I just relapsed a few minutes ago. Today, namely right now, I'm officially starting nofap, or at the very least pornfree, I just want to be able to masturbate without porn and to be able to have sex as well as I used to again, but I'll probably end up doing nofap for a while, I just won't look at porn if I really want to fap. It's not the fapping I care about is my point, it's the porn. Anyway, sorry for the essaylong blogposts to come, but this thread is going to be my journal, for anyone that's interested or wants to share their own similar experiences. Today is Day 1. I refuse to let my addiction destroy my life any longer.