I need help, please.
I'm on day 13, and I'm finding myself all kinds of excuses to fap:
It is in our nature to procreate, but I don't want to have kids. I don't like people very much, they're capricious and insensitive, so I'd rather not bind myself to someone either. I just want to be me and productive and create beautiful things. Truth seems to be that most of the benefits of nofap come from overcoming other problems: you won't be instantly better at talking to people unless you were ashamed of fapping, for instance; if you don't have the social skills to talk to people you're not going to magically get them by doing nofap; and you certainly aren't getting a girlfriend through testosterone alone, you actually need social skills as well.
"Porn" - here meant as something sexually desirable that is not "real" - in that way, allows us to have control over our nature by giving us access to what we most desire without the far too great costs, meaning we can both be productive and not tied to a family (which doesn't seem to be the point of human male nature); then the only issue really is self control and obsessiveness. If we could somehow control fapping and "porn" and not turn it into an uncontrollable and all too common feast of novelty, we could be truly happy. Yes, that seems to be a gargantuan effort, but so is not fapping at all, so yeah.
We're not talking about a drug we're hooked on and we stop being hooked on after a few months of not consuming, we're talking about something that'll be desired all our lives. This desire will be with us even after years of not fapping and not watching porn (provided you don't have a partner, that is), as evident by the people who go hundreds of days without it and still relapse, so what really is the point? Is it really that bad? Could one not do with fapping once a week or once every two weeks and be absolutely fine if he only used a single source of desire, for instance?
Please help, and don't fap YA CUNTS!