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>Bible seems like metaphor for hell on earth, no literal lake of fire.
>patches of memory missing
>People unnaturally dislike me
>remember seeing reminders of this everywhere, people are trying to wake up God, media is talking about me, or a 20 minute video that takes hours and hours to watch where only some people can see the long version
>Clear memories like it really happened, family, people I knew, trying to tell me over and over, every time they say key words it wipes my mind. Only remember now in future.
>Clearly remember friend talking to me about this, he says a lot of things, and concludes with not knowing the truth.
>>He says a lot, like, a lot lot of things
One thing stands out, people kept saying they sold their soul to the devil because they thought I did or something and they wanted to know more.
They all say the same thing, the vessel is empty, or the jar is empty, then that girl from my school points to me. Never worked out what that meant.
They also say other things, like they had to so I would be confused when I remembered it, as if that was the deal. Or that it wasn't real for them until they joined the curse, then it's like those things all happened but didn't.
Suspect I am cursed, and they all were inspired to sell their souls when they saw the demonic activity in me, and part of their deals were to confuse me and contribute to the curse, thus become a part of the curse themselves.
It's like reality was just different to us, so many of us, all at different variables, waves of awareness in an ocean.
Supposedly, there are t.v. shows that spoke about it, in length, where the whole world knew who I was, who Satan was, but I also heard that this happened to many other people as well, like they all see those programs being about them and the people relevant in their lives, and the people they know can sometimes see it too, or not at all.
I distinctly remember, like really really clearly and multiple memories that were real, they really happened real as day, of people from my school dropping hints to me, talking about it, avoiding words that would wipe my mind, and being confused by them, only now to remember, add it all together, be guided by something in real life as I'm remember this (so I'm telling you right now live from life that supernatural things are happening and not all just in my head,) and there is absolutely zero evidence that any of this happened. Something is very very very wrong.
My friend said he doesn't know if other's can know from what he read on the website Your Penis On Games (and old halfchan threads) but I accidentally made a deal with what I believed to be a girl from my school who I thought was Jesus who I made (who was also Eve) and I gave her my heart to look after because of my rocky future, and cursed her to love me forever and would always have a part of me inside her that would make us both Christians (the details of this journey are lengthy), only then to "find out" she was Satan in disguise, so eventually concluded Satan thought the only way to be saved was to have a human make a deal that would force the devil to turn back towards God.
I also have glimpses of memories where all of it never happened and some people just knew somehow what was happening and spoke to me about it but they are both few yet clear, yet, how did they know if it was all a trick of the devil?
It's extremely deceiving, my mind is being toyed with, wiped a lot, I don't know if I'm being possessed and saying things to others, I don't know shit.
The more I examine it, the more crazy things seem, and it's like I entered a silent hill bubble reality, that others can enter when they sell their souls.
THIS
IS
NOT
FUN
I even remember my friend saying he "has to say this", said I would believe we would talk all through the evening yet only really talk for 2 hours, told me to leave, stopped me outside the door, told me to come back, same thing at the end of garden, same again I walked to end of road, called me back, then we really did talk until the morning. We played through around 40 hours of gameplay in like 10 hours, whilst he read the entire transcript to me (more or less) that I supposedly channelled into the past when I "possessed" the girl from school. Do you see the deception? Seems like the devil made him do it, like he entered that bubble reality.
That was the extremely short version.
I've just finished what I believe to be a week of forced "channelling" into the past.
>>hell/mind shift/matrix/I'm the anti-christ/extremely powerful demonic deception/mind control experiments/actually am blind God?
>>>It's like all of it happened, but none of it happened, and I'm the only one who remembers.
Additionally, my friend said he wrote this all out, fed it into a cardboard box that others saw as the pinnacle of technology, which is the abomination of desolation which others created under my command, and sent it back in time.
[Fin]