Yeah, I do, but most people in the West have a completely erroneous idea of what entails meditation, while in the East practitioners are often limited by the correct but narrow ideas of a single local tradition. There is an initiation ritual that in my opinion everyone should do first, but it's not clear to me if most people are capable and it can kind of fuck with your life and turn it upside down. I experienced a type of metaphorical death by happenstance night before I learned of the initiation process. When I learned the secret there wasn't much to live for, so it was no harm in me experimenting with a life (or should I say ego?) already fallen to pieces. When you are successfully initiated, many secrets are unlocked and you can choose to go your own path where intuition becomes a practical teacher and gurus are not strictly necessary.