>have a dream about becoming renowned artist
>use my powers for good, creating a renaissance in traditional techniques and influence a revival is romantic idealist aesthetics intermingled with eastern-inspired subjects
>create a platform for other likeminded artists to showcase their work, acquire the influence and financial backing to support a community with money to spare for teaching children to appreciate the arts
>initiate the steady dismantling of the modernist art chic and expand horizons, moving 2D art to 3D by learning to sculpt with copper castings
>have statues commissioned of tewi and horo because thenewaesthetic.jpeg
>move onto marble
>build massive public statues of mythological creatures, idealized man, and occasionally our favorite waifus
>create magnum opus for close friend, a multisubject depiction of his kitsune waifu with several of her children playing by a pond as she carries a jug of water while sporting a traditional Roman stola
>wake up realizing that such a life will only have a place in my dreams rather than in real life
>I will never be an artist that works will marble and make beautiful statues of idealized monstergirls
I want to try, but it looks like too daunting a task to become real.