Okay, so I was just listening to NPR as some ambient noise. They started some segment about some guy who used Ketamine to solve whatever syndrome or disorder he had. He listed out all of these problems he had beforehand and it was so fucking uncanny, he listed out a ton of problems that were uncannily similar to stuff I suffer from.
>Inability to focus but not exactly ADD or ADHD
>unusual amount of body heat
>hiding under the covers as a kid because of the line below
>irrational fear that something vague is "out there"
>depression
>other details
They talked about how Ketamine has some property that can "rewire your mind really quickly"
A few weeks ago, I was hearing some similar segment on the same station about some guy using LSD to "expand his mind".
I'm not saying they're targeting specifically me, but I'm beginning to think this whole psychedelic/mind altering substance meme could be pushed for the purpose of suppressing some kind of thought. Maybe even as a pre-agenda to get people acclimated to hardcore perception-altering and even -destroying substances. I kind of jumped to this conclusion because most of the advice I hear on NPR in other areas seems to be purposefully deleterious and incorrect with the intent of either directly or indirectly harming the audience (promoting gun control, suggesting the viewer buy bitcoin, etc) . There's a ton of stuff I've heard over the years (especially after the election) that was just plain dumb.
If you believe in more "magicky" paranormal stuff, what if these drugs are used to supress some kind of psychic awakening? Those symptoms listen could be a result of some kind of psychic activity or awakening (vague awareness of something "else", inability to focus thoughts, body producing more heat from heightened brain activity, etc.)
This kinda sounds schizo tier but really I wanted to put this together before I forget it.