/x/ - Paranormal

>>36192

Is this supposed to be that extreme anxiety I feel about stupid shit I did/said in the past and now regret whenever I don't keep my mind occupied, leading me to constantly be productive so I don't think about it?

>>36192

Wait… can you explain the shadow more? Is it just what secrets we keep inside of ourselves? I remember I used to dream that my shadow was a real person as a child and it scared the crap out of me.

>not a datamining thread

my shadow is the dozens of jewish children I keep in my dungeon

Nine times out of ten when I tell someone that they are the only person I trust, it's because I don't trust them at all and I'm about to lie to them.

depends, freud or c.j?

>>36192

I am a hypocrite in every aspect of my life, and I fear that I have lost my connection to humanity, all I feel is contempt and anxiety towards them, and it has culminated to me losing my empathy for others, and I would gladly sacrifice anyone in my life for greater benefits to myself, even murdering them, I would like to warn them of my impending betrayal, but I cannot bring myself to do the right thing. Sometimes I feel like I should just embrace my evil, since it will not remove itself from my vessel willingly, if I expire the symptoms of possession by draining it, by bringing it into immediate reality, maybe I will shed off the guilt of my downfall with spiritual redemption. In time.

>>36192

>>37510

Just don't get caught hehe

>>37514

That's the easy part. I live in Brazil and 93% of the murderers are not solved. I wont do that though.