No.16945
I CAN'T FUCKING STOP DESTROYING MYSELF
I CAN'T STOP GIVING IN TO THE URGES, THE FANTASIES, THE EASY AS FUCK TO ACCESS INTERNET PORN. I BLOCK SITES BUT GUEESS WHAT? I REMOVE THE BLOCKS RIGHT AWAY.
And before relapsing I tend to tell myself that it's probaby harmless anyway. BUT GUESS WHAT? I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING ZOMBIE AFTER WANKIN.G HOLY FUCKING SHIT I FUCKING HATE THIS WEAKNESS FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKCKAEFGHKJTY GMKh
DAY FUCKING ZERO
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No.16966
Day 3. Feel like having a wank.
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No.16967
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No.16978
Day 5, I feel like dying holy shit
I shouldn't even look at other boards. Even if they're non-porn boards, they always have porn in some way or another. Fuck! I'm gonna shut down the computer and read a book.
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No.16982
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No.16985
>>16982
What? I'm still alive. Morning of day 7 now.
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No.17006
Relapsed yesterday, at day 11. Over the days I caved into sexual fantasies which lead me to porn. New attempt, this time remembering to avoid any fantasy.
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