>>28382 (OP)
I'm not going to be nice because the world isn't and you need to learn. It's not going to be easy and you should understand that there are no easy choices in life. You chose to somehow, someway involve yourself in a non-winning game and knew that risk was everywhere. Maybe you should hear it in song form before I explain the rest:
0. You're revealing that you're underage from the start. You shouldn't be encouraged or enabled to begin with. The odds are that either you won't listen or that you're a fed pretending to be a child. In either case, it's in your best interest that you go utterly radio silent on any site because it never works out well in either case. Kids mental scars from braindead parents that can't cope when they find out and feds/cops conduct sting operations on trolls that knowingly waste officer's time and money because they can't comprehend trolling.
1. If you ever think suicide is an option, then you don't get to complain about anything for any reason as you are admitting have zero control over your own mental fortitude. Suicide is always the pussy way out of a situation. Anybody saying otherwise is trying to sell something and you're not being the best person Mr. Rogers wanted you to be.
2. any response you give validates the antagonizer and gives them more reason to poke/prod at you. The upside is that by their limited ability to comprehend how to process the information, they've exposed themselves as unwilling to tolerate it and revealed a lack of impulse control, hence a lack of intelligence. They've given themselves away and you now have the power of fucking with them or gaslighting them so long as you don't show signs of it bothering you.
----don't cry/complain to anybody or even if you think nobody's around. Absorb the knowledge and pretend you're confused by the notes.
----Assume you're always being watched, even when you feel most secure in being alone. Headtilt at whatever notes are being left around in visible confusion and occasionally put the notes on neighboring lockers or other desks/nearby bookbags to shift the direction on what you think the target is. If you visibly look confused, other people may also assume you truly are the wrong target. Just getting rid of the notes without effectively using them to your advantage makes you more cornered than what you are.
----it's not good enough to deny knowledge. You must be a person that doesn't understand the function of the words being used or the purpose of them. Your belongings such as phones, notebooks and other materials must be utterly scrubbed clean of any form of evidence. This means no googling or searching on youtube between classes or during lunch break for anything that remotely resembles any form of questionable material. Always assume somebody is able to access your private materials and you will never have need of wondering what they will know.
----Shut down any and all social media you have and make zero efforts to call attention to yourself. Do not inform any adult of your situation ass they will actively go out of their way to not understand you to protect their position and shift blame onto you or others.
----People who publicly address you are phantoms and illusions that nobody else can see, learn to treat them that way and they will vanish over time. If anybody asks you about what is going on (no matter who the fuck they are, teacher, principal, best/closest friends, preacher, police officer, parents, brother/sisters aunts/uncles/grandparents. It doesn't matter. All of them are a compromise and none can be trusted. Betray that understanding and you will learn the hard way and regret it for the rest of your life.), you must look them square in the eye, shrug, turn and walk away to remove yourself entirely from the environment and their person as far as possible as to not be engaged further. Anybody making contact with you to hold you in place and preventing you from moving from the environment has put their hands on you and given you reason to shift attention to physical contact, a much worse offense. This is the better alternative as anybody present can witness that you attempted removing yourself from the situation and other persons initiated physical contact. A physical confrontation is always guaranteed to be a bigger concern than words and anybody asking what words started it will be caught in the loop of you shrugging, then walking away-so nobody will ever be clear on why physical altercations are happening…. but you still never start it and everybody will put it on the invasive parties so long a you go through hell and high water to put a universe of distance between yourself and people's wondering about wtf is going on.