I have been pouring out libations(drink offerings) to my ancestors, the past few months. Some of my ancestors were French pioneers in Canada. And this morning I woke up from dreams and had images in my mind as I woke up of the pristine virgin wilderness, untouched undeveloped land, the feeling of Native American uncivilized tribes around, and being a pioneer away from all the authority of the state, establishing our own living areas. Being alone, ourselves being the rulers of us.
And I felt something surge in my heart, I felt like a werewolf. Like a primal feeling in my heart. I felt beast-like energy surge through my heart and body. When I awoke I was breathing heavily.
Motto of Québec: Je Me Souviens (I Remember) , here is a website related to the pioneers of Canada and North America
http://www.uppercanadahistory.ca/fn/fn1.html