Hey /x/ so I think I might have been abducted by aliens and I thought you guys could help me.
I remember becoming fascinated with aliens and the X files as a young kid, in a sort of horrified way- like I had to find out everything I could about aliens. It just became an obsession or compulsion which I've had all my life. The grey alien images gave me serious shivers, and UFO pictures used to make me feel really weird, like homesick and anxious.
I also have had recurring dreams of being abducted, or of being at home alone and the house growing dark, and feeling dread because 'they' are coming for me. I have tons of dreams I can think of that have some sort of abduction theme, and many of these predate my exposure to aliens in the media.
So I just assumed it was me being a sperg and it was a childhood phase that carried on a little into adulthood. But lately I've started having the dreams again, and the more seriously I fixate on it, the more dreams keep coming up as if they are actual memories. I had a dream recently which felt like a memory repression of having a needle put down my urethra as a boy. I have several other, what I've since learnt are called 'screen memories' which just don't make sense too.
I can't even begin to explain the sheer weird experiences I've had and now I need to know how I go about finding out more.
I mean, everytime I wake up, I look to the corner of my room, expecting to see a grey alien stood there watching me. I do this every night and have done since around the age of 7-8. I'm sick of this weird shit going on in my life.