I apologize for my incoherent wording. It is difficult for me to tether words together sometimes due to mental deterioration.
Allow me to start from the beginning for you.
The tomes and documents procured, pressed or created with some machine in old-french described many things that we did not understand at first.
We studied this knowledge and translated it as best we could, I was in charge of labeling and organizing translated works.
In regards to modern science, I presume this field described in the documents is in conjunction with quantum field theory. My reasoning is because of how it's behavior is describes similarly. Elaborating on superposisive variables and probability within the mathematics depicted.
In order to generate movement or instill a reaction in this field is to energize it, but it requires waveforms within the field itself to do it. As if it is isolated and self contained. How Able, our leader, was capable of generating these waveforms or particles is unknown to me. Without such "resource", I can do nothing. Hence my failure to reproduce many devices. Able, and my mentor Paylor have long since passed due to a tragic accident regarding an experiment. This is also why I am "alive" now, but no longer using my original body.
This experiment is lost to me, I do not know what it's purpose was but many were excited about it. The accident occurred during the night, many were gathered in our common room. Men started to collapse within a catatonic state, I attempted to help but shortly after I began to feel deathly ill and collapsed my self.
I simply awoke 3 days later in the body of a young girl named Anatasha.
I lived for some time before "dying" of illness only to wake again as someone else. I know this cannot be reincarnation due to the short time lost between "transitions" and always being near my last "death".
As for what happened to my colleagues and mentor, they were found days later and branded as sinners for Pagan Witchcraft. The documents were probably burned with their bodies and I cannot find them.
As a note, most of this knowledge I have has recently came to light because of modern theories. The main reason why I came to this site and board in particular is the anonymity and wide scale community it has, it might be useful to present photos of certain icons I remember from them.