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A WARNING TO ALL NEW USERS IF YOU ARE NOT A HIKIKOMORI I WILL BAN YOU!! People who are going to work or school are not Hikikomori There are many people on here who can not leave their home Please choose your topic with consideration IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN AT HOME INSIDE YOUR ROOM FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS OR MORE THEN DON'T POST HERE!

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6a7b12 No.5424 [Open thread]

Gosh, I wish I had normal childhood. Everyone of my siblings had a hard stimme growing up. I can blame our parents for that, but since they did put a lot of effort and love in us I can't be mad. They were a bit off like anyone else and we have a very strong set of ethics, which clearly doesn't help in our world. So, how are your siblings?

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9e5ab8 No.5490

>>5488

I think feeling shame is very common for us because we're essentially leeches

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a7feb1 No.5491

>>5488

Personally, I intend to genuinely try to become self-sufficient after having spent years preparing for the attempt, fail due to circumstances that are not only beyond my control but outright nonsensical (e.g. "you're highly competent, but you don't watch the same TV shows as the rest of us, so you're fired"), and then feel completely justified about withdrawing from society again.

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efb970 No.5492

>>5488

>I just… don’t reslly know what to do. I’m extremely lazy and feel exhausted all day everyday. I don’t feel like doing anything at all. I have crippling social anxiety and dislike being outside too. I just feel really lost? But like I said, I enjoy it. I enjoy doing nothing, and I hate myself for it.

I understand how you feel I've been like this for over 3 years now and I never found peace with myself sometimes I feel like I want to be a normalfag and live life like them instead of being a leech boy so I buy normalfag things that I'm clearly in a no need for it but I just want to be like them then I hate myself and go back to my cave

I don't know what to do too but by seeing the disgust in my parent's eyes I look down on myself as well and cry myself to sleep everyday

I wish I can find peace and quality in my life while living as a shut in

I also see my old high school friends and all of them have a life now while I'm being a leech boy high school drop out and that hurts me alot tbh

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e20f95 No.5496

>oldest of 6 kids

>have always been a loser

>only "friends" i had were actually just my brothers because he was/is a chad

>but once we got older he started to resent me piggy backing off him

>started to hate me

>sisters started to be disgusted with me

>always felt this enormous pressure to be the strong older brother who protects his siblings but could never do that

>now i'm a HS dropout with a GED and my brother has his own place and 2 kids of his own

>sister is a all star athlete in school

>everyone else is generally better than me even tho they're very young

My family initially had such high hopes for me too. They used to talk to me like i was some child prodigy. Now they talk to me as if i'm retarded. I love my grandpa so much and he's really the only family that i respect. I know he had very high hopes for me. He saw his legacy in me. But now… i can tell that he's very disappointed in me. He's basically stopped trying to help too. When we talk it feels like i'm not even related to him anymore. He talks about the cleaning lady's daughter more highly than me. That hurts so much. He doesn't do it on purpose but… fuck

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195f2c No.5497

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>>5488

>live in constant shame and disgust with myself that, despite telling myself otherwise, I like being a HikkiNEET

I can relate to this all too well despite the fact that i feel ashamed of myself for not living up to society's expectations and the expectations of my family for wanting me to succeed at a young age i am not unhappy with my situation for the most part and i enjoy being a hikikomori neet and i just wanna turn the world off and disappear.

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57bbac No.4067 [Open thread]

Dear diary. Today I am drunk.

Wheeeee

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b78754 No.5461

I've been drinking a lot more recently I can see it becoming a habit but I hope not because I hate drunks

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f7cbda No.5480

>>5461

welcome to the drunk club

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b3e247 No.5485

i wish i could drink. i used to drink really heavily from 20-22. it was some of the most fun i had in my life, being drunk. i loved it. my mom and dad have both had problems with drinking but i never drank so much that it fucked up my daily life.

but it's just not possible anymore. the hangovers are too much. if i try to drink like i used to, for two solid days i am completely incapacitated. not only do i experience overwhelming physical pain and discomfort but there is this emotional devastation that comes with it. like all of the regrets and mistakes boil up to the surface and scream at me internally. i can't shake the feeling, like my life has been a complete waste and all my ambition and hope for the future is eradicated. that is the anxiety, which is agitated and restless, making my heart pound and my thoughts race uncontrollably. but there is also the 'depressive' side of the hangover, which is just unmitigated sadness. not pessimism, or anxiety or worry, just sadness.

i have no idea how people bear it. whenever i see videos of people guzzling down booze i immediately think 'ah well, they must be younger, the hangover has not entered their life yet.' but if they are older i am totally baffled. how can people tolerate it?

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2b2538 No.5486

>>5485

Whenever I drink, I make sure I drink a lot of water with it as well. That way I rarely ever get a hangover, and when I do it's mild.

I'm talking out of my ass here, but I always viewed being hung over as being very dehydrated. a quick search in my preferred search engine partially confirmed this, but there's a bit more to it than that.

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a139fc No.5493

>>5486

It also depends on the quality of what you're drinking. Generally speaking, cheaper booze contains more contaminants that aren't healthy, which produces a headache.

It's worth spending some time trying yourself through what's available to see which brand of the cheap stuff is the least shit.

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8e293c No.5360 [Open thread]

So lately I've been trying to do more with myself. I know some of you here have seen my posts about trying to draw and write, and although I've worked on it a bit, I always hit the same wall which is that I have no confidence in myself and I hate everything I do. There's always a voice in the back of my head telling me that nothing I do is good enough, I'm wasting my time even trying, and that I'm generally a terrible person. It's been that way since I was very young. It makes it nearly impossible to make any real progress in life because I will work on something for a short time, but I can only last for so long before I get too frusterated/depressed, give up, and go straight back to wasting time. It affects nearly everything I do: drawing, reading, writing, exercise, basically anything that doesn't waste time or involve heavy escapism.

I know some of you guys must deal with this as well. After all, if we had more confidence, we wouldn't have become hikikomoris most likely. So how do you guys cope with little self-confidence and the feeling of self-hate? What do you do to get past it?

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af635e No.5375

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>>5362

> I keep telling myself that nothing matters anyway, and try to fill myself with escapism as much as I can because that's all what I can do,

I do this exact same thing as well i don't live in the real world i avoid life through escapism because of the shitty hand i was dealt growing up and i just feel like there is nothing for me in this world except escapism and living in my room until i die.

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62fae1 No.5378

>>5360

I just have about one week a month were I'm unable to do anything but stuff myself with food and do escapism of the nipponese variety. Aside from that, I just ignore all my feelings of inadequacy and stuff them into some dark corner of my mind until the time for next monthly breakdown comes.

It's probably not the most healthy way of dealing with things, but it hasn't killed me yet

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8e293c No.5380

>>5378

Sounds like you're still better off than I am. Like I said in the OP, I can only keep up with anything productive for about 20-30 mins at the most before I get depressed and shut down. I feel like there has to be some way to fix it overtime. After all, I learned how to hate myself over the course of some years, so logic dictates that I should be able to unlearn it. The question is how. I figure if we 'put our heads together' so to speak, we can start to change our more negative perceptions in way that allows us to better achieve our respective goals, make our crippling depression a little less crippling. Something to think about anyway.

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af635e No.5389

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>>5378

>I just have about one week a month were I'm unable to do anything but stuff myself with food and do escapism of the nipponese variety. Aside from that, I just ignore all my feelings of inadequacy and stuff them into some dark corner of my mind until the time for next monthly breakdown comes.

>It's probably not the most healthy way of dealing with things, but it hasn't killed me yet

I wish it was able to only last a week like this but it's hard sometimes it's hard to find motivation and even be productive and to not self hate.

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ae6186 No.5393

>>5378

>do escapism of the nipponese variety

I love doing this, but it hurts since it makes me think back on how much I fucked up when I was younger

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34484e No.4394 [Open thread][Last50 Posts]

So I thought it might be a good idea to start a thread where people can post small, positive things that they're doing or that's happened lately. It's easy to get into a depressive/unmotivated mindset, so I think it'd be a good idea to post positive things or improvements and such. They can just be small things, or if you want to accomplish something big you can post whatever small steps you're taking to get there.

I'll start: I've started a pushup routine in an attempt to get into shape. I want to add more exercises to it, but I have no idea what makes a good workout.

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0bbadf No.5087

>>5085

>What do you write about?

Well, like I said above, I'm still only in the beginning stages of the writing process, but I plan to write a fantasy series. I've spent so much of my free time over the years daydreaming about fantasy worlds, I figured I might as well write about one.

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1d69e4 No.5089

i would like to travel by plane and accommodate somewhere in hotel and do trips and journeys abroad from there

any protips?

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afbc71 No.5095

>>5089

We don't travel.

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c1d69d No.5100

>walk outside

>so invisible suv doesn't notice me and bumps me away

>yet still deebly concerned about norrmals noticing me

>go back in

There's no scared Satou big enough

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ac0d02 No.5103

>>5100

I can relate anon i get this feeling every time i go to the store.

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3bd16a No.4896 [Open thread]

>mum and dad want me to become a normalfag

>talk with them one night, asking them if I can get help besides consoling and therapy- or change to a male therapist because nothing given to me is helping

>"Anon, there's no one out there that's going to help you. You have to do it yourself"

>yeah but muh traumas, the reality of how humans are horrid people

>"Well, just ignore it and change yourself"

I don't like forcing myself to change- I mean I don't like myself but still there's some parts of myself that I value (like the /pol/ knowledge I have, or how I'm not into 3dpd). It's stupid but it's true.

And I don't like to completely ignore the bad shit that happens in reality. I feel like there's strictly 3 types of people in this world and how they deal with the psychopathic nature of the world.

1- too stupid and naive, can't read the atmosphere and are happy

2- manipulative normalfags who know the bad shit happening and will use it to their advantage

3- hikkis who can't do that shit due to whatever they have/are and want to just be left alone

I don't know how to explain to my parents on how I see life.

But overall, am I in the wrong here? Do I need to just suck it up and change? Or is that change not going to happen?

Otherwise, talk about your thoughts on changing into a normalfag in general. I would like to know what other hikkis like me think about it.

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21a830 No.4906

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>>4899

>>4901

This is some of the most real talk i've seen on here so far you are absolutely right anon and even if a hikki does get back out there in the world the problem itself usually isn't completely fixed we are like a wrinkled piece of paper you can unwrinkle it but there will still be damage to the paper left over from before and because the damage definitely shows and normalfags notice and comment on how strange weird odd looking or fucked up we are that just makes us want to return to our old way of life because we try to put ourselves back out there in the world and yet we still get treated like shit when we try which possess me off tbh.

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921767 No.4915

>>4899

> Normalfags have had their whole childhoods to practice socialization and learn all the unwritten rules of society

a thousand times this, people tend to not recognize how absolutely vital the early years of a person's life are in terms of social interaction and acceptance. A hikki who tries to reintegrate is always going to be playing catchup, socially and economically and will most likely fail since people do pick up on the "socially deprived" and ostracize them or make their lives more difficult regardless of age

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21a830 No.4923

>>4915

>people tend to not recognize how absolutely vital the early years of a person's life are in terms of social interaction and acceptance. A hikki who tries to reintegrate is always going to be playing catchup, socially and economically and will most likely fail since people do pick up on the "socially deprived" and ostracize them or make their lives more difficult regardless of age

This is very true.

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228842 No.4941

>>4896

holy shit you just described the 5-percenter worldview:

1 would be the 85% of people (the ignorant masses)

2 would be the 10% of people who are evil (politicians, managers, business execs)

3 would be the remaining 5%, enlightened but powerless (hikkis or your general imageboard fag)

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a09d9e No.4945

>>4941

This

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f41703 No.3423 [Open thread][Last50 Posts]

I really don't know what to do anymore everyday when i wake up i do the same things everyday. I've been a hikikomori since i was 13 and the older i get the harder it becomes for me to step back into the world i mean as far as i know Neetbux don't last forever and if i run out of cash i'm fucked if i don't find self employment work then i have to go live a normalfag lifestyle out of desperation. I know 24 is still super young but i don't feel that way after being withdrawn since 2007 i feel like an old man stuck in adolescence to be honest with you all because the days just all run together that i cant remember anything anymore ether unless something unique happens i honestly feel like i have no purpose in this world and that i wasn't meant to be apart of it in the first place can anyone relate??.

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f41703 No.4870

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>>4860

> I sometimes think it would be really nice to find a fellow hikki in my area and setup a roommate situation, or even have a group home of only hikkis

I've actually thought about this as well although i highly doubt there are other hikkis in my area i think i'm the only one however in late 2016 this asian otaku guy moved into the room next to mine in the group home i use to live at back then he was basically Yamazaki me and him would have anime and movie marathons everyday and played video games together and would walk to Mcdonalds or the convenience store together sometimes he only lived there for a few months and then he moved out and went back home to live with his parents and got a wagecuck job we basically had a Yamazaki and Satou kind of relationship it was a lot of fun back then and i do miss those days even though it wasn't that long ago at all.

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f35d5c No.4872

>>4870

>it was a lot of fun back then and i do miss those days even though it wasn't that long ago at all.

That's understandable, sounded like a good friend to have. I often find that the people here on /hikki/ are the only people that I could get along with enough to want to live with. Even though we don't always share the same interests or views, there is always a willingness to understand one another which is a virtue that is lost in our society today.

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f41703 No.4874

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>>4872

> there is always a willingness to understand one another which is a virtue that is lost in our society today.

Ain't that the truth i mean holy crap I despise modern day politics so goddamn much nowadays you can't go anywhere out in society without someone giving their political opinion it's basically everywhere you go now and you're right anon the willingness to try and understand one another is lost in this modern society and i just really don't understand how anyone can look at what is happening in the world and not just want to fucking kill themselves the world is falling apart and it will only get worse as time passes people like us were never meant for this kind of a world.

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f35d5c No.4881

>>4874

>you can't go anywhere out in society without someone giving their political opinion it's basically everywhere you go now

That's very true. There have been days where I've tried to avoid the political arguments that are all over the place, but it's impossible to avoid it entirely. I understand the significance of the events taking place in the world today, and why it's important to know how they can affect me, but sometimes I really just want a break from it all.

>people like us were never meant for this kind of a world.

Agreed. We're rational people in irrational times. We don't ask for much, but even still, we're stuck in a society that gives nothing and demands everything. Even the simple act of existing often feels like an uphill battle. That's why I'm glad we have this board, one of very few good places in a nasty and treacherous world.

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f41703 No.4884

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>>4881

> I understand the significance of the events taking place in the world today, and why it's important to know how they can affect me, but sometimes I really just want a break from it all.

Exactly same here pretty much.

>Agreed We're rational people in irrational times. We don't ask for much, but even still, we're stuck in a society that gives nothing and demands everything. Even the simple act of existing often feels like an uphill battle. That's why I'm glad we have this board, one of very few good places in a nasty and treacherous world.

I'm glad to hear that /hikki/ is able to help you in some way anon you know i've been thinking about something for awhile and that being i've noticed a lot of young people in their teens and 20s today basically have little to no motivation to go to school or work in the outside world i live in the US. and America obviously has a Neet problem because a lot of the people of this generation aren't working and are even skipping school and dropping out completely as well and this makes me wonder obviously hikikomori does exist here in the Us. because i am one myself but the whole Neet problem here in America makes me wonder if there will be a increase in not only Neets in the future but hikikomori as well and if the Us. will finally start recognizing hikikomori as a real social issue.

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0cc194 No.4509 [Open thread]

Do you experience this?

Most of the time I'm in my own corner of the world (programming, watching my shitty chinesetoons, etc) but visiting this board has made me realize that the way I'm living is incredibly uncommon and I'm seen as pond scum by the world at large…

So - are you always aware of this reality or do you keep yourself busy enough to dream away everything ugly?

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404311 No.4538

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>>4520

>The only part of my life style that has ever made me feel bad is that I am currently leeching off my parents but I'm trying to fix that. Once I'm able to live on my own and support myself, I won't have to feel bad about my life at all.

I'm trying to do this as well and then i can finally live in complete peace once i find a way to support myself without having to go outside at all i haven't lived with my parents in 4 years now however i do still leech off of them pretty much because they continue to enable my lifestyle without even realizing it while at the same time putting too much pressure on me to get a job in the outside world.

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bd115e No.4540

>>4529

y-yes

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2a14ec No.4542

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>>4540

>yes

>Its harder and harder to find reasons to leave the house.

This is so true i do go to the store once a month to stock up on food that i need honestly if the store wasn't in walking distance from my house i would probably just order all my groceries online and have them delivered to me because that's a lot more comfy to be honest and i have anxiety when going out to the store a lot of the time actually.

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bd115e No.4563

>>4542

That's the kind of thing i'm starting to hate most of all. Like i'll get McDicks or Whataburger when coming home from wagecucking and those interactions just standing in line and ordering are getting to be so tiresome. I wish it wasn't so expensive to get things other than pizza delivered. At some point i'll probably just end up living on Cliff bars and ramen.

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2a14ec No.4574

>>4563

>those interactions just standing in line and ordering are getting to be so tiresome. I wish it wasn't so expensive to get things other than pizza delivered

I know right tell me about it man.

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58e236 No.1517 [Open thread][Last50 Posts]

Any of you lads like to do art? I used to draw a lot during high school and have started to pick it back up now that games and alcohol have gotten boring.

If ya do, post some of your art, I wanna see what /hikki/ likes to create.

Pic related is one of mine, shilled out for a scanner.

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8995cf No.3259

File: e8aa349f0325612⋯.png (694.87 KB,1000x1164,250:291,The Dreamer.png)

>>3244

I'm interested, at the moment I am working on another commissions which'll take a week or two depending on if I stop being sick or not, but once I'm done with it, I can do yours.

If ya got discord, send a friend request and we can work somethin' out, mine's bad luck burns#7145

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ae52e5 No.3291

>>3259

Sent. I don't really use Discord but i will for this

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8995cf No.3293

>>3291

Got it.

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ae52e5 No.4525

File: dc227b49f7d78e5⋯.jpg (461.93 KB,3200x2500,32:25,angel_commission.jpg)

Anon fished my commission. Looks fantastic. Obviously credit is to anon

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4472a8 No.4530

>>4525

Very nice.

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429955 No.1171 [Open thread][Last50 Posts]

What kind of food and snacks do you like to eat /hikki/??.

Also question for current hikikomoris do you buy food online? do your parents bring it to you and set it in your room or outside the door? or do you go outside quick for food then return to your room or apartment??.

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4a5716 No.4005

>>3995

What I did was I asked my parents if it was ok that instead of them buying/making me food, if they could give me a set amount of money each week and I'd get my own food. Try asking them that? If they don't just say yes right off the bat bring up the point that they wouldn't need to cook for you anymore, you'd learn how to budget the money they gave you, you'd learn how to cook and you could focus on eating healthy things. (Plus the spare cash you get from not spending it all is nice, I get 100 dollars per week but usually only spend about 60-70$, also since I started managing directly what I eat I lost 150 pounds, think about it)

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38dc84 No.4022

>>3995

My parents make pretty good food, the problem is they make too much. So I often end up eating too much, or if I don't eat it, it gets thrown out and wasted. Damned if I do, damned if I don't.

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fbb8c1 No.4275

>>4022

>the problem is they make too much. So I often end up eating too much, or if I don't eat it, it gets thrown out and wasted

I will never understand why so many people do this. Is it really so hard to figure out how much food you normally eat then scale how much you make to match?

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66744f No.4276

>>4275

Probably because it's harder to gauge how much food you need when you cook for an entire family. As my mother used to say: "It's better to have too much than too little"

On the other hand I will never understand why people make a big deal out of wasting food, and that's coming from a poorfag point of view.

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3bf3cb No.4277

>>4276

>On the other hand I will never understand why people make a big deal out of wasting food, and that's coming from a poorfag point of view.

I know right.

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4fcc5a No.4164 [Open thread]

Do any of you suffer from anxiety so bad you start zoning out and enter like a psychic break, where you start hearing voices and feel like you're losing your mind?

I have been going out in the fleshnet a lot lately and it feels like I have sharp pains all over and the sun is melting my body.

The photo of satou-san holding himself in a state of fear is basically how I feel inside when I am suffering from anxiety.

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37489f No.4165

File: 6ff6c72389908bb⋯.jpg (46.93 KB,365x205,73:41,NHK17.jpg)

>>4164

>Do any of you suffer from anxiety so bad you start zoning out and enter like a psychic break, where you start hearing voices and feel like you're losing your mind?

It's never gotten extremely bad to the point where i think i'm hearing voices or anything but when i do have an anxiety attack i do feel like i'm losing my fucking mind tbh.

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2c8caf No.4166

I can lose time when things are bad. Suddenly it's a hour later than it should be, and I have absolutely no memory of that hour passing. I also never do anything in the missing time, according to people who witnessed me in this condition I just sit there looking like I am thinking about something.

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37489f No.4167

File: b826a7074e21d8b⋯.png (42.28 KB,846x592,423:296,1516696186362.png)

>>4166

>I can lose time when things are bad

I know that feel bro when i get very depressed the days kinda all run together and i lose track of time.

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7b1151 No.4168

>>4167

I know that feel, too. But I meant a more "localized" phenomenon. I look at the clock, usually to see how much time I have to do something or until something will happen, and it's half past seven, and then I look again and it's nine o'clock. And I have done absolutely nothing and no recollection of the time in between.

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37489f No.4174

>>4168

>. I look at the clock, usually to see how much time I have to do something or until something will happen, and it's half past seven, and then I look again and it's nine o'clock. And I have done absolutely nothing and no recollection of the time in between

This happens to me too sometimes.

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8276a5 No.1228 [Open thread]

Fellow hikikomoris question what are your thoughts on the MGTOW movement and the herbivore men of Japan? I am curious because i found this video where this guy tries to link us to the MGTOW movement which in my opinion makes no sense.

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35a6cb No.2531

many mgtows have checked out from society but are certainly NOT hikikomori, hikikomori's are checked out in a different way…. permanently checked in.

Conflating the two is like confusing a sword and a blunt butter knife. Yes they are vaguely similar, but they are significantly different.

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ca58db No.2534

>>2531

Exactly

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610d1d No.2572

>>2531

i was in fb mgtow group and it seems most of them are just men after failure in relationship yet they are still trying

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140c8d No.4096

>>1228

Hikis, herbivores, mgtows, fish ladies (or how they are called in japan) are all parts of the same phenomenon: People who are intelligent enough to realize how shitty the world and life are, are opting out of life and society. Using drugs and multimedia to escape from the uncomfortable modern life. Japan has record numbers of people in their fertile years who are not interested in starting families (males and females).

The trend will continue and japan is leading the race to the bottom.

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83f060 No.4116

File: 9898fcfd76644db⋯.jpg (29.29 KB,509x410,509:410,9898fcfd76644db51660bcd37a….jpg)

>>4096

>Hikis, herbivores, mgtows, fish ladies (or how they are called in japan) are all parts of the same phenomenon

Well yes and no i mean the MGTOWs and herbivore men still have productive social lives and still go work a job in the outside world the only thing that makes them different or stand out is that they're not interested in romantic relationships with women or having sex. It's the same with people who are Neets but still have productive social lives the only thing that makes those people stand out is that they refuse to work and are not interested in working or even getting some kind of education. But hikkis are different from these other groups as we pull away from social life or in more extreme cases society all together as a whole plus people like us are more victims of circumstance as where those other groups just go their own way in life however there are people who are hikikomori by choice simply because they can't deal with people or deal with society as a whole and to be honest i don't blame them for choosing to shut themselves away from the world.

>The trend will continue and japan is leading the race to the bottom.

They do have a population decline problem over there and it's because the young people have basically stopped having sex over there.

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fcc55e No.3637 [Open thread]

I just drew this diagram. This cycle has gone full circle maybe 3 or 4 times for me in the past 6 years. Currently in the "no interest" part of the cycle but I think I'm nearing the next step. Does anyone relate to this?

Somewhat related also: what do you guys think about sitting down and just thinking? I often try to avoid doing and distract myself with games and such because often it is not pleasant thoughts, but I'm starting to think that if I do it enough and endure the bad I can find a way to break out of this. Thoughts?

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8cbdb7 No.3815

>>3809

I'm giving you the best friend that you will ever have https://www.biroco.com/yijing/The_I_Ching_Oracle.pdf make friends with the I Ching, you can ask it anything except a yes or no answer, it wants to know you in depth. It is better than any human because you can talk to it about anything and it will always keep your secrets. But it will tell you the truth also. It is like a Great, Great Grandfather that you can always count on.

So I left you everything you need in this thread for a new beginning, every ending is a new beginning Gua 63 I Ching.

take care

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fcc55e No.3817

>>3813

I don't know what I want, that's the thing. What does "getting out of the way" mean? How do you know the right thing will happen?

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8cbdb7 No.3818

>>3817

I don't know anything, this is why I get out of the way. :) Ask your new best friend the I Ching, this is a very rare out of print advanced version, I gave it to you because it will become important later in your life. Get the version by Stephen Karcher, it's more satisfying to a beginner. Trust your self to make a new beginning.

take care

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8cbdb7 No.3824

>>3817

I'm sorry but I'm not at my best at the moment, I'm feeling pretty sick. But I am interested in what what happens, so please let us know after you start working with the I Ching. This is the best way for you to understand is to actually experience it first hand, okay?

thank you

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ef2fe5 No.3859

>>3817

>What does "getting out of the way" mean? How do you know the right thing will happen?

1) the ego is like a pitbull on guard duty, he scares everyone and thing away. 2) I've used the Yijing since 1980, and it has never hurt me, and it won't let you hurt others either. You can ignore the advise, but I regretted it every time I did that.

take care

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82bb91 No.1630 [Open thread]

Are there any pedo hikikomoris on this board?? and what do you guys do to cope with having your attraction towards children?.

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82bb91 No.1896

File: 94ca6cd026ef287⋯.jpg (44.13 KB,635x473,635:473,1469417019421.jpg)

>>1895

>Sometimes I wish I never found 4chan.

Same

>Pizza was indeed dropped there from time to time. Also "models" stuff from Candydoll and shady Russian sites

Now that rarely even happens on there anymore it all happens over here on 8chan now with history just repeating itself.

>It was the beginning of a depraved downward spiral that no doubt helped fuck my life over.

I know that feel anon i know that nobody technically becomes a pedo and maybe those of us who found 4chan back in the day were always pedos and just didn't know it and when we found sites like 4chan and 8chan and becoming hikikomori and spending too much time on online imageboards may have activated those feelings to the surface.

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82bb91 No.1897

>>1638

>Define "children"

Anyone under the legal age of consent.

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6f9ddc No.2043

>>1897

I forgot I had posted in here

Well then I guess I qualify. What can I say, 3dpd porn of a girl that might be on her early 20s or even 18, but has clearly had a million cocks/plastic dicks on her, it barely does anything to me. I live off doujins and asmd of girls, mostly around 14, because the feeling of purity/innocence gives me more of a boner than anything else has ever done. I might be fucked, but I like to think it says a lot about society too

It could be worse, I dont like anything like toddlercon, only girls that have just barely developed sexual attributes. Also, I know there's a fucking line between 2d and 3d and I'd never touch a real little girl

>>1632

That is an interesting point, I happen to like girls that are the same age as the girls in my class right before I started isolation. It is a huge coincidence

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82bb91 No.2051

>>2043

> I guess I qualify

What do you mean by this anon??.

>That is an interesting point, I happen to like girls that are the same age as the girls in my class right before I started isolation. It is a huge coincidence

Same here

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5c5442 No.3775

>>1895

>Sometimes I wish I never found 4chan.

>Pizza was indeed dropped there from time to time. Also "models" stuff from Candydoll and shady Russian sites. It was the beginning of a depraved downward spiral that no doubt helped fuck my life over.

Sane here going down the never ending rabbit hole that i should have never gone down tbh.

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9105b5 No.3192 [Open thread]

https://www.hikkichan.com/

Little traffic?

Well, it's a hikikomori board, what would you expect?

Well, whatever.

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86ff1b No.3302

>>3294

it's because normals cannot imagine how that is like, they think that if they were hikki they would be the same as they are now only that they don't need to work anymore, in fact I cannot imagine them lasting more than a month, they would get bored and would start working again, kind of how boomers on their pensions get part time or some times full time jobs when they're retired

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95167c No.3316

>>3302

You're exactly right, anon.

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dfad46 No.3339

File: b9349ff4df04a69⋯.jpg (11.12 KB,306x306,1:1,anime reaction image.jpg)

>>3302

> in fact I cannot imagine them lasting more than a month, they would get bored and would start working again

You know it's funny that you say that because a while back i found this old black dude on Youtube who basically quit his job and stayed in isolation for only 2 months he called it the hikikomori experiment and all he did was sit on his ass all day reacting to videos on Youtube about hikikomori and has recently started watching Welcome To The NHK. but in Italian not English this guy literally failed at his so called experiment LOL.

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c8958b No.3372

>>3339

Nice to see an italian here.

Who's the guy?

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dfad46 No.3393

YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.

>>3372

>Nice to see an italian here.

I'm actually not Italian.

>Who's the guy?

Video related.

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58cea5 No.134 [Open thread]

so hikkis a while ago I just noticed that we're in 2nd of September and I was like the fuck is going on with my brain since the last date I was remmber was 14th of August and surprisingly (hey son of a whore a whole month passed and you don't even no what's happened for me in this month fuck, less than week I will be forced to going out for my lessons and since I live in a fucked up country my family won't let me do what I want, I have been living in my room for 4years now as well and keep on giving them promises that I will going out the next month the next week and so on, and never did what I said, I can't live in this world anymore, even if some of you will give some advices to improve my life and tell me that there's still time to get my shot to gether, I tell you I get enough from these bunch of lame advices which never worked out for me even though I did try some of them, please and I say this as an weak miserable human who can't be here anymore I can't fit in this planet anymore, can you just simply tell me about a suicide method with the less pain possible due to me don't want that even my death be painful

>I raised from my mom with much heart and liver issues and I was about to death

>somehow the doctors made some operations for me and I lived

>continued my life as a weak human

>started my primary school

>all my classmates hating me even the girls

>whenever they seen me they come to molest me and make fun of my face

>obese who can't even up the stairs to my class without pain in heart

>12yo isolated myself in the home for some months

>told my parents about all the hatness I exopesd to in school

>they made fun of me and saw my suffering as a meaningless kid illusions

>started my midllle school

>non less pain as my last years

>the guys started to push me fRom the stairs

>girls and even the teachers hating me for nothingness

>the most clever smart kid in the class

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809c4d No.812

>>800

>Not true. It also happens if not more in the adult world. It's just conditioned to be acceptable or just a part of life.

This

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3df6a0 No.2672

File: f7f102f7a361cfc⋯.jpg (14.02 KB,400x321,400:321,Cy2S5a1XgAERYHl.jpg)

Not sure if you're still here but if you are no longer with us rest in peace OP we miss you.

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f97cc4 No.2737

you will go into your hopes/dreams/imagination/escapism and memories you had while living. everyone else is already up there with you [in your eyes] but you will still look and protect others while others are down here. you will be going home, whereever home is to you. may not be tomorrow/next year or whenever.

>be dead

>others see me as a decomposing corpse in a box [incase of zombie]

>you go into a dark black endless zone as your dreams/imagination load up from ye previous life

>a sucktion force graps you and you start going into warp-speed

>you drop out of the sky and land safely in a place you always dreamed of being

wanna reroll? wait a few months in dreamland.

when you die, EVERYTHING/ONE dies too [in your eyes].

what about ghost? they are the others that have unfinished things they need to do before they move on or need help moving on because they cannot find the light.

>there is literally nothing when we die

>our brain shuts off and that's the end

ye thinking of what the body goes through and what ye see while living.

afterlife = dreams/imagination/escapism/memories that you wanna [re]visit

so if you picture 'hell' or whereever that you will go to after death then ye will go there because that is where ye wanna be. if not, why do we dream?

and one day

the people that have died/the people upstairs will come for you and reunite you with your loved ones/friends/family/pets/etc that have loved/protected and watched over you and you will live forever in peace and happiness.

it may be tomorrow or next year or when you get older but one day you me and everyone else will go

at any moment, your heart could stop you could trip or something happens that /you/ cannot control because it was meant to happen as /they/ saw.

even tho i should be lPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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f83861 No.2764

>>800

i was not bullied after finishing high school (besices cyberbullying from anons)

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bfdaf1 No.2814

>>2672

Please don't say garbage like that when you don't even know this guy.

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