No.330006
Good morning, how is everyone?
No.330008
>shunned via new thread
:(
No.330010
>>330004
Hello Maddy. Can i call you that?
No.330011
>>330010
Hey, how's it going~?
You may
No.330012
>>330011
Hello! I'm just watching a random Netflix movie. You?
Yay! <3
No.330013
>>330012
I just woke up. Dealing with my poopy internet up in my room cause I don't wanna leave bed lol
Which one? I heard some of their exclusive stuff isn't all that bad.
No.330015
>>330013
Ooh are you on your phone?
It's called ARQ and it's kinda nice really :P Well it gets the time going so it's fine
>>330014
Empty x Tee
No.330017
>>330015
Tessy x uhh… I dunno Hey Tessy.
>>330016
Tee! Hiya~ :3
No.330018
>>329840
>>329841
>>330016
Hello Finns.
>>330007
Hello Isrealites.
>>330015
Hello Swedes.
>>330013
>>330014
>>330009
>>330003
And hello Anglophones.
No.330019
>>329997
the yunos need to stop
No.330020
>>330018
Hello Rumor! How are you doing today?
No.330021
No.330022
>>330015
Nuu, on my lappytop.
Hmm, never heard of it. That's really what it's all about anyway haha^^
No.330024
>>330023
n-no more no more
No.330025
>>330020
I'm doing fine enough, how are you?
>>330021
Hey Ven, what's going on?
No.330027
>>330017
Yea i have no-one! Hello
>>330018
Hello Rumor
>>330022
Ooh okay. You got a bad connection?
Yea i think it's new. Yea i just usually pick some random thing to watch :3
No.330028
>>330025
paranoia getting best of me, mix that with anxiety and you've got Venla right now. No worries, alcohol should fix that.
>>330026
this is rape, i'd totally let yuno rape me tho, and kill me so she could be forever with me
No.330029
>>330025
I'm so-so didn't get much sleep last night, but I'm okay. How was work?
>>330027
How are you doing Tessy?
No.330030
>>330028
im sure you would
No.330031
>>330030
Yuno was my first animu crush after all
No.330033
>>330032
Wh-what's that supposed to mean?
No.330036
>>330027
What's up? All this lewd InCase again, for shame!
>>330028
Sounds like fun times as usual. What are you drinking?
>>330029
I see, mreh. When's school starting for you, next week?
Was okay. Didn't do much of anything interesting I suppose.
No.330037
>>330036
Taylors Tawny Port.
No.330038
>>330036
I start on monday and it's a very early start on monday I think.
I don't even know when I get paid. x ~ x
No.330040
>>330039
Tell me! Tell me now!
No.330042
>>330041
Stop just posting pictures! Tell me!
No.330045
>>330043
pay attention in school
No.330046
>>330037
Do you have any other alcohol you could drink instead?
>>330038
Can you check when? o:
Aw, rats :/
>>330045
Sims is in school atm?
No.330047
>>330044
Stop stop stop stop stop!
This is bullying!
>>330046
Well the fireball and I could snatch some beers but they're not even cold.
No.330048
>>330045
I'm on lunch.
>>330046
Yes.
No.330049
>>330027
It's better now in the living room^^
No.330050
>>330047
>
>>330048
do extra work in lunch
off to school
or ill tell Bit
so he can put you in your cage
No.330051
>>330048
Oh, fair enough. I asked Date instead of you because I didn't want to distract you in case you were.
>>330047
Could always put the beers in the fridge for a few moments. I think wine is a shitty thing to drink if you don't feel well.
No.330052
>>330050
Stop it. Right now. Stop it.
No.330054
>>330051
Well it's kind of fancier than normal wine. 20% too. Anyways I'll consider it.
How's Rumor?
>>330053
>
No.330057
>>330029
Ehm bad. You?
>>330036
Just watching a random movie. you?
InCase is the best
>>330049
Haha you got up? :3
No.330058
>>330046
I've checked and it's 11 on a monday then tuesday and friday I start at 9. x - x
>>330057
I've been good, moved and such. So not that bad for me.
No.330059
>>330056
Bully. I didn't even do anything bad to you this time!
>>330055
might be first time I'm hearing a song from them actually
No.330060
>>330057
Yeah. I was hungry and have chicken tendies.
No.330061
>>330050
All my work is done though.
He's asleep.
>>330051
You're fine.
No.330062
>>330059
>
>>330061
when he wakes up ill tell him you were skipping class to post here
No.330063
>>330062
Why!? Why do you do this!? Or I'll do something.
No.330065
>>330054
That's fair. Does that it mean it would be better or worse though?
>>330054
>>330057
I'm alright. Listening to an audiobook of George Carlin's*. Never heard it before. Might sip on some beer too.
*…holy shit! He now inouraged the listener to imagine "a non-existent country, Moravia"… the bastard. That's where I come from! Moravia makes up like 30% of Czech Republic!
What random movie, Tessy?
>>330058
Jeez, you'll be fine!
>>330061
Right. You're fine too. Enjoy your meal if you're still eating btw.
No.330066
>>330064
I'll just ignore you! That's the worst thing I can do!
most people would probably like that though
>>330065
Well I need to drink it less to forget paranoia and anxiety, not yet, soon though.
How are audiobooks? Are they nice? They seem kind of comfy but idk.
No.330067
>>330058
That's really nice! Hope you're happy with it :3
>>330060
You ate that for breakfast? So chicken got you out of bed eeh?
>>330065
Isn't that like a country within a country??
ARQ it's called. Kind of a mindfuck movie
No.330068
>>330067
More like a brunch, really haha I mostly work 2nd shifts so sleeping in and getting my beauty sleep is pretty awesome and important to me :p
No.330073
>>330065
I know I'l be fine, I just hope I get paid soon!
>>330067
I'm happy with it at the moment! Just need to make a few more adjustments and it'll be as homely as my bedroom was.
Then maybe I'll sleep properly.
No.330074
>>330072
>I-im going to ignore you
>posts extra yunos for me to save
No.330075
>>330066
Alrighty. Share how it tastes after you do.
Ah I don't know in general. This is just Carlin rading his own book. And I think not the entire thing, just snippets? Not sure. It's alright. Lots of the stuff is also in his stand-ups so maybe around half of it is new.
>>330067
Yeah it's just a region. Used to be a country in the first millenium, a sovereign duchy.
Ooh, I see. Never heard of it.
>>330073
Yeah, I was referring to your getting-up times though! ^.^
No.330076
>>330074
I figured it's what you wanted so I decided to be clever and keep bothering you! Ha!
>>330075
It's kind of good, nice and sweet. It's what I imagine the wine in GoT tastes like. Super sweet. It doesn't taste mature though. It's relatively smooth and young. Not complex either. Very simple.
No.330077
>>330068
Ooh what's the time over there? Crap i can't remember what you do! >.< How long do you usually sleep?
>>330073
That's really nice! <3 Do you have fiber where you live now? :3
>>330075
Ooooooh so i was right?
Yea i think it's new
No.330078
>>330076
jokes on you no one bothers me
No.330079
>>330078
Lies! I bother everyone, including you!
No.330081
>>330062
It's lunch!
>>330065
It was alright
No.330082
>>330081
ill be sure to tell him
so he can cage your little butt
No.330083
>>330080
Don't take this away from me! No one likes me! Everyone just pretends! I'm the only real one. All of you are creations of my imagination.
No.330085
>>330077
It's nearly 1:30 in the afternoon. I like to sleep a lot. Basically as much as I can :p
No.330086
>>330084
You can't prove otherwise.
No.330087
>>330075
Oooh, yeah… those are my weak points! x - x
>>330077
Oh, I don't have fiber, but I've got 200mb up and down, so it's an improvement from what I was on before!
So over all its a great improvement to my old house. :3
No.330088
>>330079
You don't bother anyone, silly <3
No.330089
>>330085
Okay! So you live on the east coast? Or close to it or am i really wrong? I love to sleep. Naps are the best! <3
>>330087
How did you get 200mbps without Fiber? 4G?
No.330090
>>330086
you cant prove your point either
No.330091
>>330089
Mhm, but saying that one of my room mates is hooked up directly to the modem, so he's hogging most of it. x - x
But still I get around 30 - 50 over wifi on my laptop, so I'm happy with that.
No.330092
>>330076
That sounds interesting. I don't know how to imagine that to be honest, I just expected good/bad/great >w< Sounds like something to taste.
>>330077
You were! Although people identify as Czech by nationality. Our teacher tells us though that some old Czech Americans don't identify as Czech Americans but rather as Moravian Americans. Odd.
I'd ask what it's about but maybe not the best time to be asking while you're still watching and such.
(also that pic, hihi)
>>330081
That's alright to hear.
No.330093
>>330088
I just realised that I'm banned from drinking.
Should be fine as long as Mobley doesn't see.
>>330090
That's not true. If I kms the world ends. Point proven.
No.330094
>>330093
Well you've got me here to keep you right, just try to enjoy it and take it easy <3
No.330095
>>330087
You'll get used to it sillybutt.
No.330096
>>330093
yes the world ends because it orbits around your axis of kindness
No.330097
>>330089
Yuppers. East Coast livin'~
I wish I could take more naps.
No.330098
>>330092
Well what I'm trying to get across is that it's very simple flavour, not much depth to it. It has midtones and that's pretty much it.
It's just simple, idk what else to say. Sweet and simple.
>>330094
Shush…
>>330096
DARK AND BITTER
No.330100
>>330099
Ahh. It's true though :<
No.330101
>>330098
Sounds good then, mhmm.
>DARK AND BITTER
Finns' kind of beer.
No.330102
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>330100
nope
also
favelas on suicide watch
the roos 16-0d them weeks back
so fitting the aussies brought the bants
No.330103
>>330101
Heh, that's actually amusing but Kozel isn't bitter.
>>330102
Oh wow. That's actually seriously shitty for any team to go 16-0
No.330104
>>330103
I mean beers are bitter in general so… Although if you meant the dark, that sure isn't as bitter as the pale lager.
No.330105
>>330104
Well yeah. Idk I tried the Kozel Lager once but it wasn't really special. Don't even remember how it was.
No.330106
>Tfw old group chats name changed to "Venla alive?"
No.330107
Well, doge time.
>>330105
Yeh, it's pretty alright but not special. Though as I said the other day, for me it's the one I am used to. Other beers have their short or longer periods when I buy them, but Kozel kind of stays around always.
>>330106
Means they're thinking about you, wondering how you are doing. That's good right?
No.330108
>>330082
My butt isn't little!
>>330092
Mmmmhmm
No.330109
>>330107
Pretty neat honestly that Kozel is your beer of choice sometimes.
N-no.
They've progressed through military, schools, work and shit while I'm a neet who posts on a board for his social needs. One is getting a phd in mathematics, one is going to med school, one is traveling the world last I heard.
And here is me: nothing.
Time to learn how to fly.
No.330110
No.330111
>>330108
>My butt isn't little!
interesting
>>330110
HHHHA
No.330112
>>330111
I got another match thingy x_x
No.330113
>>330112
I have no idea what you're talking about.
No.330114
No.330115
>>330108
so you have like a huge black womans ass?
No.330117
>>330116
online dating lol
No.330118
>>330117
Oh okay. Well yeah that I understand being scary. You just starting out with it? You'll probably get used to it pretty quick.
No.330119
>>330118
I got a date for Saturday, but I'm trying to chat with this cute chica now too lol
No.330120
>>330119
Filling the whole week with dates eh?
No.330121
>>330109
It's the backbone of my beer drinking.
I see. I partly know that feel, only difference is one of my friends was kinda neet a lot too. Still not as bad as me to be sure. The other one is a doctor though, travels (was to New Zealand and Iceland this year), has a gf and all. At least be comforted by knowing they think about you, you nordic dingbat!
I remember you looked for a job, but forgot if you wanted to try applying to a uni as well or?
No.330122
>>330111
How?
>>330115
Not that big no
No.330123
>>330121
Nah. It's just like "hey anyone know what *ex-class mate* does now a days" it's just a general question to open a conversation about something. No one wants negativity in their lives so it's best to cut that shit off. Me being the shit atm.
One friend, actually the closest I ever had told me that he doesn't want to know me if I kill myself lol. Idk, was a weird thing in his car in front of my apartment. He had straight up asked about it since I had been a depressed fuck so I just told him I want to die. Idk, was weird.
Um didn't end up looking for work, just kind of forgot about it after looking at 500+ jobs with only one matching with what I could do. Can't do uni until I finish whatever college I guess. Hard to compare our school system to the american.
>>330122
It just is. Now I know.
No.330124
>>330123
I see. The thing about not wishing to know if someone dies. I have had that too (being the person not wishing). It's complicated though. On some level you do, and care, on the other it is not easy to deal with a suicidal person. Could have been the same for your buddy.
What I gather from what someone recently told me, basically a college is like a type of high school that prepares one for uni (while vocational schools prepare you for jobs that don't require a degree; I guess more practical).
>>330122
>>330123
>It just is. Now I know.
Now everyone in the thread knows.
No.330125
>>330122
im sure you look at it every night in the mirro
No.330126
>>330091
Haha go hit him! Also 30-50 is fine lol ^^
>>330092
Ooh is there a big difference? :p
About like timeloops and stuffs it was quite good i liked it.
I'ts the best,
>>330097
Yay! Right again!
Why can't you?
No.330127
>>330126
Nah it's fine, I don't mind him hogging it all, mainly because he plays pro for a smite team, so we came to a compromise.
Plus 30 - 50 is more then enough to download and watch streams and such, and that keeps me happy! ^^
No.330128
>>330120
Heh, at least my days off~
>>330126
Work and all the other bullshit life calls for mostly lol
No.330129
I'll catch you peeps later. Have a nice day~ <3
No.330130
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>330126
Well no, Moravia has just been part of Bohemia and Czech Republic for like 1000 years now. I just find it weird that today, although some moravians are "patriotic" or proud about being Moravians, they don't call it their national identity. We identify as Czechs, end of. But those people who moved to the US ages ago, they felt the need to identify as Moravians instead of Czechs for some reason.
Oh, I see. I can see how that could get mind-fucky, mmm.
No.330131
>>330124
Oh yeah, I like understand not wanting to deal with the pain. Shit one of the first times we hung out he told me how he was sitting on the balcony thinking of jumping after his break up, I don't remember exactly what he said about why he didn't do it.
He was nice though. He really liked to test the waters with people, push the to the limits with what he said. We kind of synced up because I didn't give a fuck if he was making jokes about me cutting my wrists open etc, i just laughed with him. Good times. Him dealing with his breakup and getting drunk midweek with me. I guess someone could say that he was bad influence for me, getting me to bars on school lunch break etc.. Good times. Probably the best.
Sorry I'm going off like this on random shit.
But yeah I understand what you were saying.
Yeah pretty much that. Chose college since didn't know wtf I wanted to do so 3-4 years of more thinking was nice. Except now I'm here. Without a white hat. College drop out. wew.
>>330129
gl with the day
No.330132
>>330127
Ooh okay yea seems like he needs it a bit more :3
Yea that's just fine ^^
>>330128
How many hours a week do you work?
>>330130
So why do people still call themselves that? If it's been so long. I guess i can understand but it's still a bit weird :P
Yea but it was an okay movie so it was worth it
Time to make dinner
No.330133
>>330131
I see.
Don't apologize, it's interesting to read actually.
Are there different types of colleges? Y'know, that prepare you for different stuff?
>you can always try vid related
I would assume not in Finland actually
No.330134
>>330133
Nah, just different vocational schools. College is same always. Then there is some weird hybrid I guess that is a vocational school but ii don't even know how it works.
i've actually thought about that lmao. but it needs uni education, can't just become a teacher. I'd love to just become a teacher though without any qualificationsshit I don't think I'd be the shittest teacher
No.330135
Who allowed Venla to drink and start talking about depressing stuff?
No.330137
>>330135
sigh… it's comfy. it's comfy being suicidal with no hope left. Idk why. It's just comfy.
No.330138
>>330136
I don't want to think! REEEEEE
No.330139
>>330137
What it is is easy. It's easy to give up. Do something about it.
No.330140
>>330134
Ah, yeah I see. Still, that is a bit strange. Here the closest equivalent is grammar schools, but even those tend to be slightly specialised sometimes, IIRC.
Yeah I thought you would need a degree. Didn't expect you to consider it though o: That's kind of nice to hear you'd like it, or want to try it. Maybe it's something to work towards then!
No.330141
>>330132
Yeah he does. Plus I haven't played vidya in sometime, well online vidya. So I don't really need it!
No.330142
>>330139
I've tried the inspirational words prescription but it hadn't worked. Well that's a lie. The fucking Dr I saw in Peijas fucking said something that kind of worked but shit man, I can't do this living thing.
It's not even easy. It's like my go to mood. It's comfortable. It's nice. I don't know how to explain how it feels, but it's just the homeliest feel there is.
>>330140
Well I guess there are some specializations but not significant. Like the one I went to specialized on dance, music and stage work. What it means basically is that they have some specialized courses for those things.
well I considered it in the way of "gave up with everything so become a teacher" meme even before I saw that video.It's seriously not worth the trouble here unless you have passion for it
No.330144
>>330142
I know the feel and how it is. Hell, I've tried killing myself 3 times but got extremely lucky each time. Then I dug myself out of that hole because forcing yourself into the uncomfortable eventually makes it the new baseline. That's how life is, if you always seek to be comfy, it will all be downhill and you will only find unhappiness.
>>330143
This stuff.
No.330145
>>330142
I think it might be quite similar to grammar schools here then.
Oh. Oh well then. Shame. Doctor Venla the teacher would sound nice
No.330146
>>330144
haven't really tried to kms yet. im super unsure about last time since even i can't tell if it was attention whoring, cry for help or an actual goodbye /lewd/ time kms thing.
BUt yeah, that's the word I was looking for. Baseline. I figured you'd know what I meant.
Lost my hope pretty much when i told that to nurse that being sad is comfy and she goes "w-what? H-how…" and then the social worker cuts off saying "yeah that's common" ffs I used to like the nurse and dislike the social worker but the fucking social worker understands me better. fml. anyways tomorrow I see a "toimintaterapeutti" whatever the hell that is.
>>330145
Maybe, can't say.
if only the person having these dreams wasn't me
No.330147
>>330146
Thinking you are too far gone for hope is just going to that same place. You really aren't, all you have to do is work for it, bit by bit. That's how humans work, nobody is doomed to unhappiness unless you live in fucking north korea or Africa. And even there people are happy there from time to time, because that's their normal life, they have their high and lows.
Not get up your entitled ass and be a man fam
No.330149
No.330150
>>330146
Tee is right about the bit by bit thing I think. Big motivational words won't do shit. Small short steps, each one of which is uncomfortable, really. Until one day it's not any longer (though it will have been replaced by something else that is).
>>330148
Everyone!
No.330151
>>330147
Hard to do that when anything positive I do comes with recoil that makes me never want to do those positive things again. I don't know. It's hard. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
What if I want to be grill tho
>>330148
Btw eminem is amazing. Probably my fav artist now that I think about it. I always come back to him.
>>330150
It's hard alone.
No.330152
>>330151
>What if I want to be grill tho
Do you…?
No.330153
>>330152
No, I just wanted to make the joke. I'm fine with being male.
No.330154
>>330153
More nails on the straight Venla coffin.
No.330155
>>330141
Aww why not? Starting to lose interest?
No.330156
>>330154
N-no. Besides venla has been meme sexual since venla came on the board.
No.330157
>>330151
I understand.
Though right now, it also means you can do things unsupervised, at your own pace. So even though it's scary, you can always save your progress and take a break, and then continue after a short break. Like if you want to go back to college, you can take your time in researching which one, or what to do afterwards, or what sort of classes you would take there and what subject matter you would learn, and you can prepare ahead of time. And if at any point in time you feel afraid or ashamed, you can take a break and no one is going to be there to see and judge (well, except for you of course). And there is also the board of people who empathize. Maybe more than you give credit to!
>>330132
>missed your post x_x
I have no clue why those americans did it. Today it's just a region so… It can work as an identity, but not nationality.
Never implied it wasn't!
Hope you had nice dinner :3c
No.330158
>>330150
No
>>330151
I think his library is a bit inconsistent in quality but he's popular for a reason
No.330159
>>330155
Um, somewhat I have. Just looking for a game that will get me back in the mood to play more online vidya, and I was going to turn to WoW, but I don't think I have the time to invest into it now that I'm back at university.
I'll find something though!
No.330160
>>330157
>like most people
Because they are weird! So are you <3
It was just fine
No.330162
>>330156
Meant to transmeme but I'm too tired to into words. I think it's a goodnight, hang in there.
No.330163
>>330158
Oh yeah definitely. Eminem isn't consistent at all. And the pop infusion phase in his newer work is just awful. Some of it i like but ehh.
>>330157
I guess that's true. But idk. my paranoia is getting the best of me. Everytime I'm alone at home I just think of how dad is getting an eviction notice done, when he's out with mom all i can think about is how they're trying to come up with ways to get rid of me, talking how shit i am etc.. Maybe homelessness would solve things, wake me up of the neet dream. idk.
Thing is everytime i open up on the board or post all i can think of is how i'm attention whoring and bothering everyone. I'd leave the board but this is where all my friends are.
>>330162
sleep well. I was more memeing about demi sexuality whatever the fuck it is
No.330165
>>330158
Yes, everyone. Everyone who was in the thread at the time.
How're you doing, Sims the big booted?
>>330160
>sorry x_x
They are indeed! Aw jeez~
Alrighty then!
>>330162
G'night Tee.
No.330166
>>330163
Did you ever give Lupe Fiasco a try?
No.330167
>>330165
I'm not okay. It's not that big!
No.330168
>>330166
recommend some of his songs, don't have spotify anymore so can't just listen to everything on one go
No.330170
>>330163
It'd hardly attentionwhoring when people here care about you. Now I'm really gone.
No.330171
>>330168
If you're using YouTube then
His first album
https://youtu.be/EGsdA9lSV2U
And second
https://youtu.be/LYZrJQXIcc8
Are considered his best work
His album that came out last year is fantastic too, you can skip the tracks named after seasons if you'd like.
https://youtu.be/JS6mI1NXW-c
No.330172
>>330163
Oh, the paranoia I am not as familiar with, I suppose. I just get the standard "behind your back people think XYZ about you". I guess I got tired of it and learned to live with it.
It's hard to explain why, but I trust you when you say you are conflicted about posting here, so I don't treat it as attention whoring so far. I'd hope most people agree.
>>330167
Oh, sorry to hear. Oh, sorry to hear.
No.330173
>>330165
Would be easier if i could just leave and people forget about me Like some already have
Being weird isn't bad all the time
Have you eaten?
>>330170
Nini Tee
No.330174
>>330171
Okay, those will nicely spice up from the 5 eminem songs I've been listening to.
>>330172
Didn't used to have this but the isolation must do its' tricks. Like I'm crazy paranoid when sober, it's honestly insane.
that's weridly nice to hear. stop it.
>>330170
No.330177
>>330173
I guess there are merits to leaving this place, but still…
I guess? o:
Oh yeah. My today's has been rather… well, pea soup, lentil and eggs, and finally ham&eggs with garlic sauce. I don't like where this is going! What did you have?
>>330174
Possibly. Hopefully it will go away eventually. It may sound overly simplistic or even dismissive, but maybe a lot of the bad thoughts would go away if you had something to do.
>
No.330178
Welp portwine bottle is empty.
>>330175
You went through too much effort, I'll give the singles a listen first. I can better and faster give my opinion then
>>330177
Oh yeah definitely. Just the motivation is kill.
lol
No.330180
>>330178
I disagree, it was easy.
No.330184
>>330182
holy keks
>>330180
i like the pic, it's funny
No.330185
>>330177
Well i mostly meant in general. Like a work from home job and so i didn't have to talk with anyone. What merits and still what? :3
Ewwww you like eggs? EWWW
I just had some tacos :p
No.330186
>>330178
>Welp portwine bottle is empty.
Get some water then, no more drinking, yeah?
Mhmm. It will come back I am sure. In small waves, perhaps. That's why you have to make use of those! And preserve your progress so that you can always resume when you get another burst of motivation.
>>330182
Hue,
>>330185
>Like a work from home job and so i didn't have to talk with anyone
Hm, what do you mean?
>What merits
Having more time to do stuff.
>still what
still, pls nu leave.
I like eggs! You got a problem with it?!
I see, neato.
No.330187
>>330186
Fine… And I'll get water. My lips are dry as fuck.
Hopefully so. Who knows though. We'll see.
No.330188
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>330186
I don't want to talk to people. :p It's fine sometimes but i'd rather be alone really.
True but what would one do?
Ooh okay :p
Yea eggs are disgusting!
It's easy to make and kinda good.
Also Jim Jefferies <3
No.330189
>>330184
It's from the VMAs I think
No.330190
>>330187
Good man. Did it colour your spit like normal wine does?
Indeed.
>>330188
Ah alright, that's fair.
Oh, I don't know what one would. Maybe think about what to do!
T-they're not! They're delicious chicken abortions!
Oddly enough I only have had tacos like once or twice in my entire life.
I like him too! Only have variations on this reaction webm though.
No.330193
>>330191
fine, fine, fine….
>>330190
No, not really. It's not as "red" i guess. It's.. idk… It's hard to explain.
>>330189
heh well it's nice
No.330194
>>330190
It would be a lot easier on everyone
That's just a waste of time tho :P
THEY ARE NOT! THEY ARE DISGUSTING AND YOU ARE DISGUSTING FOR EATING THEM!
Ooh that's not a lot. How come?
Haha they are great tho :3
No.330195
>>330193
Whaddya think of Lupe so far?
No.330197
>>330193
I am tempted to ask for a picture, but it feels kinda goofy.
>>330191
Heeey, SDeee! I'm drunk, keep me companyyyy!
I'm not actually drunk. I kinda wish I were though so that I could have an excuse.
>>330194
Eh, debatable I think. I am not in the mood to debate it though.
That was the point, yes! XP
O-oh, okay.
I have no clue. Seems like they only became a thing here some years ago and I never bothered.
Also lewd pic, I like it.
~
No.330198
Idk what's wrong with me. Like 20min back i was suicidal and shit but now I'm "normal"
>>330195
the older stuff that you linked seems nicer and better than the (i assume) newer things i saw by just looking up on youtube. The newer stuff wasn't bad though.
>>330196
*glug* *glug* *glug*
No.330199
>>330197
Well the portwine is gone so can't take a pic of what the color was, besides I was having it from a small steel shot glass sized wine "glass" meant for dessert wines like portwine.
No.330200
>>330198
What song did you like the most?
No.330201
>>330199
Hey taking a pic of the wine itself wouldn't be goofy. I meant the spit.
No.330202
>wake up
>venya is suicidal again
what's up, /lewd/?
No.330203
>>330197
How is that connected to anything?
>>330198
I hope that's the sound of water and not alcohol.
No.330204
>>330200
Maybe intruder alert, it's a bit more… Umm… I don't know, the chorus is a bit too *something that describes singing that isn't rap* but it's very nice even with that.
Superstar was nice as well though.
>>330201
I know, i just decided to disregard it lol
>>330202
pshhh that was like 40min ago, get with the times Burchy
No.330205
>>330203
water, fireball + cocacola was way too sweet to mix when i tried yesterday i think. and fireball is only thing i can mix since everything else is too nice to open just to drink for depression.
No.330207
>>330203
What is connected, my being **not really* drunk?
>>330204
Oh, boo, don't leave me feel like a dork for suggesting it, take the pic of spit, Venla!
Don't actually take the pic.
No.330208
>>330205
Ah, probably should have upped the amount of fireball then.
Good to hear that you're not over-doing drinking tonight.
>>330206
How's Empty?
No.330209
>>330207
The attention and someone being drunk, I don't see any connections.
No.330211
>>330208
E-m-p-t-y is fine, just reading some manga, what about SD, how are you doing?
I hope you're doing well, if you're not one hug and a headpat is in order to make you feel better.
No.330212
>>330207
Heh I wouldn't take it anyways.
>>330208
Yeah it was just I'm guessing 0,5l of some 20% portwine. So not bad since my tolerance is picking up again.
No.330213
>>330204
i'm like, super tired, i'm allowed to say whatever i want
what's up, ven?
No.330214
>>330213
Why are you tired? Have you messed up your sleep schedule for your aussie?
I'm, believe it or not, fine at the moment. all the bad thoughts vanished. weird.
No.330215
>>330211
Ah, just pretty ill and tired as of lately and kind of watching breaking bad still.
>>330212
Doesn't sound too bad at all, I'm taking a long pause from drinking again since last time didn't go so well and I've been drinking way too much as of lately.
No.330216
>>330214
kind of, i would have went to bed late anyway but i went to bed an hour late for him
i was mostly just playing vidya
So you're feeling fine, now? That's good.
No.330217
>>330212
>>330207
>**not really*
>
>>330209
Well maybe I need to be drunk to ask for attention, I don't see why that would be weird or hard to understand.
>>330212
Yeah I was just making sure you understood I wasn't being serious, y'know.
No.330218
>>330197
I think it and sure we don't need to talk about it ^^
Well yea time wasted having fun isn't time wasted :p
YES! BUT DON'T AGREE WITH ME! >.<
Ooh okay it's quite a big thing here in Sweden. It's like the perfect party meal. There's always something for everyone <3
They are all lewd :3
>>330202
Morning Tranny Nr. 5
Also if this was i'd NEVER be depressed
No.330219
>>330217
Still seems pretty stupid if you ask me.
No.330220
>>330215
Aww, well I hope you get over the illness soon. Hugs and gives you a quick headpat
I'm a man of my word!
No.330221
YouTube embed. Click thumbnail to play.
>>330215
That's good that you're having a break from it. Was the hangover just so bad?
Tbh I'm just getting started with my alcoholism again, 3 days in a row I've had a beer by 12. Then again I'm out of drinkable alcohol soon so guess that'll stop me.
>>330216
awww cute
yeah, there's something fucky going on between my ears. this shit has been happening a lot lately.
>>330217
Heh, i know, i know.
No.330222
>>330218
so we have magi / blackjack / welma
who's the other tranny?
Morning, Tessy. How you?
>>330221
it was actually quite lewd
You gotta work on your chemical balances or some shit monica…
I dunno, I'm kind of depressed so I guess I'm not one to talk? HRT when
No.330223
>>330218
Mhmm.
Well I'm not agreeing, just resigning on arguing.
Yeah. Maybe it's just not a thing with me.
They are indeed, but that one in particular.
>>330219
How rude. I'll just crawl back into my hole then.
No.330225
>>330220
Only God knows how long it'll last, but I'm not still skipping gym for some coughing.
Thanks, I don't know how to feel about the pat though.
>>330221
Yeah, and I checked my chatlogs afterwards.
I hate it when I can't remember what I've said word to word.
Glad to hear that it's going that way then, just don't buy more of it.
>>330223
I feel like you implied that I only pay attention to drunk people, which would be kind of rude.
No.330226
>>330222
OHH what'd you do?
Nigga how. And why Monica!?
Ehh I wouldn't worry about that. I mean worrying about if you're one to talk or not. for you or me…?MEMES
No.330227
>>330225
Oh, if it's just a small cough it should clear up soon! I hope.
Umm, I'll not do the headpat anymore then
No.330228
>>330225
Oh, find something not good in them?
btw fuck steam for not offering chatlogs.
I like money too much to buy more honestly. Oh well. Alcoholism was a fun thing to do this week i guess.
No.330229
>>330225
Oh. No, I said I needed to be drunk to ask for it. Didn't mean to imply you only accepted request of attention from drunk people.
No.330230
>>330226
took lewds and then talked dirty kek
I dunno, sunlight and eating healthy?? Worked okay for me when i bothered
me obviously, ree
No.330231
>>330227
Just the common flu, which is making a comeback per the usual way it does during every fall.
Ah, alright.
>>330228
Might have picked a fight with someone, but it's all sorted out and good now.
Pretty rare that I get chaotic, but it's only ever happened when I've been too drunk to remember.
I wish that you could choose to have them be disabled.
>>330229
Well then.
No.330232
>>330230
noice
Well until like 30mins ago I've been eating a pretty vegan diet since apparently that's a thing in this house now. We'll see if I can get around to do something.
I can't tell the memes apart sometimes, sorry mate
No.330233
>>330231
I only ever get the flu in the summer, which really puts me out of action for like 2 weeks… it's not fun, with the heat and muscle aches it makes it unbearable to sleep.
But the hug, I'll keep the hug!
No.330234
>>330232
>vegan
RIP you, just make sure you're not gargling soy milk, I dunno. Meat is supposed to be good at giving you a masculine build and whatnot
Oh, yeah. well that's fair enough. i dunno, kinda depressed since no real way to move out in the near future??? that i can see, and thus no good way to get mones
No.330236
>>330231
well good that you got it sorted now then. sounds like you got really drunk then. I only saw the aftermath of hangover posts i think.
I mean you can't even get them so they're basically disabled
>>330234
Vegeterian sorry.
I lasted like couple days over a week, then i had some meat, but now it's back to beans and oats and shit.
ahh i understand that. my moving thing may be solved in the upcoming days though. you think your folks would notice you getting hormone packages? or are you just uncomfortable with the whole idea?
No.330239
>>330236
So why's your whole family vegetarian all of a sudden? My dad was a really strict vegan and an as about the whole thing.
Your moving thing? They'd most certainly notice me growing tits
No.330240
>>330233
I know that feel with small-time allergy as I start sneezing every now and then for no apparent reason.
Then you shall.
>>330235
Then it's all settled.
>>330236
It was a Steam deal, so nowhere to be seen really.
Still one witness too much for my appetite.
It saves everything you've had up to the latest post for the period you've had it open, and I never close the chats if I see them on-going.
No.330241
what did he mean by this?
No.330242
>>330240
Not as far as I'm concerned. I'm still thirsty for some attention.
No.330243
>>330222
Wait who's Welma? I was just making a joke! >.<
I am depressed as usual. You?
>>330223
Yea i know you aren't. Are we talking about the same thing?
I meant on the eggs! >.<
>tfw i bought a sitting/standing desk but i can't use the standing part because my cables are too short >.<
Probably different in your country that's why!
No.330244
>>330243
Ops
Probably different in your country that's why! was meant for >>330223
No.330245
>>330239
because "meat is boring" i kid you fucking not
I wouldn't complain really but the oats and beans are getting old and i grew tired of frozen veggies and noodles.
yeah, going to be talking to some social dudes about getting an apartment early next month, going to take a while but who knows if by christmas I'd be living on my own.well it takes time for that to happen but i understand
>>330240
Ahh okay, and lol.
I think it slowly pushes old messages away if you talk too much, or so it has been to me.
No.330246
Please welcome our new boards!
/sjw/ - Social justice
/blm/ - African-American concerns
/big/ - Fat acceptance
/hat/ - Fedora lifestyle
/vap/ - Vaping
/hue/ - Brazillian culture
/que/ - Mexican intellectuals
No.330248
>>330243
>>330244
I was resigning on discussing eggs too, yeah. A lost cause, that.
Eh maybe.
>>330246
>/hat/ - Fedora lifestyle
Finally!
No.330250
>>330243
I dunno, trannyposter who was here yesterday??
Depressed too I guess. Tired as fuck which isn't helping
>probably no way i'm going to be able to do 'mones within the next few months
>>330245
damn, that's absurd. No other reasons? At all???
I guess there's plenty of good vegetarian stuff but I doubt I could ever unlearn sausage
oh, that's nice. are you getting disability money, or something? maybe i should see a therapist and see if i can
No.330251
>>330242
Don't you find it odd that you want my attention in particular?
>>330245
Still rather shameful.
There's still always enough to read though, unless you reply with 1 word per reply.
No.330255
>>330251
…no. You do, I take it.
No.330258
>>330250
Nope no other reason. Or no other reason as far as I know. Been 2 weeks now I think. Probably going to last a month more until someone snaps and buys meat. ffs there are 2 week old vegan sausages that we have lmao.
I don't know, feels like the whole city is having a vegetarian boom with new weird products coming out.
I wont get money until I'm on my own but apparently that can be arranged to start as I'd move to an apartment. I really don't know much about the details yet. I mean it's not a bad idea to resolve issues with someone so i'd recommend it.
>>330251
Well you think it's worse than it actually is. Then again I don't believe that when others say it to me.
Yeah i mean it takes many messages to push it to make old msgs disappear.
No.330259
>>330248
Ooh okay
So what are you gonna do tonight?
>>330250
Must've missed her.
Why not sleep more?
Also is Ashley your name?
I'm gonna go and see a curator about my problems and HRT
No.330260
>>330251
>There's still always enough to read though
you probably don't have many several hour long, serious discussions?
>>330258
some of the vegan stuff tastes nice, why the fuck would you want to switch out real meat for fake meat, though?
vegetarian / vegan diets seem like memes to me. maybe good for getting that skinny twink aesthetic, but not much else?
yeah, I might have to look into that. I dunno, god. i feel so powerless
>>330259
Kept waking up, idk it's pretty hot now, seems like it'd be uncomfortable to sleep?
N-no, I was Anthony before but changed it as a joke. I'm still thinking up female names
Oh, so you want to go trans?
No.330262
>>330257
Well you popped into the thread at the right time so why would I not victimize you…
>>330259
Eh, sleep soonish. Like 30-40 minutes from now. Going to keep drinking and listening to George Carlin till then.
No.330264
>>330260
im fine with the vegetarian diet honestly, but it needs effort to make it good, and no one here is willing to go through the effort honestly.
Maybe, think the trap guides tell you to avoid meat because man hormones or something so maybe vegan is good for that.
idk how things are there but it's free to make an mental health appointment heremight want to research how one would get started on it where you live, the therapy i mean.
No.330265
>>330258
I'm just a bit too self-aware.
I recall going through some of the older messages by scrolling.
>>330260
A few every now and then.
Serious though?
Probably never.
>>330262
You seemed to have attention already with the on-going chats, mine was just added to it.
No.330267
>>330265
self awareness is dangerous. makes you second guess everything.
No.330268
>>330267
Been doing it for years now, not like double or even triple checking would be bad just to make sure.
No.330269
>>330260
Get a better cover and some AC :3
As a joke ;) Have you found any you like?
Yea thinking about it
>>330262
Ooh okay! Do you have work tomorrow?
No.330272
>>330269
Our house is garbo anyway, air conditioning wouldn't work very well at all
N-nah, I don't really like the name Ashley at all
Lucille, Rose, Alice, Sophia, Cassandra are all candidates right now. October?? Maybe?
>>330264
I dunno, you can pretty easily fry up cheese / onion / carrots and call it a meal…
Yeah, they do. Meat helps you bulk up and waht not I guess. I think it's mostly red meat you're supposed to avoid, oddly.
Yeah, I want to move out before I start though and I'd rather find someone on the mainland to move in with, might not be an option though
just ugh i feel so powerless and weak
No.330274
>>330265
I had a bit I guess.
I'm not sure what we're arguing for.
>>330269
Yeah I do. I start at 8am though so nothing hardcore. Plus tend to leave 1 hour earlier on fridays, since I usually get some overtime during the week.
No.330277
Time for me to sleep. have a thing to do in the day tomorrow.
>>330268
well yeah. i suppose. it just gets tiring. then again everything does.
>>330272
Well yeah, that will do but do that low effort lunch for a week and holy fuck no thanks.
Probably makes sense because something idk what.
Mainland america!? Might not be as hard asa you think. Idk though.well you're not. you're the most powerful influencer in your life.idk if that's positive or negative though heh that's motivation and demotivation in one package!
No.330278
>>330272
Ooh okay sorry to hear.
Why not?
You wanna be called Octorber? >.<
>>330274
Aah okay but NO MORE DRINKING FOR YOU THEN!
No.330279
>>330274
Just seems pretty odd to me, nothing else.
No.330281
>>330279
Why do i keep confusing you and Tee?
No.330283
>>330278
Yeah lel, I just tried to pour myself the rest of the bottle and missed, spilling some beer on the table, the carpet, my thigh and chair. I am not actually that affected, idk why it happened, I'm just a clumsy fuck >.<
>>330279
Uhhh. I'm sorry in that case.
No.330284
>>330277
True, but not like anything I do matters anyways.
Sleep well Venla.
>>330281
How do you confuse the lewdmeister with me?
>>330283
It's okay.
No.330285
>>330278
I dunno, Ashley just seems too generic for me
I just remember seeing someone or some female character called October, it's an intriguing name but unlikely
>>330277
yeah, true that. still, it's nice in-between my mom's fancier cooking
Yeah I'd really like to get away from Hawaii and everyone I know here, ugh Well, thanks, I guess? I dunno, you're right about me needing a better attitude, just hard to motivate yourself to have one
No.330287
>>330284
Well I'm going to go to bed in 15-20 minutes and am not sure if all this counts as attention or not. Yeah technically speaking, of course it does buit still…
No.330288
>>330283
I KNOW WHY! You're getting drunk! So stop it right this second!
>>330284
I don't know just feels like you are the same >.< You're both finns
>>330285
True and many bitches are called Ashley
True but it mostly just works for characters >.<
No.330289
>>330284
idk, you talking to me matters to me
>>330285
heh i was genuinely trying to motivate you, but since i realize the irony of me doing that i had to put the demotivational thing there
No.330291
>>330288
No it's mpt because of that. Maybe a little but honestly, I can think pretty clearly. My eyes feel a bit tired thoguh and I am squinting a good deal.
This the drinkign will continue until I have finished the bottle. It's only like 100ml more.
No.330292
>>330291
*not becuase of that
No.330296
>>330288
That's a fair point, I dunno. It's a possible name. Maybe I should just name myself Tessy >:P
What is your female name going to be?
>>330289
Well, thanks for that :p
I dunno what to do, maybe play some vidya or try to rest a bit more? I feel too low energy to do anything
No.330297
>>330295
nah I found it on /o/
I only would consider it if there would be an alfa romeo 4c.
No.330298
>>330291
It is! You can't even spell Not! I would stop you if i could! >.<
>>330296
Yea many good names to chose from >.<
Tess or Tessy :3
No.330299
>>330298
Well you can't! But really, don't worry, I am not even drunk, just tipsy!
No.330300
>>330297
Never went to /o/ before. That isn't a blue board?
No.330303
>>330287
True, sleep well?
>>330288
Probably the short name.
>>330289
Glad you think of it like that.
No.330305
>>330301
He sold all the data to the feds, its over!
No.330308
>>330303
In just a second.
No.330309
No.330312
>>330308
Sleep well in a second then.
>>330310
That always reminds me of this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IU513suJZzY
No.330314
Good night /lewd/
>>330312
Just meant to finish this.
Sleep well you.
No.330317
>>330299
I wish i could and you are!
>>330303
Maybe but i think we haven't even talked :p
>>330314
Nini <3
No.330318
>>330314
Someday I will understand the meaning behind these.
G'night.
>>330317
It's as if you think of me the same as of them just because we haven't talked.
Generalization is bad m'kay?
No.330320
>>330318
No i just confuse you both! >.<
Sorry SD
No.330323
>>330320
Ah well.
Just teasing you.
>>330321
Love his dark souls videos.
No.330330
>>330323
You played ds3 right? I gotta replay it for that dlc coming
>>330327
No.330332
>>330330
DS1, DS2 and DS3, sadly I still haven't finished 3 as I ran out of motivation after the wyvern.
No.330335
>>330334
hows my second favorite finn doing?
No.330337
>>330331
Spooky
>>330332
Aw well if you're that far you should be a good level. Think im at the swamp with the annoying stick people and giant crabs.
No.330339
>>330335
Tired, very tired.
>>330337
Something around 70, just a heavy greatsword build with pyromancy/crossbows as secondary.
No.330340
>>330339
go to bed
or do you want me to carry you to bed
im a big strong man after all :D
No.330344
>>330339
Ah did the same for my first run, well heavy greatsword. It was great and super great in pvp. Then I switch to more of a faith/rapier build.
>>330341
>>330342
Delete this
No.330348
No.330353
>>330340
In a bit, but I doubt big from your height.
>>330344
It's the common build I always use, I just seem to be not able to make anything else work.
>>330347
Sorry about that.
No.330354
>>330352
Yeah Mr. Satan beat cell when Goku and Gohan failed
No.330356
>>330353
Yea no teasing! Only i am allowed to tease :3
No.330359
>>330356
god damn that t girl is cute as fuck
>just learned about bica which apparently lets you HRT without fucking up your dick
No.330360
>>330355
That is what you say.
>>330356
This is getting a bit lewd.
No.330361
>>330353
You pvp a lot? I wish magic was good, I would be using that instead. Then again I haven't played for a good bit so maybe its better now
>>330354
Satan can even kill Black Goku tbh
No.330362
>>330360
ill have you know i was 3rd string punter for my high school junior varsity team!
No.330363
>>330359
Yea I hope i will look just as good >.<
Bica?
>>330360
What? >.<
Do you like it?
No.330364
>>330361
I need to catch up on super
No.330366
>>330363
tfw you will never not have man shoulders
bicalutamide, it's what they use for prostate cancer, apparently nukes your body's ability to use testosterone and can function as estrogen on its own
lotta trannies on /lgbt/ advocate it
No.330368
>>330366
True…
Ooh i gotta keep that in mind :3 Thanks <3
No.330370
>>330364
Im not watching every week but I do see some things and it looks nice. They will probably take a break after the Black goku thing then I gotta watch em all together
>>330369
Yo
No.330371
>>330370
I am only up till goku black appearsa
I might do the same then if they do a break
No.330372
>>330370
Hello Bit, how are you doing today?
No.330374
>>330371
Hope they do then the final villain will turn out to be Launch :^)
>>330372
I'm okay. Clues clues clues! They count how many you do now and Ive done 21 so far. Nothing super good yet ;-; Oh and bxp tomorrow. How are you?
No.330375
>>330374
More clues how are those going. any good rewards?
bxp? Also I'm doing fine, not up too much just in bed watching youtube videos.
No.330376
>>330374
It all makes sense now
No.330377
>>330375
Bad ;-; and nothing
Bonus xp weekend or pretty much double xp. About puppets?
>>330376
Yes being forgotten make her the ultimate villain
No.330378
>>330377
Aww thats not fun to hear. ; ~ ;
Oh and I still don't have membership. x - x so I'm going to miss that, that's not fun. Also nope, just watching random videos.
No.330379
>>330376
is my caw over burt?
No.330380
>>330377
She was in the movie with vegetas brother last so there is hope she will be back
>>330379
yes
No.330383
>boss trust me enough to work alone now
>almost never any customers
Jobs are hard, figured i may as well get paid to funpst while im at it
No.330385
>>330383
What do you do for a living Tranny?
No.330386
>>330385
Watch repairman. We never are to busy. But big event downtown means we are even deader than normal.
No.330387
>>330386
Sounds a bit boring and very delicate
No.330388
>>330378
They hate me.
Rip and I dont think there is bxp for old school. Ah on that side of youtube
>>330380
I didn't watch a lot of the movies, I should someday
>>330381
Ello
No.330389
>>330388
There there, they don't hate you. Don't say that you silly sausage.
Oh I meant in general, no membership so nothing I can do about that. x - x
No.330390
>>330387
Not too much, its like being at home on a computer. Just now i occassionally work and get comission.
Do you work right now?
No.330392
>>330390
Yes i have a job but right now it's 02:18 so i'm not at work
No.330393
>>330391
dave had to come in and shit on the fun though
No.330395
>>330392
Aw, bad wording. So what is it you do then?
No.330396
>>330388
Can you get back on Discord?
No.330397
>>330395
Sorry :P
Electrician why?
No.330398
>>330361
Nah, I'm pretty horrible at that too.
>>330362
I had to google what varsity meant.
>>330363
Just a bit confused as in "why?"
>>330394
Sleep Empty.
No.330399
>>330398
Why lewd? I just post pics i like >.<
No.330400
>>330398
3rd stringer punter strenght mate
you dont want to cross me
No.330401
>>330398
Nu no sleep for Empty, he's not sleepy yet.
No.330402
>>330397
Im a curious person. Its fun to know things that ill likely forget by the time i go to sleep
No.330404
>>330389
Ree
>>330391
>>330396
Ah thought I was you since you stopped talking
No.330405
>>330403
Its nothing against you. I just bought video games today so ill spend all night playin them drinkin coffee so itll cause me to not think and remember
No.330406
>>330404
I messaged you back, my connection was poor though so I dunno if it sent..
No.330407
>>330399
That's a pretty odd choice of art then.
>>330400
The hell's a stringer punter?
I feel like that has something to do with guitar strings and shot put.
>>330401
Sleep.
No.330408
>>330405
But i told you before that!
>>330407
Why? >.<
No.330409
>>330404
Don't REE me, you've done it everyday! ; - ;
>>330407
But I can't go sleep yet SD, I'm not sleepy. :c
No.330410
>>330407
there is at most 3 strings
1st is starter of team
2nd is the back up to the starter
3rd is the back up of the back up literally never sees the fiield unless some freak accident
No.330411
>>330406
Roger that maam
>>330409
and im gonna keep reeing till I get 3rd age or those dye from the clue
No.330412
>>330408
Have you? Im a clown , we have bad memories.
No.330413
>>330407
>That's a pretty odd choice of art then.
don't bully incase!!
No.330414
>>330408
Well, it's not like everyday I see someone posting lewd all the day.
>>330409
How about I hold your hand and you will try?
>>330410
Ah, now I get the joke.
>>330413
Incase?