/monster/ - The Last Bastion of Romance★

also please keep it on topic, take anything else to another thread

t. last OP

>>294090

>not wanting to talk about spirits and tulpas

What a fucking casual.

>>294098

Snekanon, making a tulpa takes a lot of time and energy. Like weeks or months of constant focus and energy upon it. Was there ever any point in your life before now when you would frequently think of Roseor rather what would become her and focus/put energy towards that idea?

its not unheard of for a tulpa to be made by accident but it's not very common. Nowadays you see a lot of idiots making tulpas for sex or companionship and it ends up destroying them. Like that anon from /fringe/ with the giantess tulpa. Now that was horrifying

>>294209

>Like that anon from /fringe/

Explain.

>>294212

I really do not want to say. I honestly shouldn't have mentioned it now that I think about it. But snekanon and rose seem to be the exception that makes the rule. Until he starts seeing signs for anything like her being emotionally unhinged or disturbed I wouldn't be worried,

I haven't dreamt in a while since life's been so hectic but tonight I can finally look forward to a good long sleep. Got no apple juice but I'm loading up on cheese.

>>294214

Seriously, just make a tulpa thread. We used to have one, it's not like it's against the rules. A dream thread is for stuff you do while asleep. A tulpa is something you make when you're awake and is probably detrimental to your mental health but that's a conversation for the tulpa thread.

Someday I'll figure out how to do meditation. Main issue is that I overthink it. How do I get to see things without overthinking?

>>294220

Well firstly there're different types of meditation. I'd suggest you learn the quiet mind before you try anything else. Sit somewhere quiet and not uncomfortable and let your thoughts wash over you. Don't try to fight them but let them go and have a quiet mind

We're already off topic and hardly 5 posts in. I'll gather some materials together and see about making that thread later this week

>>294209

I was a lonely kid when I was little. I had very few friends, but most of the time I would make up an imaginary friend to play with. The thing was that at that same time, I seriously thought my house was haunted as well. The house I lived in had a jack and jill bathroom that connected my bedroom and my older brother's bedroom. Every night, I would see this shadowy figure run out of that bathroom, through my room, and out into the hallway. It was not being threatening. It was more playful, but it scared the shit out of me every night. I thought it was my brother or my dad pulling pranks, but my brother was not one to pull pranks and my dad would be downstairs watching tv when this happened. Then by 10 years old all of that activity stopped and I didn't think of it again. I'm not so sure, but I think Rose could have been that shadow figure. Perhaps an incomplete tulpa if that is even a thing.

>>294214

Is there an archive of it? I would really like to read that.

>>294227

Sorry, I will make a tulpa thread for those wanting to talk about Rose and I or tulpas in general.

>>294231

I could not finish that at all.

>>294231

That's not the whole thread but that's the gist of it. Quite frankly this is what convinced me that making a tulpa without a good reason and purpose is a bad idea. That being said though, since Rose was created as a happy accident there's no reason to deal with her differently. She seems quite kind and sweet with you A true tulpa should have it's own personality and will to an extent. It's kinda of like a marriage of sorts really. Only in this case the tulpa literally requires you for their continued existence. Though if you were created only as a sex toy to be used for someone's pleasure then I imagine that'd leave you pretty messed up like that Ni tulpa.

>>294240

You don't want to really. But

Tl;dr /fringe/ autist creates a tulpa for sex. Said tulpa discovers he has a giantess fetish and leverages that to eventually turn him into her slave and sex toy and uses him as a battery to fuel her existence. And he not only agreed to do this but actually enjoys it.

>>294242

In the tulpa thread, they are saying that it was a bad idea to have a tulpa to begin with. I know this is probably bad to ask this of me and knowing that Rose is right next to me as well, but should a problem ever does arise for whatever reason what should I do to destroy the tulpa?

>>294240

Yeah, it's something horrible to read. There are most likely other circumstances like these. Tulpas made for sexual needs, which is a completely awful idea and being made for that purpose would most likely drive the tulpa mad, like as >>294242 said.

The other most significant one I can think of is a /mlp/er making a Pinkie Pie tulpa. It ended up being deformed and was manipulating with his senses. Screams, loud ringing in his head, and cold touches. I think it ended up taking control over him.

I don't think Rose would ever do this to you, but just please know and research more about these topics just in case. It is better to be prepared.

>>294251

>>294245

>>294242

stop derailing the thread.

Probably not too related to dreams, but since meditation and other stuff has been brought up. What do you do if you think you're spiritually dead? IS there a point in meditation or other spirituality?

>>294271

You cant be truly spiritually dead because your spirit cant be killed.at least I'm pretty sure that's the case it may be dormant or what have you but never dead

>>294277

Well, should I do anything about it? Maybe that's why meditation and the like doesn't really work for me.

Also, what do I do if I think my dream waifu hates me or at least I assumed she does?

>>294209

Lots of writers are said to be able to talk with their characters they focus on and write a lot about, basically letting the character itself write out what he/she would do is specific scenarios.

>>294277

That's not true mate. Maybe while alive, but once you physically die, a stronger spirit can eat you. And you can destabilize a living Human's spirit enough that while alive that it disintegrates upon death.

>>294251

That pinkie pie one isn't real. It's just an autistic creepy pasta.

Sage for off topic.

I had a dream the other night abou a blue skinned succubuss beina literally being a part of this big ship. She fit into it like a key. Putting her in the wrong way morphed and distorted the ship. It showed that the right way was her vagina, that it was the key to fitting her in right. She covered it with the tip of her tail, which was heart shaped.

lets get this thread back on track with some nice Monstergirl alchemy

Might post a few dreams with monstergirls I’ve gotten weeks, I’ve been writing in a dream journal. Still haven’t achieved livid dreaming, it’s mostly a sense of third-person view, acting as an observer.

First dream

>third person view, observing two dryad girls (sisters or twins, I don’t know)

>the setting is a strange overgrown post-apocalyptic city/village, but it’s lush and green

>the girls seem to be doing various odd jobs for a unknown/unseen family hiding somewhere in the village, apparently under a huge tube-like building

>some time later, one of the girls stumble upon an ancient robot pilot with enough energy requesting help for restarting his transporter flight ship

>manages to find it, turns it’s the tube-like building that the family is living/hiding under it

>enters it, the ship is made out of plant-like organic flesh and recognisable metal/technology from our era

>somehow manages to make it work, the pilot gets back in and restart the ship -- unfortunately doing so lit the engine on, burning the hiding family underneath

>the girls are now on the ship exploring the cosmics, the dream ends there

The whole dream feels like something that fit in Nier universe.

Second dream

>third person again, observing a MC and his friends exploring an abandoned medical school campsite(?)

>a ghost dragongirl appears only to MC, his friends can’t see her

>a mad medical experiment seems to gone wrong, hence causing ghost dragongirl’s condition -- not known why MC is only one to see her completely

>ghost dragongirl is trying to transform into various forms to get his friends to notice her but fails

>idea of transforming into full dragon battle form, vaguely worked but only barely seen by friends

>time skip

>MC and ghost dragongirl are on a boat in middle of lake, attending a location as a friend of MC apparently died (no idea what’s happening there, scattering ashes? Going to the burial site via boat?) The dream ends there.

All in all, those were interesting dreams. I’ll continue trying for a proper livid dream though. Thanks to anons who suggested apple cider vinegar though, that stuff works now and again.

Dreaming, ACV before bed, first person

>Walking along a path in a forest of bamboo

>the path is climbing a hill

>well maintained, pebbles and stepping stones

>wandering this path for a while, something pulling me farther

>unknown amount of time passing

>come to a wall with a torii gateway

>continue inside

>looking around inside the walled area, there are a few buildings

>Shrug and walk up to the center one

>at the sides of the stairway are statues of foxes

>Inside looks like there is a large collection of cushions at the far end of the room, with a screen of some sort in front of them.

>other things in the room seem to range, offerings to the shrine, decorations, all sorts of stuff

>as I'm looking around at things i catch movement out the corner of my eye

>an accent I can't place exactly but old, yet a beautiful voice

>And what offering have you brought me Anon?

>the "Cushions" I saw seem to be moving behind the screen

>Bow and apologize, that I didn't know where I was, and brought no offering

>I see a flame behind the screen, worried for a second but it illuminates a smoking pipe of some sort

>She speaks again "Well… suppose I can find something you can do for me instead? Maybe on your next visit anyway."

>Next visit?

>Yes well, you're about to leave after all

>Wake up

>>294583

Wew anon print off the Ammit sigil and fall asleep with it, we must be messengers of our dear goddess

Also those kinds of dreams are always freaky thanks for sharing it

>>294587

What dream were you responding to?

>>294279

Try drinking more booze. Alcohol always helps.

>>294592

was possibly mine, first time i posted had formatting error so deleted it and reposted. Might have done their reply while it was still visible. >>294604

old was referring to accent style rather than the voice tone, her tone wasn't anything elderly.

Gonna try and access again tonight and see what happens, have to think of something to take along. Considering the fox statues, gonna take a guess, try and think of fried tofu for my offering on chance it's a kitsune of some sort. But alternatively, not familiar with the pic you posted >>294604

what sort of offering would be appropriate on that one?

>>294657

Did you see what else was on the shrine? That might give you an idea of what is an acceptable offering.

>>294657

>what sort of offering would be appropriate on that one?

The most appropriate offering would be to offer her your pipe, anon.

I Dreamt I couldn't move my legs, so I looked down and noticed a lamia was coiling around me. It made me pretty happy and I ended up waking up right before I saw her face. Ended up just hopping into my wheelchair and browsing /monster/.

I dreamt that I wasn't such a depressing loser. You could imagine my disappointment after waking up.

>>294739

Dont be such a faggot robot-kun

>>294693

Well I do have a really fancy pipe in my bedroom, Could give it a shot.

>>294684

the building I entered seemed to be void of clutter, large room with wooden floor for most of it, looked like tatami mats on the end with the mystery woman. whole end of the place was veiled by that curtain too much to tell what else was there.

>>294713

Try again later, who knows what the future holds, we already have one Anon that landed a lamia recently.

>>294713

I wonder what a lamia coiled around a wheelchair would look like.

>>294739

you really are tbh, go somewhere else

>>294713

Hotwheels, is that you?

>>294781

Try sleeping with it and see if it appears in your next dream. Also, that sounds kind of like oriental layout with the mats and the veil. Perhaps a kitsune or nurarihyon based on the pipe.

ACV has been pretty spotty for me, actually. Maybe i'm not drinking enough? I mix about 2 teaspoons of the stuff with water, anything more burns my throat

>>294808

>anything more burns my throat.

Well I sure hope you mixed it. As drinking the stuff straight will give you acid burns and probably send you to the hospital. There's a ratio that is supposed to give you the benefits without diluting it too much. I think it was 1:10 or something like that. But tonight I've just got some apple juice and that'll have to do for tonight.

I had a Monstergirl related dream recently. I dreamed I was pushing Yao on a swing in a forest and she said "Go in front of me." so I did and when she swung towards me I could see she wasn't wearing any panties, after sneaking glances a few times she launched off the swing and tackled me to the ground in a fluid motion and said in her best Van Darkholme impression "Do you like what you see?" and then lewdness commenced.

I don't even know if this dream was original or inspired from some media I may have consumed in the past but it was sure good.

>>294808

Works for me been on it for over a month now. But I do them quite thick maybe 3-4 tsp and 8oz water, make them in my protein shaker. I brush my teeth straight after drinking it.

I know for sports drinks it takes 30mins-2hrs for you to get the benefit but since you sleep longer than that I think before bed is the ideal time to take it.

Ok uh…let it be known that pickles do work for causing dreams just… don't eat a lot of them. I may be used to some weirdness in my dreams but I'm not sure about anyone else may enjoy it.

>>294850

Any specific kind of flavor?

>>294850

Just how weird can it get?

>>294915

Had some homemade ones. I believe they were dill spears with a couple slices of jalapeño and cloves of garlic in the jar.

>>294919

One part of it entailed a hole filled with water and white plastic bags that were filled with sliced jalapeños but that I knew at the same time had some poor puppies in them. I grabbed all these bags and was frantically trying to free the puppies that still looked like sliced jalapeños. Like some kind of overlap. On one level thery were jalapeños in a bag and another were puppies. So I free them, turned around and there was something like 13 of them including a Pomeranian and a husky and I think a chow. In this same dream there was a twin bridge for railroads I think and it was raining. I had an iPad with me and was panicking that it was wet and trying to dry it. While this was happening I sensed more than saw a field of darkness and…something in it and thought that if I really looked into it I wouldn't like the results. So I went back into the garage area where I had found the puppies.they were pretty adorable

>>294826

>>294844

alright, i think i found out why ACV is "spotty" for me, whenever i take it i get dreams so vivid and mundane that i instantly forget that i was dreaming at all

>>294788

didn't that happen in monster musume at some point with Miia and Mero?

>>294805

>>294781

So dreamer returning once more with another chapter.

>ACV and pipe near bed, not in bed so I don't break it.

>Snoozle

>back at the shrine

>Looking around this time I see scrolls on the walls

>many are paintings, watercolor looks like

>Screen still in place

>Silhouette behind it still

>One hand, I have the pipe

>Other hand, plate of fried tofu

>Came prepared for this shit

>Approach

>She calls to me, to stop in place

>I do

>"What offering do you bring?"

>I tell her what I have

>She says to come closer, and sit

>I get near enough to smell the smoke from her side of the screen

>smells like sage

>I recognize because I smoke the same in my pipe

>She invites me to sit and smoke with her, trading pipes

>the screen lifts

>Beautiful face

>Cushions move

>Realize it's a pile of tails beneath and around her.

>She has five, with marbled silver and golden blonde fur, same on her ears and her hair, tied back into a braid.

>Vibrant red kimono, not quite the standard priestess attire I would have expected, more formal looking.

>Eyes like gold, shining in the light of the room

>I offer her my cooking, and pipe

>She gives me her pipe

>We sit and relax together, a tail wrapping around me

>Overjoyed she seems to like my cooking

>"I've been keeping an eye on you for a while now Anon"

>the tail seems to gently pull me closer, joined by another

>She pats the fluff beside her, "Lay down if you like, You'll be waking again soon"

>I lay against her tails, impossibly soft, her fur smells faintly of plum, and perhaps a hint of something else I can't place.

>we continue smoking together a little longer, til the sage runs out.

>She pats my head, fingers in my hair

>I relaxed completely

>"Your offering was good, I appreciate it. Next time, perhaps a bit more talking. I know you must have questions."

>I nod weakly as I start to fall asleep in her tails.

>Wake up in reality

>can still smell the smoke and her fur

So, that's last night, questions I should ask? beyond the obvious. ask name, avoid asking age at all costs, maybe ask if she is, or follows a deity of some sort? i know with Shinto it's kinda crowded on spirits and the like.

>>295036

Ask the standard set of questions

1. Who is she

2. Why you

3. Does she know of /monster/ and what does she think of us

4. Does she kmow of Ammit and JUSTICE

And what dies she think of her and the it

5. How important is the eclipse going to be for her/you/us

>>295044

Sorry for the spelling errors

I wanted to add that you should also try and dress formally to match her it seems like the polity thing to do

I had a scary as shit dream about a skinwalker once, here's what I recall:

>In the dream my dad is taking me and my sister on a camping trip to one of the bumfuck girl scout campgrounds we would go to when my sister had to go to a troop campout

>Express my discontent with going on the trip, because I was terrified that a skinwalker was going to get me

>Dream Dad doesn't care, we're going anyway

>Campground is absolutely devoid of campers when we get there, the place feels barren and lifeless

>We bunk in one of the cabins, which are missing a lot of detail save for the four beds that took up most of the space on the inside of the one room cabin

>Lay down on one of the beds for a while, then I suddenly have the instinct to go up to the door, so I get up and open it

>Crazy fucking squirrel jumps at my face, then falls to the floor, morphs into a coyote and runs away

>Fuck no

>Bolt out of the cabin and run to a previously non-existent structure that was apparently like a garage with a second story being used as a living space

>Get inside garage-house, chase instinct is immediately gone, and I walk up the stairs to the second level of the building

>I'm just chilling in this really comfy room with a cheap-looking one person bed, a desk complete with a running desk fan, a dart board on one of the walls with all the darts stuck in different spots, and a metal folding chair in the center of the room which I was sitting in

>Day turns to night really fast while I'm sitting in the room, and as soon as night hits that chase instinct comes back

>I'm absolutely terrified that something was coming right for me, so I'm devising solutions to save myself

>Get the smart idea to act dead on the floor

>I just lay on the floor and silence my breathing for a while

>Front door to the first level opens, and I realize I'm being a dumbass and silently run down another set of stairs that lead down to a different part of the garage level

>Hide behind what could be described as a massive car lift, and start to hear my dad's voice calling out to me

>Except Dad's voice sounds VERY hoarse and strong, it still disturbs me a lot thinking about it

>He's yelling nonsensical garble and dumb shit to get me to come out. "Anon! You were wrong!" "Please come out, Anon! You won't get here alone!" "Putin is not your savior!"

My dad in real life thinks I'm a slavaboo because I almost dated a Russian chick at my school

>I knew it was the skinwalker that I was shitting myself about, so I'm deathly quiet while I hear him rummaging through the building

>He runs down the stairs with one of his arms outstreched, sort of like the aliens from Invasion of the Body Snatchers

>I get the odd urge to just run in front of him, I don't know why, but I just had to, so I did

>He stops right in front of me, he's towering over me by at least 2 feet, when in real life we're the same height

>He looks directly in my eyes

>His eyes are radically different, they're a dark amber color that were flickering and glowing

>I stare into those eyes that I knew weren't my Dad's for a good two seconds, while he's sporting this fucking malevolent-looking smile

>Wake up scared as shit

Sorry for the lack of monster girl content, but I have yet to see a nightmare posted in one of these threads so I thought I might as well post this one. I remember reading that when entities within dreams have noticeably different or exaggerated eyes, then the entity was a spirit intruding on your thoughts. I was wondering if any occultfags could confirm that so I could rest easy knowing that it was just a demon trying to feed off of my fear.

I have other dreams that actually include monster girls from MGE that I may post later when I'm less tired.

>>295055

It has nothing to do with the eyes. What did he "feel" like to you? The only way to tell is by how it intuitively feels to you. A dream character can look like anything. But outside entities in your mind feel different.

alright prefacing this with I watched a movie with some family that seems to be unrelated to my dream but I ate a bunch of pickles during it. I fell asleep at like 9 or 10 and finally woke up at about 12.

The earliest part I remember that I know happened first was that I was walking across a wooden walkway that seemed suspended in the air with massive bookshelves reaching up to the ceiling. I couldn't even see the ground. It was near pitch dark except for a dim light that either accompanied me or was coming from me. Something next was standing in the middle of the pathway and when I approached turned around and screeched at me and attacked me. I jumped back and ended up being startled awake. At this point I went straight back to sleep but imagined a sword for myself and killed the creature. I seemed half asleep half awake this entire time. And as I progressed things kept getting harder there were more demons loose that I killed or fought throughout the whole complex. I kept switching back and forth between 1st and 3rd person view while I kept fighting. There were a couple times I invoked/evokednot sure which I actually did Reitia I think and got some help there. I did end up waking up and going back at least 3 other times. Throughout every place I saw/fought in it seemed to be abandoned, run down. There were several rooms where these demons/creatures resided that were flooded with water, or were just trashed and torn up. One room I remember was this massive red dining hall. Loads of tables and the strange thing was that there was a massive number of normal people there. I recall I struck at them but they never attacked me. Another strange thing about them is that they weren't like most of my dreams where faces are kind of blurry or not exactly clear. These people were quite easy to see. But they all were speaking complete and total gibberish and were ignorant of all the choas that was going around them.

I also remember a few of these demons dropped spells or so,etching when they died that this voice wanted me to learn. I dont remember any of the names but I vaguely recall what they looked like because these were written using what I think are glyphs of some sort now on different objects. One seemed to be a mask or a doll that I remember. I dont think I ever actually learned or picked any of these up. Either because I never found anything or because I didn't trust the voice/the spells.

>>295093

Two other things. The first dream actually came back to me. There was a group I was with who were at some kind of large water tank/temple area I want to say. We spent a lot of time at these tanks/temples that did have sharks in them. We managed to block off an area that had a hidden stairwell and drained the water and unblocked the stairwell after pushing on these large blocks. Then we went down these stairs and the rest of the dreams unfolded from there. No idea where all the others went to. But there is another thing I want to add. I didn't notice it while I was in the dream but when I was in a room I couldn't see beyond it into the next room or hallway like it was just darkness. I was busy dealing with whatever was in the room at the time, but the darkness seemed kinda similar to what was in >>294973

Throughout the dream it seemed like I had a hard time controlling myself and what movements I made. Sometimes I seemed non responsive or did something I didn't want to do. Like there was some sort of interference preventing me from getting complete control.

>>289792

>kikipocalypse

>When the portals to the demon realm open, instead of a diverse flood of monstergirls, it's just a waterfall of kikimoras

>The kikimoras begin forming cleaning crews, who go around to the homes of lonely men and just clean the shit out of his home

>ironing his clothes, vacuuming his floors, cooking his favorite dish, everything

>then, when it's all done and you can eat off the ultra clean floor, the guy chooses his favorite, and then they become husbando and waifu

>out on the streets, very clean anarchy reigns

>the lawns of all the houses are mowed to perfection, the sidewalks are patched up, and ghettos are turned into paradises overnight and then back into ghettos on the next day because of course they would

>over all, the world is now a very clean place

>>295150

I welcome this with open arms.

>>295150

welcome to global germany

anyways, bought some incense, wondering how it'll affect my dreams if i burn some of the stuff

>>295159

Oh if it was germany then it'd be a very very different world.

>>295150

>Any guy caught on the street by a "cleaning crew" is immediately apprehended and "cleaned" aka, is violently mopped, dusted, vaccumed and swept and is then peacefully let go with a kiss on the cheek

>all gum found on benches is destroyed with a flamethrower and any individual caught in the act of placing gum ANYWHERE outside of a trashcan is tarred and feathered, which is considered to be the worst punishment possible in kikimora society because it makes you horrifically unclean

>Littering is now considered a crime against human and kikimora kind, with the punishment being instant tarring and feathering

>>295162

it just reminded me of Germany because people obsessively sweep the streets here

>>295163

Such beauty and magnificence.

>>295163

>"A strong arm and a study broom is necessary for a newer, cleaner, world" so said by famous leader of the pristine party, Nancy longbroom

>The pristine party has not only started off with a large kikimora base, but is gaining traction with many human dissidents, who have become fed up with the dirty ways of our modern world and are sweeping their way to a more orderly and dust free society

>"I've seen this filthy planet in all it's messed up glory. It sickens me" as said by Chris Johnson, an average joe who just wants a fresh world for all

>for those of you unfamiliar, the pristine party's main goals are; kikimora waifus maids for all, gum-free streets, extreme environmental protection, spic and span homes worldwide and overall, world cleansing

>>295170

>step out into the street

>people are literally eating off of the street, and then getting shoo'd off by hordes of kikis

>everything smells like lemon

>can't walk anywhere without tripping over some fluffy girl desperately attempting to sweep the sidewalk clean of any microscopic contaminants left

>>295173

>stroll around

>while walking, a bench is being lit on fire because a scrap of gum was placed on it

>the perpetrator of this crime is being publicly tarred and feathered for this

>his mother (a kikimora) is cying for being a failure, his father is wondering how he raised such an evil son

>traffic is backed up for days because a 1% increase in bacteria was found on a small strip on the road, which the kikimoras are desperately trying to destroy

>pristine party propaganda is everywhere

>"Only a SLOB wouldn't invite cleaning crews into his home!" "A shower a day keeps the cleaning crews away"

>CLEANING IS JUSTICE

>DIRTINESS IS EVIL

>FRESHNESS IS STRENGTH

>>295170

>>295173

How far will they go with their cleaning frenzy before they go mad? Will they believe the world isn't worth saving as it'll forever be dirty in some manner? Or would they just meticulously clean constantly for eternity? Imagine how often they'll wash your sheets and clothes at the sign of dust, dirt, or drool. Imagine the water bills.

>>295180

>Big kiki is watching you

>>295181

A necessary step for world cleanliness, freindo.

>>295182

>big auntie is watching you

>>295184

I…. I don't know if I want this anymore…

>>295185

ERROR: SLOB DETECTED

PROTOCOL 1 ENGAGED: BODY CLEANING INITIATED

>>295185

waking up next to a fluffball will change your mind duderino

>>295187

Please no….

>>295188

But the cost of it all. How much cleaning is enough? Or is it never enough? Can I do anything ever again without being forcibly cleaned every second?

>>295190

but she's so fluffy

>>295194

>but she's so fluffy

The phrase that was the downfall of man

>>295195

but they smell nice

>>295180

>Turning on the tv, the grand maid, big auntie "Nancy Longbroom" is making another speech

>You don't dare turn it off or switch the channel

>Currently, she's talking about the evil of dust and the necessity of it's eradication

>"Hello, children. It's me, your grand matron, Nancy Longbroom. I'm hear to talk to all of you about dust. It fills our homes, our basements, our sheds, attics and all abandoned places in the world! Dust is sign of a lazy household, uncaring in it's dirtiness! I shudder to think of dust, it crawls in my skin and makes me go berserk! This is why I have passed the "Death to dust" act, which will enforce citizens of this beautiful world to be investigated by the bureau of godliness, and if any dust is found in their place of residence, they shall be tarred and feathered, PUBLICLY. So please, for all that is good in this world, dust through your house. Stay clean, children."

>>295199

>after the address, a cleaning crew of 8 kikimoras break through your door

>"Please do be understanding loyal citizen, this is a simple procedure"

>the cleaning crew hastily goes through your house, checking for any and all dust

>they're using high tech dust detectors, and have brought a professional sniffer to sniff for dust

>once they've found no dust in the household, they regroup

>"Again, terribly sorry for the rude entrance, but hopefully this will make up for it"

>She give you a sweet kiss on the cheek, warm and jovial, like a mother

I'm imagining something like 40k but with kikimoras. Kiki space marines. Kiki arbites. Kiki inquisitors. All to cleanse the galaxy of chaos once and for all. Oh god. A kiki version of Boreale

>"There is no time to be lost! Cleaning-sisters!

>Space Maids, today, the enemy is at our door! We know our duty and we will do it! We clean for our honor, as Sud Ravens, as Space Maids, and we clean in the name of the Emperor!

>If we die this day, we die in glory. We die heroes' deaths! But we shall not die, no, it is the enemy who will taste cleanliness and defeat! As you know, most of our cleaning-sisters are stationed in space, prepared to deep cleanse!

>Our perimeter has been prepared in the event that our enemy should be so bold and so foolish! We have placed numerous beacons, allowing for multiple, simultaneous and devastating defensive deep cleanses.

>The Codex Washtartes names this maneuver "Steel Rinse". We will descend upon the foe, we will overwhelm them, we will leave none filthy! Meanwhile, our ground forces will ensure the full defense of our headquarters…

>We are the Space Maids! We are the Emperor's feather dusters fury!"

If all else fails, an Exterminatus become launching a gigantic can of Mr. Clean at the planet.

Can't believe my kiki dreams helped derail this thread.

>>295201

IN THE CLEAN DARKNESS OF THE FAR FUTURE, THERE IS ONLY WASHING

>>295199

He gazed up at the enormous face. Years it had taken him to learn what kind of smile was hidden beneath the dark bonnet. O cruel, needless misunderstanding! O

stubborn, self-willed exile from the loving breast! Two sake-

scented tears trickled down the sides of his nose. But it was

all right, everything was all right, the struggle was finished.

He had won the victory over himself. He loved Big Auntie.

>>295163

>tarring and feathering

>considered to be the worst punishment possible in kikimora society because it makes you horrifically unclean

top kek

>>295044

>>295045

I'll give those a shot yeah, and the dress formal, I'll see what I can whip up in dream cause the only thing I have around here that matches is a red Hakama.

On different note, entertaining as it is, the Kikipocalypse stuff is getting a bit off topic, need to keep the thread tidy and clean, so lets start filing that into it's own thread for preservation.

I had the most pleasant dream that I've had in a long while.

I was sitting in a field with the most beautiful Anubis, and we were talking, and then she asked me what I imagined life would be like if she was with me, so I described it to her, i described how we'd have a nice little house, not too big, not too small. How we'd live out in the countryside, near a river, a fifteen minute drive away from the nearest little town.

I told her how we'd have a little garden, with a pond and a bench, a nice little cobblestone path too, and in this dream, as I described it to her, it built itself around us, and the rest of the dream was spent in the house and in the garden, talking and enjoying each other's company.

I remember her voice, and how soft it was. I remember her eyes, they were beautiful, like two rubies in the sun.

I hope I'll get another dream where I can see her again.

i'm sorry if i fucked up the formatting, it's already been a long day and I'm feeling rather down.

>>295262

That's incredibly adorable and romantic.

>>295262

oneday.jpeg

>>295262

there are many that would envy you that dream Anon, hold the memory, cherish it, and find your way back to her once more.

>>295044

>>295045

>>295209

On tonight's episode of "I dream of fluffy tails"

Questioning the Kitsune, Played by as yet unknown Beauty, and her costar, Anon, as Anon. Having decent memory on the dream this time around, surprising cause it was pretty dialogue heavy. Maybe she's helping me along to remember it properly while I type.

>Acv, snooze time

>Temple again, wearing… after some focus, a nice outfit, almost like a Shinto priest.

>Approach the shrine

>She is waiting for me

>Smiling softly with her ruby red lips

>I approach and greet her with a bow

>"So formal today Anon?~ how nice of you, though not needed"

>both chuckle a bit

>I sit beside her when she invites me over

>Hands me a cup, pours sake, hands me the bottle

>I pour her a glass and we both drink

>"You have questions yes?" she asks with a kind gaze

>I nod and pull out a little list in my pocket

>She snatches it swiftly with a snicker and looks it over

>"Who am I? well I thought you already knew, but perhaps a reminder can't hurt. I know dreams can sometimes be hard to recall after all."

>she holds her hand out and a little ball of light appears, changing from a ball into a blooming lotus of yellowish orange light

>Most know me as Kohakuren, Priestess of Inari. My name is foreign to your language, and depending on how written can be The fox dynasty, fox earl of lotus, Firefly fox, Exquisite. hmhmhmhm" she seems to get some joy from reciting titles. "Though you may also call me Uya."

>She reaches over and pats my head "Why you? hmm, well I've been watching you for some time now, and you seemed interesting. You have a sense of Honor and arguably more rare in the present day, common sense."

>She looks down at the list again

>"What do I know of /monster/ hmm? Well considering I read over your shoulder when the mood strikes, probably more than you would know. Miss snake tulpa isn't the only one that can project."

>i can't help but roll my eyes a bit, and earn a soft smack from her tail as retribution

>"I know you'll be relaying things so, how to put it, Another group in a long line of humans that are putting themselves deep into that which they do not understand, but for humanity, this is rather the normal way of things… There have been worse ideas than this one before, at least."

>"A little harsh isn't it?"

>"You wanted my opinion, I'll give it honestly. And those folks reading likely want to know the truth of my thoughts."

>"Fair enough" I offer to pour another drink, we share as before.

>"Ammit…. hehehe, well so the old girl has someone actually following her in the modern age. How Riveting a show this will be."

>"What do you mean?"

>"The judge of the scales in the Nile, Trustworthy yes, but not one to expect favors from when her job comes due. Impartial to a fault that one. Image of the most deadly creatures of mans world in her domain."

>"She was beyond worship for two main reasons, fear, and being pointless effort, No amount of worship will alter her scales at eh end of life… but I'm sure she appreciates having some attention after so long."

> She finishes her log winded explanation and smiles softly "I won't tell people to stop what they believe to be a good path, holding values, it's not a bad thing. Just be aware of what may lie ahead."

> I look her in the eye and smile, reaching out slowly and touch her face, skin smooth, but very warm

>"Now, as for this, Eclipse…. not sure of any specifics that would relate to me, but, Can't hurt to throw some focus on the matter. Events like that can thin the veil, and act as a catalyst or amplifier for dealing with spirits after all."

>she nods as if affirming her own point

>"Now… looks like that's all the list you had hmm? I wonder how your /monster/ will receive my message"

>She sets her glass down and reaches over to me, caressing my face and pulling me closer. >Lips close enough to feel her breath, even if it smells of sake. and then, my alarm goes off… fuck…

So there you have what I could recall from the dream last night. I may have missed a little bit here and there but did my best to preserve the message.

This has been a bit of a strain on my head to remember everything of, but I don't think I missed anything big. Swear I can almost her her musing as I woke up though, I feel like she knew that alarm was about to go off and teased me at the end.

>>295329

>Kohakuren

https://vndb.org/c10552

>>295329

>Another group in a long line of humans that are putting themselves deep into that which they do not understand, but for humanity, this is rather the normal way of things… There have been worse ideas than this one before, at least.

Very fair. I don't think there's many anons here that would say we really do have a good understanding of what's going on at this point, but it gives reassurance that if we keep going along this path we eventually will keep learning.

>"The judge of the scales in the Nile, Trustworthy yes, but not one to expect favors from when her job comes due. Impartial to a fault that one. Image of the most deadly creatures of mans world in her domain."

>"She was beyond worship for two main reasons, fear, and being pointless effort, No amount of worship will alter her scales at eh end of life… but I'm sure she appreciates having some attention after so long."

I kinda figured that there had to be a bit more than just fear holding back so many from ever worshiping her, and this seems to form a simple answer, but one that makes sense. In modern times, though, I think a lot of people are more easily able to understand a religion in which you worship a being who won't just remove guilt if you give them empty praise or gifts.

>>295329

Well, assuming you're not bullshitting us, ask Uya if she knows of a way to better remember dreams or act more in them. Perhaps some way for other anons to find spirits/tulpas/folks like her.

incense hotboxing gives you fucked up dreams lmao

>>295330

I have played this game before, couple years ago, and made that name connection, though there were some fairly distinct differences in look and personality. Though taking the meaning of the game name 狐伯蓮, I can see why that would be chosen for the game character.

>>295331

>Very fair. I don't think there's many anons here that would say we really do have a good understanding of what's going on at this point, but it gives reassurance that if we keep going along this path we eventually will keep learning.

Learning is all part of the journey yea? Just have to be careful we don't run too deep into the unknown without lighting our way. As things stand I think we're not being too crazy, least not on /monster/ now over on /x/ that's a different matter.

>I kinda figured that there had to be a bit more than just fear holding back so many from ever worshiping her, and this seems to form a simple answer, but one that makes sense. In modern times, though, I think a lot of people are more easily able to understand a religion in which you worship a being who won't just remove guilt if you give them empty praise or gifts.

Beats the hell out of some of the mainstream ones these days.

>>295332

Considering Kitsune can be tricksters, the name bit might just be her messing with me, but the dreams are happening. I'll ask next time I see her and see what she has to say on the matter.

>act more in them. Perhaps some way for other anons to find spirits/tulpas/folks like her.

I can say for now that in my personal experience, having someone that already knows what they are doing, Shamans, monks, etc. Can be a great help to someone starting to learn about things like this. Spirit journey, lucid dreaming, the two are not all that different in how the mind accesses them.

>>295333

careful what kind you do this with and how your ventilation is as incense fumes could be harmful in extreme dosage as much as any smoke could be, but depending on what's in the incense it might not be safe for high exposure. Cheap ones can have chemicals and such to enhance aroma.

>>295335

i have it near an open window, but it still smells up the whole room

no smoke inhalation felt

>>295337

that should be just fine then, so with getting the weird dreams, what sort of incense are ya using?

what sort of dreams?

>>295338

some cheap chink stuff that i bought from a vietnamese market

just restless in general, like the kind so vivid that you wake up feeling like you haven't slept at all

>>295329

>"The judge of the scales in the Nile, Trustworthy yes, but not one to expect favors from when her job comes due. Impartial to a fault that one. Image of the most deadly creatures of mans world in her domain."

>"She was beyond worship for two main reasons, fear, and being pointless effort, No amount of worship will alter her scales at eh end of life… but I'm sure she appreciates having some attention after so long."

Good, if people are trying to worship her to get out of judgement they are doing it wrong,

The whole point of Ammit worship is that she cant be swayed, and thst when the time come for judgment she will judge us fairly, and if we pass good waifus but if we fail we take our punishment, and we don't whine about it, as best we can at least, because if we fail we were at least judged fairly and deserve whatever we get

And no one gets out of a being judged

From the lowest bum to the most powerful brooker

Title,creed,wealth,and power are all usless when it comes to seeing if your heart is heavy

>>295343

She's a good judge

t. ammit hallucination anon

>>295343

Worshiping her to try to get out of judgement or change the results at the end is scummy.

However, I don't think she'd have too much of a problem giving advice to anons to follow to help tip the scales to a more positive outcome at the end, would she? Would she also be ok with pre-weighing before the official weighing?

Say you visit her via dreams and ask to see what your heart is like at the moment and how to make it lighter, would she help you out?

>>295345

*to get her personally to change the results at the end

>>295345

I actually went in for a pre-weigh a while back, she seems perfectly fine with it, and what are gods for if not to give advice eh?

>>295349

>>295343

this just goes to show that >>295331 had a point with

>In modern times, though, I think a lot of people are more easily able to understand a religion in which you worship a being who won't just remove guilt if you give them empty praise or gifts.

the folks here understand it's not worship for a freebie, that the point of Ammit is truly to have a fair judgement. Though the next that does speak with her via dream, I would have you ask what the parameters of the judgement are in modern times. I doubt she would still adhere exactly to the old scale from the ancient days, though probably something similar.

>>295351

I believe from a mite of experience that it's on how "light" your heart is, i think like 90 percent of it is making peace with yourself

>>295351

Also i just want to say that the response to us messing with "things we dont understand" is LoL humans its pretty top teir funny, at least we arn't like the kek worshipers and their mad quest for void and chaos

We live in interesting times anons lets see where Mr. Bones wild ride takes us

>>295329

Quite interesting that she claims to be the priestess of the Inari. A quick google search tells me that name is from some SRPG from Japan so now I'm a bit suspicious that she may be a tulpa as well if this dream actually happened. But since assuming you're making this up is no fun, I'll continue along though the information about Ammit may not have come as a surprise to most of us the fact that the veil thins during the eclipse is good to know for whomever goes to the site to perform a ritual.

A couple questions I have in relation to the eclipse

1. Is the veil/barrier most thin in the area under the eclipse or everywhere on earth or only in certain places?

And

2.what can she tell us about Reitia? There is not much that we know about her and we are curious if Uya could tell us anything she may know.

Last night I asked Mother Reitia for a good dream with my waifu, but apparently she had a different idea in mind.

>be me

>be boyfriend of some black-haired, blue-eyed human qt

>we walk around a mall going through various stores, where​ she begins buying in bulk

>as she's in the checkout line at a GameStop, buying a few loaves of bread, I ask why she's buying everything.

>she points to her ear and says that she's hearing 'the wolves', which means apparently doomsday or some shit.

I can't remember the rest of the dream.

So, any relevance, /monster/?

>>295377

Build a bunker.

>>295377

HAPPANING.jpeg

>>295377

Don't forget, Reitia is associated with wolves.

>>295349

What kind of advice did she give you?

>>295380

>>295381

Fugg :-DD

>>295391

True. Then what is Mother Reitia trying to tell me then? What would 'hearing the wolves' mean?

>>295377

>>295394

We'll depending on the culture and religion wolves are either venerated and respected or feared as evil or murderous or hateful. Given that Reitia is associated with them and she was the head goddess of the Venetic pantheon we can probably assume she was trying to warn you about something. Whether it applies to just you or to all of us though will probably be figured out later.

>>295395

This makes sense. Considering I had an ex who had black hair and blue eyes, maybe it's something related to her?

>>295352

>Make peace with yourself

How do you go about doing that? Or nearing spirit waifus in the first place?

t. Robot

>>295411

*Meeting spirit waifus

>>295365

it's entirely possible that she is a tulpa, but not complaining if that is the case. For now I'll go with assumption the name is a coincidence, Didn't see her last night though, shit was weird last night. Might have been one dream bleeding into another or just one massive fest of weird.

A long dream and I'm pretty sure I don't remember all of it. but here we go

>Not sure where it started, but there was a large building, stupidly huge.

>Big business of some kind,

>Inside seemed more like the SCP organization

>Next I know i'm deep inside the place

>Moving through the area I'm in I come to a small laptop on the ground

>Picking it up it displays tickets available for a flight, location ad name are free to be anywhere or anyone

>Take the tickets from the screen

>Get discovered by security

>Captured and imprisoned within the facility

>Someone helps me, don't see who it is, sounded like a girl. The locks and hinges of the door froze solid and shattered, but nobody was outside.

>Take my chance and haul ass

>Out a window, and suddenly climbing down that giant ferris wheel in england

>Get to the bottom and jack a truck from seurity

>Go to the airport and take off on a plane to japan with one of the tickets

>Feels like I was being followed the whole way

>Getting off I wader the airport for a while

>Meet a girl, I feel like I know her, like she's a friend, (realize now I don't recognize her at all)

>we wander the airport together a while

>Come across a room that looks like some hive out of the Alien movies, but the goo and structures are all pinkish flesh rather than black chitin.

>Move through the creepy room with no damage aside from getting slimed a bit

>Other side let out on a highway

>Deserted, cars abandoned everywhere

>Some post apocalyptic shit or something

>After going for a long time we are suddenly back in an air port.

>Hand over the remaining two tickets and we fly off together

>No idea the destination intended but,

>Where we arrive is, another massive facility of some kind

>I know i've forgotten some infiltration details here, but she was pushing up to find some animals that were being held here.

>Turn around to look back and the path is gone

>Wandering, find a big open area, with a large river flowing through, the area looks like a farm

>There is a massive ship docked at the middle of the area

>>295414

>Old pirate ship, feeling like something that would be out of One Piece by it looks almost cartoony

>Someone comes up with a crossbow and threatens the animals in the pens unless i tell them everything I know

>Spit out a string of things I can't quite remember but I do recall that it seemed like pointless information at the time

>As he's about the shoot some doggo in the nearest pen, mystery girl grabs his hand and says something about hand of death, i forgetht e exact wording but the meaning i understood at the time was beware the light,

>She then judo flips em out into the open sunlight in the middle of the area and he dissolves into sand, screaming in pain

>We release all the animals and heard them onto the pirate ship, and start down the river

>Giant spikes of rock and Ice keep jutting out of the water and we have to dodge them with the ship

>Ask what's causing the danger, answer was something like Northern mermaids have skill in earth and ice magic, and are territorial as hell

>Saw a few of them after that as we dodged their attacks, a few hitting but not sinking the ship

>make it through somehow

>ship is beached

>Animals all go free

>Girl takes me and leads through the nearby woods

>come out and get in a truck

>phone call asking to "come to the house"

>Drive around, massive mountain of sand, large section of it seems to be tar sand like roads are paved with but finer grit, and has some thick transparent fluid resting in pools across it.

>Drive past a massive lake of the shit

>Get back to "normal" sandy areas

>Driving up and up the side of the ssand mountain, bits of grass here and there but nothing else, it's like a mountain range of sand.

>Get to the top and drive for a distance along this one little road at the peak of a long dune. Come to a small 2 story house, with a little creek running past it.

>Trees and stuff in the area here

>Dialogue I can't remember between self, mystery girl, and two adults that seem to be two friendly scientists of some sort.

>Given a phone, more complicated than I've ever seen before, and not told the password.

>Decide to wander around after they say dinner will be a while, seeing a massive bowl of snails on the counter, all still alive

>I know there are others in the house but don't think I met them

>Have permission to wander,

>Go sliding down the dunes, reminds me of childhood at the beach

>Get to the bottom of the ones I was at and realize need to get back

>Too many stiff dropoffs and now more stone than sand along the bottom edge, like the sand was covering it up earlier

>The sand is disappearing, slowly, and taking the path back along with it.

>The stone has outcroppings that overhang too much to reliably climb

>Start back on the road taken earlier to reach the house

>A storm is approaching, wind picking up

>Run faster

>Go past the tar area, jumping over pools of the clear goop

>Texture of the landscape keeps getting more rough

>Pass the tar area and climb sand mountain road again

>Feel a strong drive to make it back to mystery girl at the house

>As I reach the top, my heart sinks. the path is gone, and floating chunks of sand, like pillars topped with a little grass or foliage of some sort, all mid air and roughly the vertical length of telephone poles, about as large around as car tires.

>I take a running start and jump to one of them, looking down there is, nothing below, for what looks like miles down.

>Gulp… and jump to the next, and the next. I see the house far ahead

>Wind picks up, looking over the storm is like a massive wall of black and grey cloud and a couple tornadoes in the distance

>Jump across more and more, the wind picking me up, extending my jumps as I go

>Jumping back to the house

>Overshoot and land in the stream

>Get to the house, mystery girl at entrance

>She welcomes me back

>Scientist dude explains something about buried devices being the reason for the sand flying in pillars as it is, and the reason the house still had ground beneath it.

>We go inside

>a corpse outside the window, in a little center courtyard of the home

>Looks like the lady scientist fell from the roof or something

>The snails crawling out of the bowl and completely covering the woman's body

>me mystery girl, and science guy all run up the stairs.

>Looking down from above, the snails start to climb the walls outside

>The body was completely devoured by the swarm, bones and all, it's gone

>Building rumbles as the storm reaches it

>Can feel the whole little floating island getting tossed about,

>Hold on to mystery girl intent on protecting her

>Shortly after that i wake up

So yeah, last night was a wild ride…. well not everything can be "I dream of waifu"

>>295414

> Didn't see her last night though

You should make sure to ask her out on a date the next time you see her.

>>295392

I didn't feel like asking any, but she didn't seem like an especially stern lady

>>295411

You probably won't if you're the one who keeps moping in all the threads

>>295468

Wouldn't be so mopey if I had some damn way of fixing myself decently. Dream waifus or meeting Ammit should do the trick if it actually worked effectively.

>>295469

I don't think there's much she could tell you lad, if you see something you dislike about yourself change it you dumbass

>>295472

Would be easier to do that if I wasn't depressed so often. You think Ammit could do something about that?

>>295482

probably not, seek professional help etc.

>>295484

>Professional help

That's a surefire way to get Dr. Goldberg to shove crazy pills at me, followed by me losing my guns. Any more natural way?

Had a dream that a gigantic eastern style dragon was causing all the storms in my area for the last week or so. caught a picture of it flying by in the dream, seemed to piss it off. rest of the time was spent trying to escape pissed off dragon.

>>295487

obviously not, else you would have done it already. stop being a miserable sack of miserable garbage and fix your own damn head no excuses

>>295488

I think i had a dream more or less like that too, woke up feeling really refreshed

>>295487

Last thing I can honestly tell you is to try meditation. If that doesn't work learn to accept yourself and stop shitting up threads with your moping

>>295504

the problem with a lot of people like this is that their entire personality starts to revolve around feeling shitty tbh

>>295482

No one cares if you're depressed. Fix yourself. If you can't do that, kill yourself. It's that simple. Lots of people get depressed. You aren't a special snowflake because of it.

I tried the ACV thing. I did have a bit of a longer, more vivid dream but there's no waifu to report as yet. I did prevent Frodo Baggins from killing himself like at least 5 times though.

>>295487

Personally speaking, I think you need purpose. Go set yourself a goal you can strive for. Ideally something you'd be able to both alone and with someone else. You are your own quest giver anon. Example goals include:

1. Help ensure humankind eventually discovers the answers to the secrets of the universe. Even if it happens after you're dead. (This one is great for inventors, engineers and scientists. This goal is also served by raising a kid to be the best they can be in order to ensure future generations have the ability to continue your work.)

2. Preparing for some undiscerned future event. (loads of people go for this one, /pol/ prepares for the day of the rope, /monster/ prepares for the day of the rape etc)

3. Serving some religious body or cause. (Finding purpose in service to something else. This tends to result in some pretty neat results such as acts of goodwill towards other people or art dedicated to a certain cause. A lot of people take this one without knowing it such as Antifa. Those dedicated to serving Ammit fall into this category as well.)

There's a bunch of others too I'd reckon. But it doesn't matter what kind of goal it is, but merely that you have one.

Related to the whole Ammit thing - I remember reading somewhere, and I don't remember where or know if it's accurate - that if your mind and soul are full of bad emotions and/or feelings and you try to traverse the spirit realm your view of things will influence what happens around you. Like, as in, if you're frightened, frightening stuff will start happening. I don't know how many people know the feel of a dream turning into a nightmare if they imagine, like, something hiding in the darkness or something, and in the real world that's not a threat - but in the spirit realm, imagined fears become real. Couldn't that mean, or wouldn't that mean, that Ammit's weighing process at the end of life to see how stained your heart is by "heavy" emotions like that and her job of slaying those whose hearts weigh too much is a mercy, not a punishment?

>>295572

stick with it lad, it'll be cool!

>>295579

Yeah that's a more eloquent way of what I said- the entire judgement seems to be based on the "lightness" of your heart at the time of the trial

i.e probably no robots

>>295579

>>295619

I disagree, There are plenty of people who feel guilty despite doing nothing wrong and there are plenty of people who've committed heinous acts who don't feel the slightest amount of guilt. I'd imagine the weight of your heart, in Ammit terms, is based on how guilty you are rather than how guilty you feel.

>>295627

things will weigh on your heart no matter what, a "light heart" just basically means you will be happy with whatever verdict is given. Everyone has done shitty things at least once in their life, the important thing is to gain closure on it.

>>295365

>>295329

And so another dream of fluffy fox has come to me, took a few tries to get somewhere on this, but man the weirdness of the vivid dreams I've had in the meantime. Went into this with a few things in mind.

>Arrive at the temple once again, the season seems to have gotten deep into winter now,

>snow everywhere on trees and rooftops, along the walls around the shrine grounds.

>Approach the main building, shivering.

>Inside once again there she is, tended to by a couple of single tailed, though also quite fluffy

>the fur coloring seems to match priestess waifu

>She beckons me over, puffing on the pipe I gave to her before, but it now has decorations hanging from the bowl end

>I bow in greeting and she smiles

>"So anon, seems they didn't appreciate my borrowing a name, no fun at all"

>She sighs and blows a ring of smoke

>"Well that's fine, I still rather like it myself though… perhaps I should tell at least you, what my real name is hmm? Since you seem so determined to meet with me over and again. But do keep the true name to yourself hmm?"

>I nod and approach closer, she whispers it in my ear.

Doing as she asks and not revealing it here

>"I'd rather not have uninvited callers showing up here after all, and besides, this lets me play with your audience a bit."

>She gets this sly looking smirk across her face

>I bring up the new questions for her, what does she know of Reitia and about the veil thinning

>"Hmm, well the veil bit seems simple enough, the more full the eclipse is, the thinner it will be in that area. Think of it as the less direct sunlight, the better."

>As if to demonstrate, she forms a small ball of light in her hand, and then uses the other to block it

>"Where the shadow falls, all manner of oddity can happen, with the right spark to start it."

>I ask what she means by spark.

>"Spiritual energy, more so if pressing from both sides of the veil, may have a chance to affect things. Though as to how precisely, well that is the complicated bit. I don't think you'll be able to remember enough to make it worth while."

>She pauses for a few moments, seemingly in thought

>"Reitia, yes that lovely girl. It's been a long time since I had heard of contact with her. Poor dear was so thoroughly forgotten when the pantheons of her area changed."

>"I've not met her personally, but I have heard from higher places that she does seem quite thrilled with having followers again, and a new image to better connect to the modern age."

>I tell her that the /monster/ is all or largely the ones behind Reitia

>"Oh yes I'm aware of that, skeptics, many of them, but majority seem to have at least good intentions. Frankly there are many of the old gods awakening in the modern days. Not all good, but many thankful to have a new presence."

>I sit and listen to her, unable to look away from her face

>"Mhh? seems something else is on your mind?"

>I nod, stumbling over my words a bit I manage to ask her for a date

>She gets this look in her eyes, excitement maybe? almost hunger, but not scary.

>"If you insist, I wouldn't mind company for a walk. But not much is around these parts."

>>295687

>I tell her just a walk would be lovely

>Taking her hand she leads me out the side of the building and down a path, through the wall and onward upward on an incline.

>The path is lined with bamboo, the steps round stones, snow everywhere but seeming to melt before her steps

>She remarks at the beauty of nature

>I give some cheesy line of it paling to her own

>Might have gotten a little blush out of her, she hid it with her tail across my face before I could be sure.

>Up the path a ways we come to a pond, the water unaffected by the frost around it

>Koi swimming heedless of the weather

>one of the fox maidens passes by and hands her a bag

>turns out to be pellets for the fish

>I can't help but ask of the other girls around

>"They are my daughters, Anon, They assist in the duties around the temple, and with me they too hold reverence for Inari."

>i ask how many she has

>"Hmm? so curious eh? thinking this fox has too many children? too many years of her life already?"

>She boops my nose with her finger

>"Only kidding, I don't believe you would be pushed away by such. At present I have eight daughters. But my age I would prefer you not go spreading around."

>I simply smile and nod

>she pulls me closer with her tail, so warm in the cold of the wintry mountain.

>We sit on a bench and toss pellets to the fish for some time

>A simple outing, but very enjoyable

>we sit close, cuddling within the covering of her tails, and watch the snow fall on the mountain.

>The scenery looking downhill was amazing, seeming to stretch to the horizon, and other little shrines are visible even from so high up, dotting the landscape.

>as far as could be seen through the falling snow anyway.

>Up hill, when a view could be grasped, seemed to go to the sky, as if the heavens were but a climb away.

>Holding hands

>Leaning against one another

>She seems happy with how things are

>And I am perfectly fine with that

>As the sun sets we start back down the path.

>Snow thicker everywhere, still steadily falling, and still clearing with her steps

>We arrive back at the temple and she lays on a futon that the daughters have provided, inviting me beside her

>She rolls me onto my side away from her, I let her position as she likes

>We lay together, her incredible tails around us, warmth not wanting. I feel like I'm sinking into the fluff as I relax, her breath against my neck, and arms around me, body against my back.

>This went on til I fell asleep within the dream, coming back awake in reality

>Felt incredibly refreshed.

I'll do as she asked and keep her true name from here, She told me you can refer to her as before, or call her Firefly. Anons, there are a bunch of Kitsune out there, and other shrines too. I feel she's not likely to follow the same circle that /monster/ does with Reitia and Ammit, but she doesn't seem to have major issue with either of them at least. If it gets me more time with Kitsune waifu I'll stick to her shrine and Inari for the most part.

>>295619

In other words, people need to know who they are, really know who they are, and accept all aspects of themselves, both light and dark. That's what I've been seeing. This is basically monstergirl alchemy. And, instead of the philosopher's stone, our end goal is a heart lighter than a feather.

>>295687

>>295688

Nice dream, anon. Hope you have more. Hey, next time you meet, can you ask her the following?

1. How can a regular anon from here more effectively have the same experience as you or snekanon? Via dreams, meditation, or otherwise? Is there any trick or ritual to find some spirit or mind monster girl?

2. Are there ways of boosting your own spiritual energy before the eclipse? How do you know how much you have?

3. Any rituals that one can do during the eclipse to help push through this veil more?

4. Is there way to push through the veil otherwise? Nighttime should have some better results, right?

>>295712

Depends why the murderer did it. If the crime doesn't weigh, what about the motive or method?

>>295712

probably, yeah

>>295705

when is that eclipse happening anyways?

>>295714

When you're talking about the eclipse, just any lunar eclipse?

>>295713

It doesn't really depend on that, all he needs to do is justify it to himself in some twisted fashion. Ones heart shouldn't be judged on ones self conciousness is what I'm saying. Otherwise unrepentant sinners would have light hearts, while innocent flagellants would have heavy ones.

>>295714

August I think. It'll happen over St Louis if I remember correctly.

Also I took another hit of ACV last night but I didn't get much out of it. I think I tried to shoot someone who blew up a bunch of civilians but I had like one bullet which was ejected out of the gun instead of fired.

>>295717

Just because a murderer justifies it to himself, doesn't mean he's being truthful to himself. Remember, sin itself is a man-made concept. Ammit is a goddess, far beyond man.

> It'll happen over St Louis if I remember correctly.

It's not going to pass directly over St. Louis. It'll pass over Makanda though. And, Makanda is known as the "Star of Egypt", with that whole little region being known as Egypt. Im pretty sure it's confirmed the meetup is going to be there.

>>295688

I guess the next step is asking if you can give her a new daughter.

>>295705

will try and remember to ask next I see her. From what i know on your questions from the top of my head though.

Q1, no idea. Just kinda stumbled into the encounters I've had, Kitsune is not the first spirit i've met.

Q2, nothing comes to mind that hasn't already been stated, how to measure…. no idea how to quantify something like that.

Q3 I don't know anything specific right off hand, could do a bit of research.

Q4, the phases of the moon have something to do with how the veil works for different things. But I don't know the specifics right off hand.

IIRC different practices viewed the phases differently, some seeing full as stronger and some seeing new moon as stronger.

Will still ask her these things next i see her and get her input, will likely be more knowledgeable than I am at the moment. Also currently hyped as fuck on caffeine from work for the day so take all this with a grain of salt.

>>295760

Sounds like fun, will have to see her thoughts on the matter. likely ask about it when things have progressed further, or she decided to look at the page here somehow.

>>295760

Thats a bit forward anon

I think that asking about how we can push

From our side, how we can apply spirit energy is an ok thing to ask

Also would it be ok for you to ask her for a simple ritual for Ammit and Raitia to do for the Eclipse i think we did a good job explaining why we worship her/them

Also

Were all the other shrines in the same style as hers or did you see different styles (Roman Aztec Greek Celtic)

>>295763

Oh, also ask her about this philosophical discussion that's been going on about judgement and being light hearted. I want to see her take on it.

>>295764

was a little difficult to tell from the distance, more like there were other structures I could see that clearly were not just more forest. They were a good distance off though, seemed to be a few dotting valleys and other hilltops. I assume it's just somewhere in "spirit world" or whatever you want to call it. Will try and see details better next time if possible.

>>295766

>>295765

Also maybe ask about doll anon and Emile…im sure she won't know much but it be good to get some info on her i think doll anon would like that

>>295767

gonna be a couple nights worth of questions if we keep going like this. will have to see if I can do something like Rose anon and get her to conscious level, if she wants to give it a shot.

Perhaps we should keep some of the more inane questions to a minimum gents. I know if I ever met a spirit waifu I wouldn't want to be bombarded with questions all the time. That being said I have a little experiment I would like >>295777 to try.

When you are next in your world I want you to try willing/imagining something to appear. It can be any small item really like flowers a hat or whatever you wishperhaps not a weapon or anything like that but when you try this I want to know how quickly it worked. Whether it was near instant or if it took a moment. After that I think I'll keep my requests to a minimum.

>>295790

Seems simple enough, and an example already though i wasn't payig much attention to timing of the appearance. well the last time I did this was the clothing to look formal on the second approach and beyond. without having already focused on it outside the dream a bit first, (the food and pipe offering were there when I arrived) the clothes did take a bit of time iirc, but I'll do a specific attempt and try to judge time and focus to see what happens.

>>295827

Ok cool. I'm very much looking forward to the results.

>>295262

I saw her again. This time was not so happy.

She was sitting under a tree, reading a book. she would sometimes look up, sigh, and go back to reading, a little slower than before.

It was like I was an observer, not there. I was rooted to the ground fifteen or so feet away.

Near the end of the dream she started crying, and i wanted to run over to her and comfort her, but I couldn't move, no matter how hard I tried.

if the next dream is happier, I think I will greentext it.

Any particular way to focus on monster girl dreams and to better remember your dreams? Maybe even lu I'd dream?

I've tried the dream journal, but it's hard to get it going if you rarely remember dreams.

>>295917

I find that drinking Apple Cider Vinegar and taking an hour to think on what you want to dream about helps. Sometimes though, it just happens.

>>295911

Were you lucid in the dream?

>>295936

I honestly would not know, The dream was extremely vivid, but I was not able to change anything in it, and that's the 'big thing' for lucid dreaming that I've heard of.

>>295944

Were you aware, and could you consciously decide your own reactions to things? That's how you know you were lucid. Some dreams are more difficult than others, and it takes time to learn how to manipulate dreams.

>>295950

Then yes, I was.

>>295828

>>295705

Greetings once again dreamer anons, Another tail to tell.

For tonights dream I got a couple of questions in, and did a little creative producing. Getting right into things.

>Find myself high on the mountain path

>The shrine far below, but today, no snow was falling, everything was still white off in the distance though

>I start down the path, thinking to myself of a fancy comb, something that could be good for the tail fur

>it takes a few minutes while I'm walking but the image that had been in my head does appear in my hand.

>I pocket it and continue down the path

>When I arrive at the wall, i follow around to the gateway and enter

>There are a couple of the daughter kitsune tending the snow covered gravel, raking it into zen garden sorts of wave patterns.

>Exchanging waves and pleasant greetings as I pass by, one points me toward one of the side buildings

>I enter the structure, seems to be a storehouse of a sort, smells like tea is being made somewhere

>Follow the smell and find her off in a corner with a little kettle on a fireplace, one of those iron enclosed ones that you can use as a stove

>She offers me a cup of tea, seems it's jasmine

>"What brings you bye today Anon?"

>I smile and hand her the comb,

>She runs it through her fur a few times and pats me on the head "Well made."

>"So, what questions do you bring me today from the curious ones?"

>I tell her of the four questions

>"How, well, in most cases, you have to have someone, a spirit or in snake fellow's case, a tulps. that are interested in talking to someone. Meditation is the usual means, but those with decent control in dreams can pull it off too."

>ask her if someone can just jump into it without having an interested party

> "It's not that you can't, just a lot less likely to find anyone… though diving in and wandering around does have a knack for getting folks curious. It's what got my attention to you."

>"on the next thing, well… how to measure isn't really an easy thing to explain. Spirits can gauge it easy enough, but people have difficulty… boosting can be a matter of willpower with a goal in mind. Giving something up in exchange is a common theme, now this is not a required thing to give, but, it's kind of like monks and vows of Celibacy."

>"I think I said before that pushing through works best from both sides, but for extra, you could chant something relating to the individual you want to contact, just be aware that the intended target, might not be all that hears you, and not everything is friendly, nor wants contact. Tell them they do so at their own risk."

>Tell her that's kinda deep

>She smiles and sips her tea "Once you see through, the other side sees you too, there is no going back."

>I shudder a bit, and drink my tea

>Time goes by, sitting in silence in the back corner of the storehouse

>Simply seeing one another and nobody else, til the tea runs out anyway.

>She puts the kettle away and adjusts the stove to be less intense a heat, standing and heading to the door

>>296119

>I follow her out and across the courtyard of the place.

>Into another building at the opposite corner

>One of the daughters is laying on the floor, a futon a few feet from her, sheet wadded up half way between. Guessing she's one that rolls around a lot in her sleep

>I'm led around the corner away from the snoozing fox

>As I round the corner I'm pressed against the wall by Firefly

>She looks deeply into my eyes

>"What is it you really desire here? just information day after day, or a companion in myself? my daughters?"

>I try and give her a smile, though I'm certainly startled, and tell her that yes, I am asking a lot, but, I am asking of her because I believe that she would know. That I come again and again to see her, not just another girl, but because she is her.

>"What do you desire of me?"

>I gulp, audibly. and answer, F-for now, you are a friend, attractive, intelligent, and as I get to know you more, we can see what you desire of me too. I'm happy having contact, but if you want more, there can be more.

>She keeps that look, locked gaze with mine

>Leans in and plants a kiss on my lips, strongly, pressing against the wall, and a hand pulling my head against her.

>I put my arms around her too, and we make out for a while.

>Eventually she pulls back, don't know how long later.

>"Anon, you're welcome here, and I do like you. That's all you get for now though~" her tone is teasing me at the end

>I realize I'm breathing hard from the kiss.

>she gets this smug look on her face and whispers in my ear "You don't have enough spirit to last with me in anything really serious" and licks my ear

>I'm positive my entire face was a blush at that

>I reach up ad caress her cheek, she smiles a moment before returning to that teasing smirk and blocking my face with a tail

>I try and push it from position so I can see again, and I feel her hug me, her head leaning against my shoulder.

>"I don't want to hurt you, you know. so get stronger."

>I nod and hold her there for a while

>The dream ends sometime after that, just embracing

So, there you have it, I ended up waking up kinda tired after this, went back into a dreamless sleep for a while. I'll leave interpretations to you for now

>>296123

it's not every time I go to sleep, actually. I had a few nights with some pretty weird shit up there too. for example

>>295414

>>295488

And best I can really say on the getting repeats, just a lot of focus on Firefly before I pass out. Like, I actually end up passing out while thinking of her… course I also did the same on the weird ass dreams so, not perfectly consistent. Could also have something to do with having experience in doing Spirit journey meditation stuff, kinda gets your mind used to keeping some degree of cohesion.

I also keep a journal beside the bed for when I do wake up, to write down what I remember. That, and remembering other little bits here and there as I type, are the only reasons I get as much description as I do in things here.

>>296128

>so get stronger

Ok, how do you plan on doing that? Also, any tips for someone who hasn't done meditation or has trouble concentrating when attempting to?

>>296134

Just practice. At one point you'll be able to do it naturally. At the beginning I too had problems to stay focused for more than 10 minutes, now I can do up to one hour. I've been at it for over 2 years by now though.

Just woke up from a pretty wacky dream

>Sitting in my room at the bottom of some deep-ass bunker

>There was something fantastical and apocalyptic going on overhead

>I think it was either a kaiju attack, a giant magical girl battle to the death, or some combination thereof

>Sitting on my bed in the middle of my "room" and getting ready to go to sleep when I realized I forgot to lock the entrances

>There's two entrances and a public bathroom in my little area, but the layout is so confusing and intricate I would hit the character limit trying to explain it

>Lock the first entrance, sitting back in a little alcove in the wall

>Suddenly hear the second entrance open and shut, and two monstergirls come down

>They don't see me because I'm in the alcove, and continue down to my room

>They start pretty obviously yuri-ing judging by the sloppy kissing sounds and moans

>Walk in to interrupt them

>One's an older, black haired kitsune with white tails, the other is a tan and dark purple haired catgirl

>They're startled and start apologizing because they didn't realize it was my room and they "needed a recharge really bad"

>"It's fine, you can use the bathroom, I can step out and let you use my bedroom, or we can turn this into a threesome"

>Kitsune elects for a threesome and the catgirl follows suit

>Experience the bliss of fluffy tails for a mere few seconds before my dream fast-forwards to way later

>The sheer frustration makes me go lucid for a minute before I wake up

I swear to god when I master this lucid dreaming thing I will dick those two into unconsciousness

>>296120

You're going to have to ask her more about how to make your spirit stronger.

>>296139

I'm not sure where to start with meditation. What is it like at first in general, for anons new to it? Is it normal to 'hear' or 'think/sense' repeating words/phrases in my head, watch scenarios play out in my mind like I'm dreaming/imagining it but I'm trying not to push it. What am I settling for, what are the signs of absolute concentrating? Perhaps I shouldn't be trying to compare it to anything either as meditation/outcome could be different for each anon.

I really should ask this question in /fringe/ or other boards but I figure /monster/ is a good place to start, given with how helpful it is.

>>296120

>>296119

Ok. given what you've told us and described to us I think it's safe to say that you aren't taking us on a ruse. Just a lot of little details you've given that unless you're Knowledgeable about Japanese culture and religion, you wouldn't know about. As for Ms.(Mrs.?)Uya she doesn't appear to be a tulpa like with snekanon, and most of her answers fall in line with what I already know. As well as filling in a few gapsplease thank her for me when you next meet. What she has told us is quite helpful best of luck getting stronger as she put it.

>>296174

>Mrs.

Anon, I'm pretty sure she's not a an evil cuckingfox. That said, I am curious about what might've happened with any past husbands. I mean, I'm pretty sure she's in a sort of afterlife. Unless maybe she's never had a husband and those children exist in a way similar to some of the deities that might have had children out of their own desire to create life alone.

I bet she already knows a lot

But see if shed like to know anything about us/our world we've been asking losds of stuff of her so i think its only fair to return the favor

Also fox bro hope to see you at the eclipse!

>>296163

For me I always had loud thoughts at first, thinking about random things, having conversations with myself and my fantasy. Those kind of things. After a while I managed to control it and achieve pure silence for roughly 20 minutes straight.

>>296163

Tbh, /monster/ is a way better occult board than /fringe/.

>>296120

You know, I think you should ask her if Reitia truly sees herself as someone who is not able to give love herself, rather only create it between two others. Additionally, it'd be good to advise her to try and get more info on what Ammit is doing right now, since from what I've heard she's grateful to the point of trying to put together an entire new afterlife for us, with it already being the size of a continent now.

>>296235

>Ammit is doing right now, since from what I've heard she's grateful to the point of trying to put together an entire new afterlife for us

Whoa, where'd you here that anon?

>>296238

Someone from here who's had some Ammit-related dreams.

>>296250

I need to see the cap for this. I do not recall hearing about this before

>>296189

Isn't Mrs. The proper title for widows though? I mean she does have 8 daughters. Unless she literally created them then I would expect there to have been a husband or consort at some point

>>296353

I thought Ms. was the proper term for widows.

>>296434

It would appear that we could both be right. Though really it's up to her.

Forgot puc

I think something is trying to possess me.

>night before last

>only remember end of dream, where a mass of black tentacles and hatred was trying to envelop me

>dream ends when my head breaks free, scared shitless and half expecting it to follow me out of the dream

>last night

>running down a hall, trying to get away from something

>doesn't have quite the same sense of urgency as the other dream, but still nerve wracking

I was gonna put up an ammit sigil, a lemon or two, and a JUSTICE tarot card. Wondering if this is good or if I should use other stuff instead.

>>296494

nothing is guaranteed to work every time anon. And even if you don't remember something happening, doesn't necessarily mean nothing did happen.

>>296490

not the creepiest thing i've seen, but definitely an interesting one. Good job surviving. Also, curious about pic ya posted.

>>296502

And last night I had a glass of wine before bed, but I'm not sure if that did anything.

>>296502

sigil, tarrot, don't see why not. Curious why lemons though?

>>296505

I wanted to use some sort of /monster/ related fruit as an offering, but don't have any mangoes or pomegranates. I might not even have lemons, but I can't check the fridge right now.

>>296503

Got it off google, it's The Other from Spider Man (earth 616 series) apparently: http://marvel.wikia.com/wiki/The_Other_(Multiverse)

>>296502

where a mass of black tentacles and hatred was trying to envelop me

>dream ends when my head breaks free, scared shitless

m…maybe its a waifu?

Get Ammit to help you fam you can do it!

>>296515

It's not a waifu.

An archive of 1 2 and 3 anywhere?

>>296544

i still see a couple of em on the catalog view,

>have a dream

>I'm visiting some sort of holiday cabin village while going on holiday

>have a fun time on obstacle courses over water and stuff.

>later on try to go back home

>get lost in the village

>go to main desk and ask what my house number was (it was 40)

>someone interjects

>"You'll want room 7, the view of the meadow is lovely at this time of night"

>Turn around

>3dpd in her mid 40's

>Not very attractive. I didn't feel attracted to her at all.

>Not to mention the age difference

>Need a way to turn her down

>"I'm saving myself for marraige"

>Technically true.

>Answer accepted, I was in a Christian part of the country so that sort of thing was common enough was the vibe I felt.

>I wake up soon afterward.

I feel like I'm being tested for some reason. First I save someone from dying multiple times, then I've attempted to shoot a war criminal in the head (But the gun backfired, and it was the only unspent bullet left on the battlefield) And now I've been tempted by a MINLF. What does this mean?

Meanwhile for those asking how to boost your spiritualism stat. Just do some more spiritually meaningful things. This can literally be anything from meditation to consumption of some spiritual food (Ammitists go for Dragonfruit). The sort of thing you'd expect to do in a spiritual setting is how you'd do it. You can assign a spiritual meaning to any action you'd like though.

>>296574

Try to see if you could summon her again. This could be interesting.

>>296577

It's not the first time i've seen something like her, you'll see my story in the previous thread about the time one hitchhiked on me for about 2 weeks.

They seem to come and go as they will, and they're not affiliated with any gods so I doubt i can get the same one again. I could try for another one though if it would make you happy anon <3

>>296592

Put Ammits sigil up in your room somewhere bro see what happans

>>296574

>weird silvery lady, like a blob of mercury

that's a new one, i think, but if you didn't see her, hard to tell what was the true nature of her other than something that needs to fill up on energy.

you must have some beacon of an energy to keep drawing them to ya though. Could try some crystals for protection, or some to amplify if you want them coming again.

>>296650

I have a bunch of totems in my rooms, so i get why they come. They seem relatively friendly, if a bit of a pain in the ass

>>296653

>I have a bunch of totems opinion my room

Like animal shaped carved portions of wood similar to those in movies with Indians, or something else? I'm not very familiar with totemism. So if I appear ignorant that is because I am.

My offering to ammit worked, no nightmares last night. I'll go ahead and do this again just to be on the safe side.

>>296120

I actually have a question that just occurred to me. How does she know about Ammit and Reitia? Do all spirits/gods/entities have knowledge of each other's existence?

>>296857

To be honest, i think spirits live in their own sphere's of influence that they recognize and interact with i.e kekkist spirits islamic spirits etc.

>>296857

that is actually an interesting question, I'll have to ask that one next time.

>>296673

Nothing tonight either.looks like I'm in the clear now.

I DIT IT, I FINALLY DID IT.

I was doing some work related things in my dreams, then I realized it is a dream, flew somewhere else while deleting the landscape. I entered a mall and thought about summoning Yuka from Touhou Project but in that moment my handy goes off and I wake up in my dream to be confronted by my mother and sister because I wanted something. I "fell asleep" again and successfully summoned my Hellhound waifu. We kissed and fucked and it felt oh so god, I'm so happy right now I can't believe it. I wanna say it is all because of Real. Man, I wish I could properly thank her.

Good luck to you guys too!

>>296956

Anything you did beforehand to get you this dream?

I honestly wish there was some sort of manual for how to get and remember dreams.

>>296956

nice

>>296957

There is if you read the thread

>>296956

Good job, anon.

>>296968

I have read the thread. Dream journals only really wprk if ypu remember dreams. ACV is spotty. Maybe you'll get something, maybe not. Meditation doesn't seem to work or maybe I just can't quiet my mind and focus.

I want something more reliable with at least fairly consistent results.

>>296970

there isn't a fast solution, have some patience!

>>296970

If it were easy everyone would be doing it.

>>296957

I was dead tired the entire week from work and just decided to simply go to sleep.

I do meditate every day. I don't drink ACV but I eat cheese every day, not before I go to sleep but for breakfast.

There is no reason why this should have happened so I assume it is because of Real.

In other words: If you happen to have a spirit with you, treat that spirit good! She might help you out a couple of times.

>>297216

>tfw most spirits just get really confused when i ask them about dreams

>>297216

what do you mean

> I assume it is because of Real.

did I miss another spirit showing up in another thread or something?

>>297286

Namefagging for ease of explanation.

I'm basically the guy who had a spirit living with him for months. She turned my PC back on multiple times over night thus showing to me that she is here with me. Helped me out at work and showed up in my dreams. Silver haired beauty and such. I woke up from a dream and felt that I had my head on her lap and she was stroking my head. I almost fell asleep but I managed to ask her for her name. She tried to tell me but I only heard static noise somehow so I asked her if she could write her name down for me. I heard paper scribbling and crunching in the background. I looked for said paper but couldn't find any so I decided to give her a name that fits her. Because she is real I decided to call her Real instead of "spirit". Real is real. Simple yet effective until I can find out her real name if she has one.

>>297294

I'm retarded and put the namefag into the email field, kill me now

>>297295

Is she still with you

Or did she move on?

>>297294

Oh, alright, that makes sense then. Kinda clever. Curious about the static voice aspect though, seems pretty odd.

>>297309

Of course she is still here with me.

>>297372

I never once managed to truly "talk" to her in terms of voice. I have managed to establish a kind of contact with her through the program "Phasma Communicator" though. And she can answer simple yes or no questions through making either my left leg twitch for a yes or my right leg twitch for a no.

/monster/ dream get. Didn't take ACV for it though.

>The context is that I was playing a zelda esque game, "Twilight Princess" was the game that was specifically referenced in the dream.

>Inside a dungeon I don't remember being there before.

>Sort of resembles an old cave. Old clay pots and wooden structures in an ancient SE asia style with various sigils and seals made out of clay.

>Appearantly I got stuck in this cave before, and I left the game at the save where I got stuck

>Check the map

>There's an entirely unexplored corridor directly north of me, going east to west and leading to the main/entrance hall of the dungeon.

>When I decide to check it out something happens, can't describe the transition at all.

>now I'm not playing a game anymore, I'm actually in the dungeon at the corridor mentioned.

>Suddenly the boss appears

>A giant lizard creature. Scales as black as coal and a glowing orange heart which lives outside of its body. Moved like a gecko, Identify it in dream as a "Salamander"

>Run down the hallway which acts as an obstacle course and make it to the end. This entire thing was a sequence introducing you to the boss after all.

Now for the good part

>End up back in the entrance hallway, except there's someone there now.

>Standing by a stone pillar there is a lady standing 3m tall, black scales cover her entire body save for her face and her neck. Ashen back shoulder length hair on top with iris's as black as her pupils. I think she also had one of those orange glowing "hearts" (They don't look like such)

>She's reciting a poem to me which is comprised of hints on how to defeat that salamander I encountered earlier. I can only recall two lines

<Strike the heart which lies out of its body

<And it will end all of us.

>Basically stating that killing that dude will kill her as well.

>Look up to her

>"But you're cute though"

>She gets flustered and says that she shouldn't be cute because the Salamanders were sealed in here due to embracing their bestial nature.

>Get treated to a free flashback to her childhood.

>It's some sort of event involving three ancient tribes, The Minotaurs, the Centaurs and the Salamanders.

>The minotaurs resembled the classical minotaurs, but I only saw males of those (sorry anon)

>Centaurs are as you'd expect

>Salamanders were way more human looking than when I encountered them. Black hair fading to ashen hair, Cute blueish grey robes.

>This is because that the tribe restrains their own bestial nature, lest they cause damage to others. They do this to a higher extent than the other tribes.

>The flashback continues to show some kids, about 10 years old aways from the area

>Salamander Girl was questioning why they needed to restrain themselves instead of living in a more bestial form.

>It gets hazy here, but a centaur girl kicked the salamander, sending her flying and injuring her

>Adults get involved. Salamanders blame the centaur girl for attacking, but the centaurs and minotaurs are claiming that it was provoked.

And it was here that I woke up. With any luck I'll get more of the story tonight or something.

>>298883

Oh and I forgot to mention, I referred to them as salamanders but I feel as though that's wrong. So if you encounter a more suitable monster with that description let me know.

>be watching a play in the city

>there is always someone missing/sick so i'm always called in to do several parts, often at once

>eventually leave with a couple of friendos

>then

>dark shadows come out of the walls

>its a korean **not sure how i knew this* ghost girl coming to haunt us!

>i spend several minutes trying to track down cute ghost korean

>finally find her, half hiding in a wall with a cute smirk

>arrange all my friends as military regiments and command them to attack her

>she eventually is defeated, and says that i was smart to find her like i did before disappearing

this dream was very symbolic, it tought me that everyone has a role to play in life, except those that are lazy and make me do them, and also that my role in life is to fight small korean shadow monsters

>dream I'm living in some non-pozzed version of a Southern California beach town

>both monstergirls and humans live here, surfer and skater culture are strong

>I'm also apprently a master skateboarder and about to perform some sort of stunt at a local competition

>I'm on a skateboard, at the top of a half pipe, there's a basketball net on a pole on the other side of the pipe

>pipe is surrounded by bleachers, hundreds of guys and girls, human and monster, sitting in them, waving signs, drinking, eating, having a good time

>a dullahan's head is perched on the end of my board, she's cute with tanned bronze skin, a sporty haircut, and a cheeky smile

<"A'ight anon, show 'em what ya got!" she cheers

>drop into the pipe, flow back and forth while pulling off tricks, some of which are blatantly against the laws of physics

>one being what I called the "GMod Ragdoll" which consisted of me being completely motionless in the T-pose position on my board while pulling off a 1440 degree spin upside down

>the crowd loves it, I can hear people screaming stereotypical messages: "Dude, that's one gnarly tube ripper brah!", "Sick McDougle Flipperkick Inversion!", "This kid is tearing up the wood, broski!"

>now it's the grand finale

>back onto my original side of the pipe, dullahan head has remained balanced on my board all this time

>launch into the pipe one final time

<"DO IT, BRAH!"

>soar into the air on the other side, parallel to the basketball hoop now

>upwards momentum stops, I'm now hovering in midair

>start spinning like a gyroscope, my board and I are just a chaotic blur of color

>a fairy in the audience wearing a bikini top and short shorts gets dizzy from watching me and falls over, but not before exuberently shouting "WeEeEeEeEeEeEeEw!" like a frat girl and throwing up the horns

>Suddenly come to a stop and flawlessly kickflip the dullahan's head through the hoop, the net swishing as she does so

>The crowd goes wild, the resulting roar, clapping, and stomping of feet triggers a giant wave off in the distance, one can faintly make out surfers on the crest holding a banner saying "ANON DA MAN"

>Fireworks shoot out from the hoop rim into the air, scattering beautiful geometric patterns and stars into the bright blue sky

>airhorns are blaring in the background, like one of those parody MLG videos

>I gracefully and slowly lower to the top of the half pipe like some sort of divine being descending to earth, dullahan is waiting there for me with her body

<"I knew you could do it, anon!" She plants a deep kiss on my lips

>Scream "YEAAAAAAAH BOOOOOOY" at the top of my lungs as I wake up, apartment neighbor bangs on the wall telling me to be quiet

I don't even skate or surf.

>>299007

Dreams are wakky

I liked the gmod ragdoll trick it sounds hilarious

alright, had a weird one, even seemed to have physical sensation of touch in this one.

>was at my grandmother's house,

>place has been in need of work for a long time now,

>and I see people fixing it up.

>Turns out it's a group of slimegirls

>painting by one of them drinking paint and another picking her up and dragging her across the wall

>one was cleaning the gutters on the roof by dissolving all the leaves

>another was spreading some slime across the roof to seal it or something.

>I go say hi to the one that seems to be in charge

>she explains all of what's going on, and how slimes are efficient workers compared to humans that need so many tools, etc

>I can't help but agree as I watch them work

>she leans in close and looks me in the eyes

>I stare back for a few awkward moments

>she asks how good a kisser I think I am, and challenges me to test myself

>I shrug and agree to give it a shot

>she was pretty hot

>Start kissing

>Have like, score popups flashing in front of me as time passes, like one of the test yourself arcade games

>Gamer logic kicks in and I want to try for the highest score

>Make out for a long time

>tingly all over

>Finally pull back and she's just giggling

>I look down and I have become a slimegirl

>feels weird as hell

>She says something about wanting to keep the good kisser

>I try out the new body and tackle her

>kiss more, figure beats freaking out other ways

>Body responds well, but i think it alerted my brain something was wrong due to such alien sensations

>Wake up confused as hell

I don't remember enough about the dream to go in explicit detail, but I had a dream where I met my centaur daughter for the first time after I had to send her away for some centaur only program right after her birth. I forget what her name is now, but I remember trying to book a restaurant to celebrate her being home

This was an experience that happened to me after making a joke about 'Poking the gods for entertainment purposes' on another forum (QQ). The goddess in question was Sade, the night sorceress, from Care and Feeding of Magical Creatures.

Anyway, I thought someone here might find it cool, so here you go.

>I was asleep and dreaming, and inside my dream I was again sleepy and dreamy, too relaxed to be able to move, in a bed somehow far away and not my own.

>It was dark and cool and restful and blissful all at once---my dreams tend towards being rough after a difficult time at work, I felt very grateful having a pleasant dream for once.

>I could feel soft hands on my back, a dream lover, touching me, yet I was too sleepy to move and touch them back.

>Not thinking properly, just dreamthinking. I don’t know if she sensed my willingness, or she just knows that I’ve always welcomed a little anonymous dream love. I hoped she could feel my appreciation through the dreamstuff, and maybe it worked.

>She held me for a while, she didn’t speak, but soon I realized who was in my dream.

>No wings or tail or tentacles or other monster parts, no pussy or breasts touching me, no kisses, just simple exploring touch from a set of skilled fingers.

>Her hands were moving into and through me, like I was the dream character and her a shaping dreamer. She slid fingers through the folds of my brain, stroked my spine from the impossible side, cupped my heart in her palm.

>I accepted it all, protected by the dream, it was relaxing, not as weird as waking me might have found it. I couldn’t resist a thing, but I didn’t want to, together in the dream we didn’t need to ask, we just understood directly.

>She was teaching me about sensations that I’d forgotten or been avoiding or never thought of, some reminding me of things that I’d like to do but never dared to, some possible in this world, others for stories.

>I’m being vague there. I know. You’d like to know every detail, wouldn’t you? I’m not open enough to tell you, but it’s probably different from what you’re thinking. Maybe one day I’ll tell, she’s shown me an onward path, it's up to me if I take it or not.

>Gentle and tender, she took me as far as I was willing, until I tensed up, no further, just gave me a little to think about, then just as slowly and lovingly she pulled back again, leaving me with new experience. Then she was gone. I never opened my eyes to see her.

>As soon as she left, I was waking up, disoriented and horny and confused and happy. What the literal fuck? Was that who I thought it was? Did I just get poked back?

>>300272

Why did you put a space between every green text entry?

Is ok to do it once and a while but please don't do it all the time bra

>>300275

These are longer lines than the typical greentext so I separated them so it's not just a giant wall of ASCII.

I wasn't sure if I should have greentexted it at all or just posted it plain, I know it's not the usual board style, it was a judgement call.

>>296119

>>296120

Return of kitsune anon, it's been a while now I know, but there wasn't anything all that big to talk about. Have had a few more meeting with Firefly since i talked last. She says, you're welcome, to the answers she provided, >>296174 and in the case of >>296857 when I asked on the matter, she gave this coy smile and something along the lines of

<you think that those on your side of the veil are the only ones that can communicate?

We've talked a great deal about the world in it's present state, and what changes could come. As well as the prospects of various beings coming from the other side. She told me things I could share for the curious ones here. There was apparently a mate before, turns out it was another kitsune, and "magic" was the cause of the children.

The previous mate at one point lost her mind, and hasn't been seen in many years. The younger ones around don't remember her at all, and the eldest daughter has, far as I can tell, completely disowned any connection to the other parent.

The girls all seem to like me being there just fine, so that's a plus. Honestly liking it better there than home lately cause i prefer the cold weather.

I have been meditating and trying to strengthen myself, with aid of her along the way, nothing fancy just little tips here and there with corrections to form and thoughts clouding my head, that sort of thing.

Also recently discovered a spiritual shop near my home, been getting stuff from there to make the house better, clearing out negative energy and such.

Unfortunately i will not likely be able to make it up for the eclipse with present situation as it is. but i'll be watching from my area, if it gets a decent look.

>>300680

Were sorry to hear your not going to be able to make it bud we could if really used your strength but all the same thanks hopefully youll also get a good view

Also can you ask her for us,

on her side whats the eclipse going to be like?

Oh also what her take on current events

>antifa, g20 Trump Putin exicaltion in memetic warfare

THE INFOWAR

>>300681

You can't just start asking questions about politics to your waifu when your relationship is just starting out.

>>300681

who cares, they're irrelevant the moment something extreme happens, with the hindsight is 20/20 song and dance idealogs are so fond of expressing when their plans go to shit. If something alters the outcome of their plans. If anything questions about deities is more constructive since they know more about that than real life shit we already know about.

>>300680

<magical yuri babies are canon now

lmao kiddo

Like I mentioned before though, you might wanna see if she can manage any additional info about what Ammit has apparently been doing in terms of building an afterlife for us and so forth.

>>300681

If I get the chance I'll still try, big issue for me would just be affording the gas. I asked a few questions, though she decided to be a bit cryptic on some of it. Possibly because she was drinking, not sure. Also paraphrasing a bit as the exact wording was difficult to remember.

<Her side of the eclipse,

she started to describe how the sky would grow brighter for them on the horizon, directly above would be darker, and those with decent skill would have a chance to pierce the veil if they wished. Though she wouldn't be going through herself in our direction. I might be able to visit her there. A couple of her daughters may come through if a opening is made on this side, but not all want to go, and she must remain to take care of the shrine and those who also remain.

<Info war

She has expressed she wants to not get involved there.

>>300708

<deities, ammit's afterlife construction

she said simply she doesn't know the exact specifics, as she hasn't seen it herself. and to warn that, things may not be exactly as you hope or imagine, but should likely be better than what you come from.

>After those were asked, we sat together watching the stars.

>hand in hand, her tails wrapped around us

>sake flavored kisses

>at some point she pinned me down and laid atop me

>Tails beneath like a cushion

>She's a bit shorter than I am, doesn't weigh much

>pleasures like no other

>Mentions that her cycle should come in line with the eclipse.

>heart attempting to escape my chest

>She calms me down, laying her head against mine.

>once calm again lay together until I pass out.

Wake up in bed. tired as hell. Might have plans on the eclipse day after all. I'll be heading the other way through if possible

>>301688

Hey, kitsune dream anon. Does you lady friend have any ways that some regular jackoff anon here can get his waifu? Also some more on this piercing the veil stuff would be nice. How do you do that? Can you do it if you're not very spiritual?

Oh, and what's recommended to actually meditate or dream and remember it? ACV doesn't seem to do much and dream journals only work if you remember them.

Also is it possible for more or less a depressing, edgy mess of a man to get a waifu? Really wouldn't mind some of Ammit's afterlife so that I could finally unwind and relax for good with a qt to help me.

>>301695

>i think i've been on this subject before, and i've been talking with her more than just what i've been posting, to try and get myself farther along. for you and any other anons interested, I'll try and relay this as best I can. A key thing is not to push too hard or let failures agitate you.

>You don't have to be overly spiritual in any specific religion practice, for meditation the important thing starting out is to find a way to clear your mind, it sounds difficult but rather than nothing at all, some find it easier to have a focus. An idol, a chant, neural sounds, crystals, the third eye concept, these are just common things used.

>Not focusing on the where or the what you want to see, just on the one thing, to help clear out the rest of your mind. and then slowly let that go from your thoughts too.

>From this blank state, outside forces can more easily connect to your mind, with practice you can influence your actions and even surroundings within. But for a start, just try and wander around a bit. Keep your eyes open, and just, experience what you are going through.

I do recommend keeping a journal nearby to write down the experience when you return, it helps to sort out the events within the conscious mind. having someone else go through the motions with you can also be a good thing, even sharing your experiences with one another afterward

>Don't get discouraged if nothing seems to happen the first couple tries, It took me a while to get it down to a controlled state too.

>And as Firefly told me, I'll tell you, you may not meet someone on every trip, but your presence will draw attention regardless. Someone will likely approach eventually.

>You could also try searching your area for spiritual/crystal shops. many of them have classes or even just advice on meditation and spirit journey type things.

>>301706

Happy for you anon. Glad you and firefly are having a good time. Looking foward to the eclipse.

>>301688

RPing or not anon I did follow your advice and meditated earlier today for an odd result.

>half awake in the morning decide to attempt meditating and clearing my mind

>use the sound of the AC humming to keep my head occupied

>for just a short moment I heard frog croaking

>break out of it after a moment and fall asleep

While my area does have frogs, but it sounded nothing like frogs in my area and no one heard frogs croaking this morning.

>almost fell asleep and had minor dream sounds before passing out

>actually successfully meditated and a being that makes sounds similar to a frog was around

Sage for slightly off-topic

>>302732

are you german, anon?

>>302734

No, completely american here.

>>302735

Unless you're native american, your ancestors had to come from the Old World. Did any of them come from Germany, anon?

>>302779

Actually, I'm half native american, half white, but

even on my white side, I'm still not german.

>>302783

Outside of slavs and spaniards, every european is german, anon

>>303162

WE

>>303184

WAR KÖNIGE UND SCHEIIIIIIIIS

>>303162

Sure, greeks, finns, italians, portugese , hungarians, romanians, french, as well as the predominantly celtic and the baltic nations are 14/88 german, my man.

>>303268

>italians

rome was 140 percent germanic

>finns and hungarians and greeks

i said europeans, not turks

>romanians

those are basically slavs

>french people

all jokes aside they are germans genetically

>celts and baltics

swirly germans and ocean slavs the lot of them

>portuguese

i said excluding spaniards, anon

shitposting aside, i think it's interesting to track the amount of people posting in this thread about their MG dreams, it seems like people tend to have mamono dreams in the same time frames as other anons

Wanted to report that i got good results in dreaming using 1111 hz with ambient music playing over it

No monster girl dreams yet really vivid/long lasting dreams in general

>>303291

>mamono dreams in the same time frames as other anons

either actually happening or just people getting on the thread when it seems active

>>303405

Cool deal anon, improvement is good.

>>303162

>Outside of slavs and spaniards, every european is german, anon

From what I hear more and more of them are African or Asian these days : ^)

>>303771

>Greco-Roman pantheon

You need to tell your fairyfu to get better taste in who to worship. Try helping her learn the glory of Ammit.

>>303778

I know you're being a memeing mandy, but seriously: The actual Ammit is either a loyal hellbeast or a personification of the oblivion that awaits wicked souls. I love our Ammit-sama too, but you do NOT want to conflate her with the real-world equivalent.

Also, I'm beginning to think that the true gods really are primordial concepts and the deities people worship are actually incarnations of one or more of their aspects.

>>303787

I communicated with her a lot when I first became aware of her existence via pendulum and ouija, but I've since realized that the subconscious mind can take the place of the spirit you're trying to communicate with unless you're a skilled diviner, and just knowing that can make you more prone to self-sabotage. Also, it's extremely difficult to communicate through ouija if the spirit speaks a different language than you. The Faefolk have their own unique language that derives from middle or lower dutch.

I've seen her at least four or five times in dreams, visions and very rarely as a silhouette in the real world. She can change her size, but naturally appears as being four or five inches tall with butterfly wings and short, reddish hair.

From what I've seen, she really doesn't appear to be a cupid or sex / love spirit, but now that you mention it… I started writing smut fiction over a year ago, possibly around the time she showed up. I've actually gotten bored of that since then, but over the months I was writing I kept delving into weirder and weirder fetishes until I got bored of them. I seem to be on the rebound now, as I'm progressively becoming more and more aroused by the thought of impregnating a woman I genuinely love and starting a family with her. That makes me think that she may have just been trying to get it all out of me to help me deal with my sense of shame and self-loathing, as I now feel much more confident in myself sexually without being a thirsty freak that can only get off to weird deviantart shit. I do still masturbate often, though.

Also, I wasn't gonna bring this up, but… I've started burying my cum tissues in the ground outside my house. I just had this bizarre urge to do so and figured it may have been her trying to tell me to do it, so I just fucking did it. Mind you, this was before I received the Eroten message, but I've now started using Eroten as a prayer whenever I bury a tissue. I think this may be a method of helping me obtain power from the earth, as blood and semen are packed with raw spiritual power that the earth can apparently use for itself and, in turn, give you something back.

>>303796

<The Faefolk have their own unique language that derives from middle or lower dutch.

Looks like it's your destiny to help transcribe and teach it to humans, anon.

The sacrifapping to her is kinda hilarious too.

Who else is up for an epileptic, surreal description of a dream?

>Start out as some soviet general disguised as a conscript soldier trying to escape with a squad by various means

>next thing I know i'm abducted and molested by some woman who I would discover later is a vampire

>abductions were seen as a sudden, somewhat glitchy white screen with black font. The background would shift to various different black shapes at certain intervals like a bad old tv.

>next i'm dropped into like survival gameshow or camp site sort of area with various items from my home.

>get abducted again, go to some sort of ACTUAL camp site, again, with my own stuff.

>the whole while there's the contact of my abductor on my phone with a white screen, with a red heart and text for some sort of name I don't remember.

>finally, I get dumped in the middle of bumfuck no where with nothing but my phone and the clothes on my back.

>contact the abductor (strangely) first wondering where all of my shit is in the "i want no part in this relationship" way. Next is my father to try and get him to pick me up from wherever.

>I don't remember whether it was a straight cut or another abduction but next thing I know I'm in front of my own house.

>On one of the gates was a note from my mother, saying that she blamed my father for, "not taking proper precautions to protect me from a vampire who had lead me to getting assualted/involved or whatever by baphometii"

>go inside for no discernable reason before being drawn to my front door.

>somehow, along the way, I saw a box of my stuff from earlier.

>walking out of my front door, I feel something drop behind my and grab me around the waist

>the abduction screen again, more glitchy than usual, saying, "Did you miss me?"

>I swear I could hear her voice actually say it before giggling.

>Actually get to see some of the molestation take place as a still image.

>she says something along the line that, "I'm the one worth keeping" *To clarify, she meant that I was the one worth keeping.*

>Dream ends with me bothered by the whole affair.

From what I recall, the vampire was blonde and flat as a washboard. I still can't make heads or tails of the soviet general trying to escape with conscripts part.

>>303809

Remember man, don't get caught in absolutes. Those understandings may work for you, but that in no way means they are some objective fact. The spiritual universe is weird like that. Everyone has their own way of working through this. Spirits have different views too, and they'll cater to differently to different people. Some will outright lie, or just force their own bias, just like humans do. Always keep this in mind.

>>303771

that reminds me of the time this weird energy vampire lady bunked in my house for a week and then left

fuck things are getting wierd

>>303809

Interesting honestly, I had come to very similar conclusions for 1,2,3, and 4 through my own spiritual exploration and meditation. I never that into the other things you mentioned though.

So did Atlantis self destruct and send mankind into a 10k year stone age or something?

Also how do the planets effect us? How do I apply what you posted about them to myself?

>>303944

I had an orange energy being who I believe to be Ammit invade my mind and strengthen it before leaving, so yeah things are gettin freaky

>>303947

mine was basically just a lady who stayed for a while and chatted a bit and then just kinda fucked off

did give stellar relationship advice in exchange for loosh though

>>303949

I was considering suicide and she hugged me for about an hour and felt a ton better, wasn't feeling up for anything else really.

>>303954

I perfer to think of it as us shaping our own realities in small ways, but as a group creating larger change

>>303949

>loosh

The correct term is minty dust.

>>303955

<reality is being beaten into a fine paste in small increments

aaaa

>>303956

the correct term is WAAAAAGH enerjey

Any tips for getting monster girl dreams again?

Been having some for a while months back, but they've stopped and dreams became rare for me again,

>>303959

What a time to be alive

>>303987

wouldn't mind having a spooky roomate, to be honest. variety is the spice of life after all.

in reality i probably do, a thunderstorm came and went during the night, and despite being kept away from windows, my shoes and pants and only them were quite damp when i woke

>>303987

>tfw wouldn't mind a qt spirit to hug me at night

had a dream about infiltrating an organiation, was something along the lines of a massive corporate battleroyal of monsters and modified beings, mech adaptions, general hero types, all sorts of things. Befriended some piratey looking fellows and start going around trying to bust folks out of the place. Cause Roman colloseum grade prisoners are the fighters concept. Massive combat round with a supersized plany type predatory monster, eats everyone, smuggles them outside. Steal an airship and the crew starts on it's way.

Some time later, another adventure, Monster University esque school with a mix of Monstergirls and actual monsters there. The infiltrating force was some sort of pirate group, most of which was getting terrified on a regular basis, except this one that could mimic features of the monsters.

with pirates in tow we crashed a pep rally at the monster school to make a rescue of our captain who had infiltrated, rather poorly. Dude was mentally scarred when we got em back to the transport… which was a car. Used the car to charge back in after another member that was left behind in the crowd while extracting the captain, took over the position of cap since the last one was a cowering little ball of useless. And that was when it got to the underground bit Which was, iirc, directly under one of the sports fields of the school.. Ended up just walking in one of the underground areas that was full of nocturnal types and just chatting up some princess they had captured. we shared a breakfast of waffles, apple slices, and peanutbutter fudge. it was all very vivid, and just barely below the line of Lucid dream. I had control over it in the effect of having a HUD with ability options to choose from and strategize, The scenery reminded me of a twisted version of somewhere i once lived irl. kinda like if the land was all that remained and buildings were removed, and then a new scene was slapped on top of it.

>>304013

When meditating, try listening to white noise, or something. It'll give something to focus on, and it will drown out the traffic noise.

>>304051

A fan is white noise right? Or would the wind distract me too much?

>>304041

Don't worry, I had to fight broly last dream. Was fun though.

>>304013

I have tried to get into Astral Projection for more than a year, I think it has now been 2 years since I started meditating daily before I go to sleep. I always read about this "vibrating out of your body" thing but I never experienced it myself until last monday. I needed 2 years for that "simple" experience. All you have to do is simply not give up. I too have ADHD and I just stubbornly refused to admit defeat. If I can do it then so can you Anon. Good luck!

No, I did not manage to do a conscious exit. Sadly.