/abdl/ - Adult Baby - Diaper Lover

From what I remember her boyfriend convinced her to go model so that he could hang out with the abdreams people. Even after they broke up he kept pics of her up like she was his trophy.She was barely 18 and those are old. Pretty sure she wasn't really into the diapers, just ddlg.

she’s not an abdl. she just briefly dated an abdl guy who coerced her into modeling for abdreams when she was really young. she left the scene completely when they broke up since it’s not her kink.

>>106151

>>106154

Holy shit, that's sad

wow, never knew

Barely 18? Shit, I thought she was at least in her mid 20s when those were shot. I remember the first time I ever saw her was on some tumblr that made compilations before they erased everything. It was the dude that was posting the pictures then too and I think they were out of Portland. He was calling her his girlfriend.

She must have shot a lot for Apple that has been saved during that year. I thought she looked no different in these newer videos 6 years later and that's strange with these girls. They always change their hair color or add tattoos.

I thought this might have been the case but how does she do normal work now? Her pictures aren't hard to find and if I were her, I'd be worried someone would run into them if this is not her kink. Even more so since they've been used in captions and AB Dreams still might have more videos they shot. She has a easily identifiable tattoo on her back.

Have always wondered that about these models. Do they ever worry about someone they know randomly running into these videos or photoshoots. It's a long shot but that feeling would always be with me and it would be hard to explain to non fetish people. She's naturally pretty and does not have tattoos in places that can't be covered so I don't think it would be hard to get hired doing non sex work. Maybe she shoots DDLG stuff under a different name and is less public but I haven't seen her anywhere since. I think she may have gotten out of it all completely.

Wish her the best. Had no idea she was that young. Hope she does not regret it

cursed thread, makes me think i need to quit fucking around with the abdl scene… but is it really any worse than the other types of shenanigans that go on in 'regular' relationships? who knows..

>>106233

It's always like this with porn. We all hope that the girls we jerk off to are genuinely into the same things we are, but are massive exhibitionists and genuinely get off on being fucked in a diaper (like us). The sad truth is that a proportion of the industry exploits the young and vulnerable. I very much hope that they don't regret it or suffer from it long term.

At the very least, if anything I think it's better to be in something like diaper porn: if someone recognises you from it, you know that _they are a pervert too_ – and I think that redresses the balance of power somewhat, compared to something more 'vanilla'. Everyone likes to see a girl take a creampie. Only pervs like us want that to be followed by her wetting herself in a diaper afterwards too… 

I don’t know where you guys are getting her not liking diapers. She got chased off by jealous girls in the so called community for posting a picture of herself as a kid on Instagram. She never came back after that.

>>106262

She had an instagram? That's another different story. I had no idea what happened to her and it seems like there are people who work in the industry who lurk here.

If other models were intimidated by her, I could easily see why. But I didn't know she was that young when she filmed for Apple. I dunno if she was actually into it or not, but her acting felt genuine. I find that little mode tone of voice annoying but it didn't seem forced when she did it. It also didn't seem out of place whenever she did more porn stuff in the videos they shot.

I think it would be easier to explain vanilla porn and images than fetish stuff. Naked shots on instagram is way more common than what she did. You wouldn't have to be into the fetish to find her pictures. Could just be a rabbit hole google search and all of a sudden, you're looking at the cute woman at work in costumes you never expected.

>>106262

So she posted an image of herself when she was younger and was bullied over it? That seems weird. A lot of people do that on instagram and twitter. Common trend. Not sure why other models would have anything negative to say about some old photo.

>>106262

yeah she was not on instagram. abdl instagram wasn’t even much of a thing when she was around briefly. It’s not hard to follow the trail on fetlife to the weird guy who made her model.

>>106311

I would expect that whole kind of 'group' is very insecure. If you imagine the mainstays there - apple with leathery skin and no boobs, the blonde one with no chin, blubunny boy, and the overweight one that always pulls stupid faces.this new girl sunnie comes in with her French accent and toned body. The other girls (and the boy) aren't going to take kindly to her getting attention and appreciation from people who bought access to the site, so they probably tret her badly and not welcome her so she didn't want to come back.

It's not like her boyfriend held her at gunpoint to do it, and she was paid for it. Much easier than doing real actual sex work. She would have come back. It's just the cliquey bitchy environment.

It's also why Clair never did more, and Eva.

That group think they're the cream of the crop when they're just a weed

>>106317

dan stop being such a hyper sperg

>>106317

Dan, you are on here every fucking day trying to tear people down. You are obviously the insecure one.

At this point I don't think there is a single thread on here that is free from your dumbass opinions about these models.

It is beyond tiresome.

>>106315

I'm not on Fetlife but I believe it. I can't remember but I think he put up her real name when they were on tumblr. I only saw it because it was on one of those compilation pages.

I don't see the girls at ABDreams having an issue with her because they shot a lot in that period. If Apple wanted to erase her, she wouldn't have put out another video a few months ago and 3 last year. Don't think she has a french accent either. In the areas where she's not playing up little mode, she sounds american.

I've seen other girls from ABDreams never appear elsewhere either so maybe it's like that. Clare might have stopped because she was insecure about her teeth. Noticed she tried to hide them as much as possible in every shoot. Hope it wasn't drugs and she was able to get them fixed.

The boyfriend scenario makes the most sense. She probably signed some contract with Apples crew at the time which is what is allowing them to still release the videos shot during that period years later.

>>106315

I only remember tumblr in 2015. That's where a lot of the pictures were that are now on all these premium sites. It was almost trendy then.

I stumbled across this forum and thread while browsing for her pictures. I can't really shed much light on the initial subject, but some of the info in her is correct, and some is false. Basically I met her on a dating site right at the time she made these videos. She was just 18. After a couple dates we hooked up a couple times. She was definitely into being an AB at least at the time. She wanted to wear diapers and use a pacifier. I'd never even heard of this fetish, and wasn't really into it at all, was just into her and went along with it. As far as I know she didn't film anything more than once, but we didn't stay in touch afterwards.

I don't know anything about her "boyfriend", but I know she was apparently polyamorous and wasn't exactly upfront about it. Sunnie isn't her real name, but I'm not going to reveal it.

Anyways, just trying to relive some memories, and thought I'd shed some light on the subject.

>>111478

Pics or it didn't happen

>>106151

Are these pics still up somewhere?

>>106311

It was more that she posted a picture of her as a baby beside an abdl picture of herself with a caption along the lines of "some things never change" and people were upset with the comparison. People already think we're ₱€ඞ⊙s. We don't need members of our own kink drawing parallels to children.

>>111478

not hard to believe. if she abandoned it, hope she found something else.

>>111576

weird. still strange that she didnt open up some personal page like other models after being out there. maybe keeps it to herself now

Actually sunnie here. Ya'll are correct -- the boyfriend did coerce me into it. I was barely 18, and I was wanting to be loved and feel special. Nobody held me at gunpoint, but if I could go back, I wouldn't do it again. I feel violated when I see the images/videos. I signed a contract, and that's why the videos and images are still being released. I never posted anything on ABDL instagram. I had an instagram, but it was for nude modeling, not fetish modeling. Diapers were never really my thing; they just got me the attention I craved. I've been in therapy, and I've worked on my issues, and now I'm a functional adult (though still kinky in different ways). I hope that answers your questions.