>play the game for some years
>never really that good at it, but not completely shit
>by the time a match ends, I'm usually 3rd or 4th on the table
>switching multiple classes as needed, try to learn them all (except Sniper, that shit is BORING as fuck)
>get an MVP here and there
<don't play for 3 years
<come back, I'm rusty and I wasn't that good to start with, expect the worst
<top score the table 8 outta 10 games
<lose, win, still end up high up there
<I'm fucking shit at this game, I have a 20% accurancy with scout, about the same with Soldier, I don't rocket jump as engie nor use a shotgun as heavy
<I can't into the "meta" or anything more complicated than "Go to point, look at enemy, press fire, run if low health"
>spectate my team
>realize I'm not that good
>realize I'm playing with retards on my team
>realize the other team also has retards, but they have 6 while we have 8
>realize that despite our team NEEDING a teleporter and a sentry on the mid point, I will never be able to set that up for longer than 2 minutes because our team has no Soldiers, Demo's or Pyros.
>realize I won my last payload match because the other team didn't have Soldiers, Scouts or Demos.
So, two things I take from here: the average TF2 player is still a retarded cockbag with tunnel vision and no gamesense and Soldier/Demo are still the powerhouses they were several years ago. Unless you're a corner-turning Heavy and fuck their unpocketed unhealed ass right up.
At least the "competitive" assholes put up a fight and destroy me nice and properly because they do indeed play better, not because they outnumber me 4 to 1 on the controlpoint.
>Pick Engie
>drop tele near point
>drop sentry
>begin capping
>sentry lvl1 + shotgun allow me to kill 3 guys
>ubbered heavy turns a corner
>juke him with cover, he gives up, focus sentry
>pick sentry up, run for my life
>drop sentry
>heavy targets sentry leaving me to flank the medic
>sentry goes down, 3 revenge
>two shot the medic
>finish the heavy
>cap the point
>grab metal, drop lvl 1 sentry
>go back to spawn to upgrade teleporter
>wonder why I haven't seen my team in 4 minutes
>6 spawn campers on the first point cockblocked because I capped mid point
>they turn around, make mince meat outta me
>noone in my team changes classes to something that can kill the spawncampers
>endless procession of cloaked spies and snipers leaving spawn trying their luck and getting insta-gibbed
>watch has the mid-point is recaptured before I even spawn
>as soon as I spawn, the last point has x7 on it
>wonder what's the point of all this
>Join another server, get a non-retard team against retards, roll over them for 30 minutes of pure satisfaction.