply enjoying the sensation. Of course we'd both wear cute female baby clothes, pacifiers, the whole nine yards. Ideally we'd only engage in baby-talk too. And…now I'm going to go masturbate after typing this up

There'd be some scat stuff and piss-drinking too but that's beyond the scope of this

>>61319

>go on date with girl

>first date she admits she's incontinent and wears diapers

>say it doesn't matter

>keep dating

>she shits herself one night in bed

>change her

>she wakes up during the change, but just lets it happen

>clean up and go back to snuggling

>she admits she liked being changed

>wants to change me

>I wear occasionally while she's full time

>play out fantasies

>our little secret

best fantasy scenario

bonus points for

>she actually lied and isn't incontinent, but abdl and wanted someone receptive to the idea

My fantasy is a bit casual I think, but I´ll give it a shot.

>living with roommate

>having roomate put laxatives in everything

>literally everything I consume

>have laxatives start working almost instantly

>can´t leave the house without risk of messing myself

>get diapers

>eat food and simultaneously shit my diaper

>drink something and simultaneously shit my diaper

>Only leave house in thick diaper

That´s the base.

>start getting used to it

>don´t even notice anymore, diaper changes as frequently as using the toilet

>also start enjoying the feel of fresh diapers

>roommate goes on vacation

>home alone, stash of diapers for me

>put on many diapers on top of each other

>casual house stuff

>accidentally shit myself uncontrollably

>semi-liquid shit stays in 1st diaper

>>61317

Did you happen to post this somewhere around 10 years ago?

I remember an almost identical post, and the idea has stuck with me ever since, I find it extremely cute.

>>62619

Alcohol makes you act retarded and piss like a horse

>>62582

I know it's just your fantasy but bombarding your body with laxatives would do the opposite of make you incontinent. You would get used to them and it would be impossible for you to shit without them at a certain point. Pics related are from Cornell University's health organization. Not to say your fantasy is impossible, burn laxatives would be the wrong method of achieving it. You would need something that causes the sphincter to start dilating uncontrollably, though I'm not sure what that would be. Obviously don't go actually trying this, but for the sake of realism in your fantasy there you go.

>>62619

Do NOT take drugs with the intention of giving yourself brain damage. There's no reliable way of knowing what you could do to yourself. Aside from being irresponsible and flat-out stupid, even if you could achieve the exact results you desire, leaving yourself dependent on others like that is one of the most selfish things I've ever heard. Stick with recreational drug use but DON'T OD. You will hate yourself for it.

>>62626

>>62626

Okay well image posting isn't working on my phone and the page won't let me copy/paste the text, but laxative dependency is definitely a thing and you definitely don't want it.

>>62619

Ive done a lot of hallucinogens including LSD and I get the farthest away from any type of littlespace, Ecstasy though would be perfect, it makes me just wanna cuddle and lay in someones arms.

Though the drug your looking for to become incontinent is ketamine which one side effect for addicts is that they can loose bladder control.

I would strongly advice you though to NOT use any drugs because of the OD risk and other problems it can cause

>>62633

It produces metabolites in the kidneys that erode the urethra and makes peeing very painful.

>>62625

I tried alcohol once or twice but I've never wet myself, I only got a headache. It sucks.

>>62626

Wouldn't there be a safe way to give myself brain damage? Like, knowing what exact dose would leave me with enough brain damage to regress to an infant but not die?

>>62633

>I would strongly advice you though to NOT use any drugs because of the OD risk and other problems it can cause

Yeah I don't really care my life is already fucked anyway lol. Better than working at the gas station for the rest of my life.

>>62635

What makes peeing painful? LSD?

>>62695

>What makes peeing painful? LSD?

Ketamine. It's a vet tranqualizer that's used on infants and pets that was developed as a field anesthetic in Vietnam. It was for use as anesthesia when a proper anesthesiologist isn't available or when dosing calculations are difficult, because you can take a huge amount and not OD. In lighter doses it makes you trip. It's a dissociative, so it's little like alcohol and a little like a psychedelic.

>>62695

>Wouldn't there be a safe way to give myself brain damage?

We know what the various parts of the brain do, in very crude terms at least, so technically you might be able to selectively knock out part of your faculties. If you befriended a neurosurgeon who didn't mind throwing away his medical license, he could probably fuck you up without killing you.

Even then though, you wouldn't regress to an infant - you'd just be a brain damaged adult potentially suffering from all manner of horrifyingly unpleasant psychological symptoms.

(Fantasy)Meet a dominant guy into bathroom control, give him 24/7 control over. Be repeatedly forced to have accidents, in private and public and utterly humiliated over them. Be put into diapers with the promise that he will help me learn to hold it again.

My bladder control only gets worse to the point where I am incontinent. He leaves me in disgust, a helpless baby who has to wear diapers 24/7 or have an accident.

I KNOW THIS IS UNRELATED BUT I BOUGHT SOME TRANQUILITY ATN OFF OF THE TRANQUILITY SITE DOES ANYONE KNOW IF THE BOXES ARE DISCRETE? PLEASE HELP

>>42900

What a ride

.

(Fantasy) I'm just gonna riff here, would love to read a story like this one day but it's very fucked up so I doubt that will happen:

It's like a big, wide nursing home except made for use by actual infants and adults, this takes place in a gated residence where there is also a HUGE kiddie playground outside, the baby swings and springy animals etc etc upscaled to fit accordingly. The home is packed with very effeminate sissy boys that are completely diaper dependant through their entire lives, they do not visibly age past the 11-13 appearance. Max height is about 4-4.5ft and penis sizes strictly cap at 3 inches flaccid and 3.5 inches erect. No circumcisions allowed or required since their genetics are heavily modified at birth. They are born just like regular babies and age normally up to the point I described, they also have heavily increased sensitivity in the anus so sexual play and messing are extremely erotic and the messing even enjoyable to the prepubescent sissies who drool past their paci's uncontrollably in bliss every time they poop. Pacifiers don't fuck up teeth in my fantasy btw so they suck em good even through teething. Their weenies have slightly increased sensitivity as well, enough to feel like a diaper rub is comparable to regular masturbation. They have absolutely no bladder control and dribble constantly, the pubescent sissies also dribble precum when they get excited. The modification makes them lust for love and praise, which is what they receive just for being adorable helpless sissy babies so they are usually very happy, punishments are kept minimal and light since the modifications make them very obedient and docile anyway. The modifications make them excited to fool around with other sissies and diapers sexually arouse them, along with thick, long cocks from the "daddies" who adopt them from the home. They are cutely dressed in sissyish babyish attire and changed/fed/sexually stimulated (when they hit puberty) by the hot hormonally boosted female nurses that also live in the home and have their own designated nurse nurseries. Did I mention the nurses are also diaper dependant? The nurses wear cute, comfy, feminine medical clothes (never pants, all skirts) and "nursie diapers" that are just ABDL diapers with nurse/light medical themes (I like to imagine the tape landing zone has pink childish lettering or maybe baby block font that reads "nursie diapies"). The nurses are hired from the real world but to make it fun let's just say a lot more (but not all) girls are born diaper dependant and are attracted to the ABDL lifestyle. The nurses change the sissies and other nurses but never their own diapers, and the sissies do not change any diapers just to clarify. The hormonal boosts make them able to breast feed whenever needed and make them super horny for the pubescent sissies and other nurses. Sissies usually address the nurses by either "nursie" or "mommy", with "mommy" being the more intimate phrase. Each room in the home is either a sissy nursery or a nursie nursery. The sissy nurseries are painted baby blue or baby pink with the puzzle piece foam floor mats and complete with an upscaled changing table, crib and other baby furniture/items like rockers, walkers and such. The nursie nurseries are painted white and have large "princess style" toddler beds with protective sides and the closing drapes, changing tables and very soft shag rugs. Both type rooms also have large dildos, strap-ons and lubricants clearly visible on the changing tables, and each room comes with a penetration/fucking machine.

You are definitely thinking at this point I am a disgusting filthy pedophile for implying the prepubescent sissies even acknowledge the sex toys, but the nurses do not use them on the prepubescent sissies or allow them much access outside of holding them until they are able to be aroused properly. They explain those toys will only be fun when they are older. Yes the prepubescents are exposed to rubbing and humping diapers together and nurses penetrating or playing with the pubescents/other nurses on the changing table, but if they walk in on these acts they just blush and giggle. They might ask questions about what is happening but they are never in any danger or harm, this is a fantasy and it is part of growing up for them. The most "morally offensive" thing they can do is be declined sexual playtime by the nurses and pubescent sissies and be told to go ask another prepubescent sissy permission to diaper rub or diaper hump, and even then it's not real sex just playful acts that they can't even properly get off to. Yeah I understand fully it's degenerate and mostly unacceptable but this is a lovey dovey diaper play fantasy not some rape dungeon physical abuse whip till they bleed sell the pics online type of shit, at LEAST I'm not that low alright? I'll take whatever scraps of acceptance I can posting this type of smut lol.

(cont…)

>>67748

Anyways moving on, each sissy nursery and nursie nursery house 2 occupants. No mixing, 2 nurses per room, 2 pubescent sissies per room and 2 prepubescent sissies per room. Nurses share the princess toddler beds and sissies share their cribs. Special overnight diapers let the nurses rest without too many calls from the sissies. The sissies are taught to comfort their cribmate for loneliness to further cut down on night calls. When sissies are penetrated anally by the nurses, since they dribble so much, they are either usually fucked doggy style over an open diaper, on their backs with smaller "dribble diaps" held in place by them or another nurse, or occasionally given specially designed cloth diapers and plastic panties with wide holes in the back just for the fuck session. The nurses use similar methods for their anal play. The purpose of this home is to house sissies until daddies (attractive fit males that are hung as fuck, bisexual but only into effeminate sissy boys and girls, never other daddies) adopt them, to bring them home as their sissy baby partners. The sissy supply in the home doesn't run out because when supply gets low (as monitored and determined by the non-diaper dependant, sexy, mainly lesbian head of the home ((yes she gets plenty of dominant action with the nurses and some with the pubescent sissies))) then the head of the home instructs a nurse to reproduce and birth a new sissy. Oh no, the cute widdle diapered sissy boys aren't allowed to use their itty bitty clitties for that. The sissy boys are strictly prohibited from ever penetrating any body cavity with their peenies (as if they could pleasure the other party anyway). The soon-to-be expecting nurse milks a sissy and then impregnates herself with the collected sissy semen.

Yes /abdl/

Pregnant. Bisexual. Diapered. Nurses.

(I fucking love imagining a pregnant nurse in a messy diaper with a strap-on pounding a tiny tight sissy ass with a little 3.5 incher stiff as a board dripping pre and peepee onto a thick plastic pamper below ohhhh goddddd)

The new sissy boys are born to proper sissy standard with no genetic modifications needed, they get all of the "benefits" from their biological sissy father's sissy genetics. Occasionally, a daddy will not only want to bring home a sissy, but two sissies. Sometimes, two sissies AND a nurse.

Some of my mini stories in this… Place(?) are a nurse and pubescent sissy squishing their messy diapers together in a crib while hugging big teddy bear and bunny plushes and getting vibrated with magic wands simultaneously by a second nurse

the pregnant nurse breastfeeding the sissy father of her child before he poops himself while still in her lap which leads into a messy bottom and front diaper rub and climax

a daddy walking in on a nurse and her now pubescent sissy son sharing a two way dildo between each of their assholes

two nurses getting publicly frisky in the gathering area of the home and several pubescent sissies getting hot and bothered and start a massive diaper humping/rubbing orgy

That's all I can think of at the moment, wow… I apologize for posting this, I know I deserve the rope. I can't help it, I would give up every single thing in my current life in a snap to live like a sissy baby boy in that filth above. Gonna save a local copy of this in case board owner deems this unacceptable and deletes (no hard feelings if you do)

Actually on this subject do you know if it’s legal to diaper and cuck a hooker? Need a girl to partake in this fetish in first but when it does happen I just think it’d be really hot to get a hooker, diaper her, have her drink diuretics and laxatives, and then fuck in front of her as she waits for the inevitable.

>>67884

Doesn't sound illegal. But just to be safe, video tape it and call it porn.

>>55903

this one is great!

fantasy me: my fantasy is while walking through my neighborhood i see an empty girls goodnites box waiting for recycling, i make note of the house, where a girl in first year college lives who still wets the bed. later that night i return and steal the wet goodnites from the garbage. take the bag back home, take them out one by one and photograph them, wear the freshest one while jerking off to the rest of the smelly wet diapers. this would continue for a while until one night the girl sees me stealing the goodnites and, somehow intrigued and excited by it, begins setting out her fresh used ones for me nightly. i take them home and wear them to bed and wet them over the course of the next day. after a few weeks/months of this she gets curious and we meet, start dating, and have wild goodnite sex.

dirty/pervy porn me: pay one of the squirt queens on pornhub, like Ariana (i think she's italian?) who can squirt continually for a 4 hour stream, to squirt in a girls goodnite over and over for an hour or two, then pay them again to use the same wet goodnite the next day for another squirt session, and the same one again the next day for a third session. each day grabbing the same dirty goodnite from the trash. by the third day it would be sopping wet, super heavy and saggy and slippery, full of her cum

I always wanted to basically force certain girls to wear and use diapers until they liked it I guess.

Big fantasy: coming home to find a bunch of diapers, locking plastic pants, padlocks with no keys, and an outfit on the bed, with instructions on what to do until my caregiver gets home. I would put on the diapers (maybe 3?), then lock the plastic pants over top, and then get dressed in the outfit, some sort of little-ish dress that barely covers the diapers when dry, with some cute socks and mary janes.

Only after I'm dressed up do I find out I have to run errands at the mall, with one of them being getting a new dress tailored while I'm there. They would be a friend of my caregiver who is aware of my little task, but I wouldn't know that. It would make me so embarrassed being measured in such thick diapers, especially knowing that the dress would only fit me if I was similarly padded in the future.

My list of tasks would also be ordered in a way that makes me go up and down stairs/escalators as much as possible. And the more accidents I've had, the more obvious it would be to everyone that I'm padded.

When I finally get home, excited to get out of my crinkles, my cg would tell me the plastic pants aren't getting unlocked until I've wet through to the third diaper~

>>61040

Also being treated like this, tbh. Would be so embarrassing, but so exciting too~

>>46067

>Instead, I'd put objects in my diaper (toys, coins, pens, whatever), wait until the house was empty, and walk around. The stuff would slide and rub inside my diaper and I'd come in no time.

Why does that turn me on?

>>75602

Ha, to be honest, that was my primary way of getting off for a long time. Sometimes, if I didn't have an actual diaper, I'd jury rig a fake one out of a plastic bag, since it didn't have to absorb anything, just hold a bunch of objects. Always felt guilty afterwards for not masturbating the "normal" way.

>>55806

Where did you get that picture? Its from Ryanrabbat/Rabbatlabs

if by "dirtiest" you mean "most fucked up", i've fantasized about having my arms and limbs amputated so that i would be completely helpless, baby-sized and lighter and maybe fit into a regular crib, stroller, car seat, etc as just a torso. i think it would be kind of amazing to have your brain drained until you're at the level of about a three-month old. i dunno. permanent modification interests/scares me.

>>42931

well, that escalated quickly.

I remember as a kid having a somewhat unusual fantasy for several years after I stopped bedwetting. I distinctly remember one time when I was about 7 years old having a sleepover at my house with 2 other friends and imagining all three of us being hooked up to a sort of machine that attaches to our dicks with tubes running into a (transparent) storage container. I liked to imagine the three of us peeing as the night wore on, either after waking up and going or wetting the bed while still asleep, but either way it all got piped into a container of some sort and all of it mixed together.

I also remember thinking about something at a water park where it was designed to have people pee and poop in it for some reason.

>>47843

Thats interesting. To be honest, I would love to be able to spawn new poop in my colon, so I could continue pooping non-stop. You know when you have one of those really nice, firm, wide (but not painfully so) log shits? Imagine one of those but instead of lasting a few seconds, it JUST. KEEPS. GOING. Add in a diaper to that, and it just keeps getting better. Another one of my current fantasies is to mess one diaper multiple times. Like full size messes. Not hours apart though, but a relatively short time period.

If I could be dirty and disgusting, I would do this

There's a guy I've met with before. I would submit myself to him and he and I run away and start new life together. I would be kept in diapers and sissy outfits all the time, and we save money by me being whored out daily, made to suck anything presented to me. Eventually we settle into new house, and I live as a literal baby slave. He gets new, and during that time I'm locked into chastity and plugged, diapered and made to either do house chores or be bound up.

Eventually we find way to make me profitable, and I act as submissive baby slave model for other doms. I'm rented out to disgusting men and women, and have things I can't even imagine forced on to me. Made to stay in diaper for several days with no change. Add in pet play and be a bound dog, sleeping in cage and eating dog food (still in diapers of course).

Also would be forced to never hide diapers and alwayswear sissy, revealing outfits whenin public. No shame and always presented as the diaper wearer I am. 24/7 wear and use would be mitigated by plugs, and for fun and at home profitability, would make diaper videos that sell for cheap, with me sucking cock, being fucked in a dirty diaper, having a messy diaper being used while over my face (and sit and smush on my face), being given the treatment to clean oneself out for a colonoscopy, only through feeding contraption and in bondage.

Basically being a full time, 24/7 diaper slut made to serve multiple others with differing fetishes. I wish I could do that

Being plugged in a diaper filled by my gf's pee. Probably won't happen as I'm single since 4years

I've always had a fantasy about my middle school bully finding out I wore diapers for bedwetting during a sleepover. He'd hold me down, pull my pants down to expose my diaper with all hia friends around and laugh at me until I cried and wet myself. At that point he'd come up to check me and baby talk me but would change me. For the rest of the night id have to sit in my wet diaper without changing and have the bathrooms blocked of so I had to keep going in the diaper. He'd then take pictures of me in a wet diaper and send them all around the school and every student calling me a dirty diaper baby.

I just want to be straight up kidnapped, just forced against my will and turned into a helpless toddler who's forced to play with toys and piss themselves.

Have some kidnapping fantasies but tend to be somewhat extreme

Be kidnapped and turned into a diapered quad amputee nugget.

Be kidnapped and diapered with my limbs wrapped in casts until they atrophy and become weak and uncoordinated.

Kidnapping + castration

Kidnapping + feminization + forced to become my kidnapper’s diapered wife

Kidnapped and diapered while locked in a gross smelly fursuit. This one ends with being tied down to a hotel room bed at a furry convention while my kidnapper prostitutes me out to a chain of nasty filthy furries

I should really try writing these out into coherent stories. I have a lot more fucked to ideas that I can’t think of at the moment

Here's my addition.

I would want a girlfriend (pic related) who would wear diapers with me. She would work and I would be locked in diapers at home until she came to change me.

We would wear super thick diapers with stuffers and we could only change when they started leaking.

We would regularly shit our diapers on each other's faces and take big whiffs of each other's super smelly diapers.

Our house would just stink of freshly messed dirty diapers, as both of our butts will always be.

Our diapers would sage and we would both have trouble walking without waddling. In public we both have to wear tight pants that show off our stinky diapers, with buttons for changing.

My dick would be locked in a cage to make my diaper training more efficient and I could only cum when she let's me out.

Me being in an all boys camp being the only bedwetter and everyone makes fun of me and the camp leader makes me wear a diaper.