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3. So this one is the most concrete example of I have of something being up. So a month ago, my mother, my sister, and I left town to see my brother, who is in the pen. as I've stated before, we're kinda a poor family so this is the closest thing we get towards a family vacation, we stay in a hotel, eat out and such, it's somewhat nice considering what we're there for. We never leave town for anything else.
So we saw him on the second day we got there, which was a saturday. Normally on saturdays, me and my mother sit in the living room and watch hulu. I like to spend time with her, because she's my mother and with one son a convict and another a NEET, I like to show her that she didn't quite fail with her youngest son. Anywho, we see my brother in the pen and go back to the hotel. Me and my sis are about to go get some hardee's ( don't even get me started on this shit. Fucking, part of the reason I even bare with this trip is because we don't have a goddamn hardee's in my town. I mean I also go because it makes my mom happy, but honestly I hate my brothers, they are awful people. We always get some it's my favorite. And something keeps fucking with me and something has always been happening preventing me from getting it.) Right before we leave my mother get a voicemail from the NEET brother who stayed home that a fucking SUV went through our apartment's living room. Mind you, if we had just happened to stay home me and my mother would have been sitting right where they came through, especially at that time of day. There would have been low chance of survival as the car would have went completely over us and stopped in our kitchen like it did without us there. But we weren't home, we took the only trip we take ever, and by some chance, some idiot drives through our apartment. Maybe it was luck, but maybe it was something else.
I got one more but I'm not even going to number it. A year ago, I lived with my best friend and his girlfriend. A couple weeks into my stay, like the scumbag I am, I started having sex with her. I was there for 4 months and eventually I left, he never found out and he's still my best friend, but I know what I did and there's some serious guilt issues I have, which is fine I deserve a punishment, but I'm just too much of a coward to tell him, he's like a brother to me. Anyway, you know how if you use your phone number to connect with facebook they'll send you texts and shit saying "so and so is on facebook" or "you have 3 notifications and 2 pokes". I get those often, but it's usually the ones telling me who is on facebook. For the last year it's been normal. But recently instead of the "you have 3 notifications" or "so and so is connected" I've been getting "(the girl) is on facebook" every day. No change. Like the world is trying to tell me something. Like seriously of all the people to have this get stuck on repeat why her. I spent a lot of time trying to get her out of my head, I've even hooked up with someone else since. it's really odd since I haven't talked to her since a month after I left. So what do you all think? I posted this on 4chan, no one replied though. When I went to go check on it and reread it, right at the point where I finished my last reply about the text notification, I got another text notification. Still the same, Like it's taunting me.