/imouto/ - Discussion

Cilantro was a bad idea..

>>14150

Cilantro..?

>>14151

Cilantro.

>>14152

On what?

>>14153

On stir fry.

The lemon flavor really kind off outsets the hot and Sour sauce and the garlic.

So, imagine getting lemon squeeze and pouring it all over your meat.

>Passed Physics 2 exam with an 84

Yay~

>>14154

You seem to eat a lot of take-out food.

>>14156

Have to.

I can't cook my own food other than microwave food…eck.

I have returned from dinner!

Also, a quick question:

I usually wrap my controller cables around the controller when I'm not using them, but they end up all curly when I try and use them. Is there a better way to wind the cables?

>>14158

Like this!

http://imgur.com/a/GQhPC

>>14157

Maybe you just need to find a nice girl..

>>14160

There's too many to choose from.

Do I choose a French girl. So I can have French food?

Do I choose a Chinese girl. So I can have a eat Chinese food all the time?

Or do I choose a Hispanic girl. So I can eat Mexican food?

Too many decisions!

>>14158

Ran, you should try to keep the cables as straight as possible, same with headphones, since bending them makes them worn and they might stop working.

Just a pro tip from an electronics major.

>>14159

Well, that way is actually correct for the controller.

>>14161

Or maybe you could have any kind and buy her cooking books.

>>14162

Someone should have told her about resistors and why plugging a light bulb into a power socket was a bad idea.

>>14162

Also, American women can't cook multi-culturally.

It would be like getting a Russian women to make Indian food.

The minute the recipe for curry shows up she'd jet back to another country.

>>14159

I don't have the space for that!

Besides, it'd look real weird.

>>14162

I already know that, but It's hard to keep them all straight when you have a lot of them, and trying to save space.

>>14165

On top of that.

You'd have wires everywhere which not only looks ugly but can also be a danger!

But you're tight on space you may just want to loosely coil your wires and stretch them out every week or so!

Oh, also Far Cry 3 Blood Dragon is free on Uplay, I kind of posted about that earlier, but you weren't around.

>>14163

Well, resistors don't really do all that much if you put it straight into the power grid.

>>14164

Russian women don't cook that much altogether, unless they're babushka-level.

They're more like trophy wives.

>>14165

Well, you could hang them up on a clothing hanger, as long as the controller part isn't straining the cables, I mean.

>>14167

Assuming Kirchhoff's law and resistors in a series. The light bulb would light up normally. Depending on wattage. Since what she had looked really simple. It probably would have burnt out the light bulb.

>>14168

You'd need stupid amounts of resistors for that, or the big ones that will cost you a buck.

>>14170

Hence is why you do Kirchhoff's law.

Besides, yurop's wall sockets have higher current than Americans.

You could also use inductance too but ehhh.

>>14171

Well, not by a lot.

And I've experienced it first-hand.

Because I was a dumb kid.

>>14173

Fork in a light socket?

Or something else?

>>14174

A plug broke in one and I tried to pick it out from there.

>>14175

Never did anything that reckless!

I did burn a plastic bowl to see what would happen!

>>14176

Hug.

Go get some sleep.

>>14178

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wyM14HbggAc

>>14177

Never built any platforms on trees and small hideouts on them with friends and blew up any spray cans by throwing rocks on them?

Nothing to talk about making small bonfires on abandoned crop fields?

>>14180

There's some things I did with snakes that are too dangerous to mention

Probably guns too

>>14181

My grandfather taught me that the easiest way to get rid of snakes is to step on their head with rubber boot's heel.

He saw them as intruders on the cabin we have on an island.

>>14179

I'll watch in a bit, doing something right now.

The genesis is next on the list of consoles to get!

>>14182

Do your best.

Are people still yelling and stuff?

>>14183

>island house

Reminds me of Double Jeopardy.

Is your family well off?

>>14184

Probably easier to collect for.

Though, I can't remember any games outside of Sonic and Mortal Kombat.

Truxton?

>>14185

We've just owned it and half of the island for years, we actually have another cabin, but that's in a forest near a small farmer village.

I like to think of the situation as a bit over the average, still not like yacht-owning situation.

>>14185

Console is pretty cheap, too.

Truxton is too expensive!

I blame mark.

>>14186

I'm sorry..

Painkillers?

>>14187

Ze bourgeois contempt flows deep in your veins.

Is it a seaside cabin or a lakeside cabin?

>>14188

I know right?

Mark drives up the price of everything!

>>14189

Other is the archipelago one, other is just in the middle of a forest.

I don't really know about the bourgeois..

>>14190

By definition.

We're all bourgeois since we live in a first world countries.

Although, I'm curious what You're gaming rig looks like

Why so dead?

>>14192

Because video games!

>>14194

Ah!

Have fun~

2 more days till freedom~

>>14191

Some cheap Samsung DVD/CD drive for old physical copies of games.

1TB WD Blue HDD

250GB Samsung 850 EVO SSD

MSi GTX 1070 Aero

16GB DDR4 2666MHz

CX750M 750W PSU

i5 6600k 3,5GHz quad

Gigabyte Z170 Gaming K3 motherboard

NZXT Phantom 410 Red case

Yes, the case had to be in scarlet.

>>14196

I demand pictures of said scarlet case.

>>14197

>>14198

That is huge SD.

>>14199

Yeah, that's my problem.. it doesn't fit under my old PC table.

Nor can I put 2 monitors on my table, so I've got an 30" monitor on the floor waiting for a new table.

>>14196

Thanks for reminding me how outdated my computer is.

>>14201

Oh well, I just built this one a few months ago.

My old one had

CX750W PSU

MSi 970A-G43 motherboard

AMD Gigabyte R9 270x

AMD A10 6800k 4,1GHz quad

Samsung 120GB 840 Evo SSD

1TB WD Blue HDD

8GB DDR3 2133MHz RAM

Sharkoon Vaya Value white case

That was my 2014 build.

>>14202

This is what I got right now.

GPU is a 280x, and I have an Azza Solano 1000 for a case.

Please ignore the CPU temps.

>>14196

You are surprisingly gaming, arent you SD

this sentence doesnt make sense

but that's how i feel

>>14203

>51C

Panic.

>>14205

But buttfox..

>>14206

Yes Anna?

>>14207

My idling temperature is kinda somewhat above that

>>14203

I was actually thinking about buying the FX-8350, but then I thought that it could possibly bottleneck my 1070.

But that's not half-bad at all, although it might struggle with the new open-world games.

Surprisingly I get around 35C max if I play any of the new games for +4 hours straight.

>>14204

Well, I don't play that much anymore, still it's always fun to have some power in case any of my friends decides that we should all buy some new big game that requires a lot from the rig.

>>14208

Get a fire hose.

>>14209

Are PC parts cheap on your country?

>>14210

But buttfox.. that kills the Manaka.

>>14211

I thought reservoir engineering killed you!

>>14208

That's pretty bad.

You need an air can! Dust it out!

>>14209

This build is 3-4 years old. When I upgrade the GPU, I'm gonna have to get a new CPU, and a new motherboard, probably.

Might as well just build a whole nothing computer at that point!

>>14211

Not really, I assume they're one of the most expensive due to all stupid taxes they add here.

That being said, I paid 495€ ~530$ for my GTX 1070

>>14213

Well, the GPU is still pretty alright in my mind, well, at least depending on the games you play, unless you want to play stuff like Crysis 3 etc.

That's what I did, I didn't want to upgrade my old as it would have been too much of a hassle.. so I wen't overkill.

>>14212

Well.. if I get the fire hose, it's going to be "Stop it, it's already dead" kind of scenario.

>>14213

That has been the way it is since i get this laptop brand new! I even changed the paste.

>>14214

I have to pay taxes too, and .. third world currency..

>>14215

Go for liquid cooled Anna.

The water.

It likes you.

>>14217

But it's a laptop :(

>>14214

Well, I'm talking about farther down the line. I'm expecting this computer to at least last me another 3-4 years. The most intensive game I regularly play is OW, the rest is all simple, usually older stuff.

There's also too many memories on this computer for me to butcher it into something else..

>>14215

Oh, it's a laptop.

That's pretty normal then, laptops are basically volcanoes.

>>14218

Welp, just don't run autocad on your laptop.

It will freeze everything.

>>14219

Hmm.. i think the correct name is, portable electronic furnace!

>>14216

I assume they're not as bad as here, since our Value-added tax is 24%..

>>14219

I actually get like 100-150 ping in OW for NA.

I didn't format my old 1TB HDD, so I just transferred it and added in as a new drive due to all my files and memories.

And partly because I didn't want to re-install ~800 GB of games.

>>14221

I commonly refer to my desktop as a space heater.

It's very comfy here in the winter, wrapped up in a blanket and playing games.

>>14222

Well, I still have my first XP machine intact as I remember it, so I thought I'd do the same for this one.

I find it very refreshing to just delete everything and start anew sometimes, although I try to avoid that on my desktop.

>>14223

I actually have an XP machine from 2001 behind my current computer, I don't really know why I still have it, also I have some broken laptop on the desk because I've been planning on taking all the working parts out of it.

>>14222

The worst thing is nobody knows the rule for sure, there's a luxury item tax which is 40%.

>>14223

Post pic!

>>14225

Of my current machine, or the XP one?

>>14226

Both

>>14225

Luxury item tax..?

There's a reason why people here buy alcohol abroad.

>>14227

Hold on, I can get one of the current one, and I'll see if I can find one of the XP machine.

>>14229

I shall wait intently Ran-sama!

>>14226

Space heater :3

>>14228

Yeah, the thing is, nobody knows for sure what items are considered luxury items.

It's one of those corrupt hidden cost thing

>>14231

I assume that'd be like old wine or Russian caviar.

>>14232

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mB5YeQFw1S4

>>14234

>touching someone's chest to feel their heartbeat

>>14235

Well, when your best friend is about to kill God and turn everyone into computer programs. It's a good idea to tell her what being physical is about.

Have this.

https://youtu.be/J1BbwIE3a8g

>>14231

>>14230

ignore the knee.

And the dust.

And everything else, except for the computer..

>>14237

You're really tan.

Nice tower.

>>14236

You just wait until I become the omnipotent God and start the permafrost project.

>>14237

Could use some compressed air.

The dust could explain your CPU's heat.

>>14239

Permafrost?

Are you going to make an Ice planet Hoth?

>>14239

Am I really?

Weird, since I don't go out much.

>>14239

I have a can, but the little nozzle thing got lost, so it's useless!

I'm going to have to go get more sometime.

Also, the temps were high because I was in the middle of a game. I idle at around 30 for most things.

>>14240

I believe I stated that 2 years ago, that if I ever become a God, it'll be permafrost time.

>>14241

You lost both of them?

Oh, well then.

I think my idle temp is at 20-25

>>14241

It might have been the shading and the angle!

>>14233

Some electronics like smartphone count as luxury, how messed up is that

>>14237

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu is that rosewill I see

>>14244

>Not the dog fucking one

For shame!

>>14244

Do you ever just want to move out from there due to things like that?

>>14246

He could live in Australia and have worse internet..

>>14242

I had just thrown out the one that was used up a few days ago, and went to grab the new one just now. It was gone.

>>14243

I'm tanner than most of the white girls I see, so you're probably white. Who knows.

>>14244

I had a budget!

It hasn't died on me yet!

That feel when you're so white, that you can see your veins clearly.

>>14247

Who would ever want to move to Australia?

I mean, everything's going to kill you there!

>>14248

Oh, just bad luck I guess.

I saved both of mine, since I don't think that the air will make it any worse.

>>14248

>Tanner than most of the white girls I know

>I'm probably white

Eh, I have enough Native American in me to hunt buffalo and enough black to speak Ebonics. But I am 100% white!

>>14249

You'd move to Australia for the bantz.

>>14249

That feel when your entire family has really large veins, so they always pop out

>>14250

That was a typo! I meant to say you're probably right.

oops.

>>14252

Yes, but now is confirmed that you are an IRL girl!

Cool thing is my grandmother was a nazi and granddad was a British soldier~!

They're staging a political coup in America…Huh.

>>14251

Bantz..?

>>14252

That feel when you've inherited bad blood flow & really thin veins on hands and feet so those get cold often.

>>14245

Do you have it? this one comes from the folder.

>>14246

Always have, always will

>>14255

<3

>>14256

It's on Alice Lied and ED if you really want it.

I still can't read it.

>>14256

You think you ever will do it though?

>>14257

You lost me.

>>14259

Where did I lose you?

>>14260

I don't follow at all!

>>14253

A girl?

Now how did you figure that out?

>>14255

I'm lucky I didn't inherit my mother's "bad gene".

If I did, I probably would have been on medicine my entire life.

>>14261

What don't you understand?

>>14262

私 was a good indicator?

>>14257

I'll check it out , I have to rush to office before it rains

>>14248

You're playing with the fire!

>>14258

With my current pay.. no

>>14264

>office

Bye anna!

>>14262

I got the short end of the stick, kind of have an heart defect, but it's not a problem as of currently.

>>14263

What's with the banter and hearts and all.

>>14264

Do you think it'll get better?

I mean, you're more highly educated than I am..

>>14263

…Well, yeah. but what about that picture confirmed it? I'm curious.

>>14264

I welcome the flames.

Also, good luck at the office!

>>14266

I would've wound up with genetic blood clotting.

Is it something that'll get more apparent with age?

>>14266

That is for you to find out Sd-san.

>>14267

I actually managed to avoid that problem, or more like something that causes small veins to rupture all the time.

Ehh, only God knows, it can either get better or worse, but as long as I'm doing some cardio every now and then it'll be alright, kind of a small vent problem that causes minor back flow of blood and a small side noise to the heartbeat.

>>14268

I don't understand..

>>14269

Sounds pretty nasty.

Hopefully it never gets worse.

I'm glad you seem to have it under control, though!

>>14267

Well, I was being facetious…Am I right?

>>14269

What don't you understand.

>>14271

Who knows?

>>14272

We're all girls on the internet.

So fret not!

We'll all be in a big orgy someday.

And since we're all girls.

BOYS CAN LOVE BOYS!

>>14270

I've had it checked a few times just because I felt like it was causing these odd chest pains that felt like someone was stabbing my heart with a knife.

The doctor guessed it was a problem caused by some small chest muscle which can get like that with back problems.

Haven't felt it in a long time though after picking up a gym.

>>14271

You, I don't understand you.

>>14275

What about me do you not understand?

And now I'm making typos too, I should sleep at some point.

>>14277

Will you sleep with me?

>>14273

That'd be a little scary, to be honest.

Boys loving boys is lewd, foxy.

>>14277

staying up until you can only type gibberish is the way to go, right?

>>14279

>

>>14276

I don't know Fox, I, just, don't, know.

>>14278

That's lewd!

>>14279

I guess, I was still drinking coffee at 2 am.

And I assume they won't call me about the job and will just send me an email instead if I get invited to an interview.

At least it seems more likely than a personal call.

>>14281

It's a bunk bed.

You get top and I get bottom~

>>14280

Indeed.

Are you into that kind of thing?

>>14281

Drinking caffeine at 2am is bad!

Also, good luck with the job. An email does sound more likely in that situation.

>>14283

It's depends who is involved.

My fan-fiction of Edward falling for Jacob is almost complete. I just need to edit it a bit~

>>14282

I actually had top bunk most of the time in military, mostly because it was easier to make in those 5 mins that we had time to make it.

And if it wasn't in 5 mins, you had to tear it down and attempt again, with less time to it.

>>14283

Well, I may have started drinking coffee at 10 pm and it took me 4 hours to drink 3 cups, that's all for my defense!

At least that is how I feel about it and my siblings agreed when I asked if that's how it goes with these companies.

>>14285

Rude.

>>14286

And I forgot to mention that everyone in the company had to tear theirs down if one failed to deliver.

That's discipline for you.

>>14287

>>14288

There was a lot of dumb things like that.

>>14289

>>14284

I want to believe that you aren't serious.

>>14285

That's hardly a defense! Sleep is important. I hope you don't have to get up early tomorrow, right?

>>14291

Never under-estimate the dedication of women when it comes to shipping.

Even when ships don't make sense! They still happen!

>>14290

>>14291

True, but it's already 7:30 am, and I've been waking up at 8 am everyday for this week since I have been waiting for them to call me, but it seems like that is not necessary at all.

I don't really have anything to do either because I'm still too sick to go to the gym.

>>14293

>>14292

Bah, I've experienced this first hand.

Women can be scary sometimes.

>>14293

..7:30am?

How long have you been up, SD?

>>14295

>first hand

You're related to a fujoshi?

>>14294

>hand holding

>>14295

Well, I took a nap during the day and it went on for 6 hours and then I didn't bother to go to bed, so I guess it's been like.. 12 hours now?

>>14297

But brushing hair?

>>14296

I'm not related to one, but I have been in relations with one before.

They were kinda nuts.

It's why I do my best to avoid them now.

>>14297

Well, that's not too bad I guess. Strange sleep schedule, though.

>>14299

I can see where that would become a little distracting!

So, Ran-sama, sleep or not to sleep?

>>14298

I don't mind I mean, but yes please.

>>14299

I kind of took the nap because I woke up at 6 am yesterday and I were pretty tired, it just happened to go on for twice as long than intended.

I always fix it in the end though!

But it always goes horribly wrong again..

>>14300

Sleep, always sleep.

I'll need to go soon too, so I can at least squeeze in 6 hours.

>>14301

It's impossibly hard to fix sleep schedules, I've found.

Since you're sick, you should be sleeping a lot!

>>14301

Alright, good night SD~

Do get some sleep.

>>14302

Goodnight Ran-sama~

>>14302

It usually happens to me, since I don't usually feel all that tired unless I have slept a lot, in which case I feel so tired.

I've been meaning to, but no matter what I do I can't get rid of this illness.

I feel like I should sometime visit a doctor and get some antibiotics even though it's a bad thing to always take antibiotics.

>>14303

Sleep well Fox, I'll probably take a nap in a bit.

>>14303

Sweet dreams, foxy.

>>14304

I'm tired most of the time, but that's just because I don't get a whole lot of sleep during the week.

I usually just stick it out, but I really dislike visiting the doctor, so it might be a good idea for you.

Anyways, I guess I'll follow suit and try to get some rest myself.

Good night SD, see ya around.

>>14305

I'm only tired when I wake up, but it usually fades unless I've been sleeping a whole lot, and once I get over the tiredness I can't fall asleep so easily.

I've been trying that, as usually everything passes, but I guess this is something that isn't normal.

Sleep well Ran, I'll join you soon though.

G'night.

>>14308

Alone on a Thursday morning?

>>14309

Just like every other day!

onee-san u are an "otaku" right?

>>14310

Aww, it'll be okay. We're here for you.

>>14311

Well, my nii-san isn't. He has to take care of me, so he's going to work and college and stuff.

>>14312

are u an otaku emi

>>14313

I go to school, but unwillingly.

When I move in with nii-san, I'll probably be a stay at home wife, so, in a way, possibly.

What about you?

>>14314

have u seen clannad ?

aha no i am a novice

>>14315

No, I haven't, why?

Also

>two cops at our school

>doing a presentation about responsibility, adulthood and crime

Uhh, is buying/using prescription drugs without a prescription a crime?

I mean… the pharmacists give it to me without asking…

it's just spiro, not like vicodin or whatever

>>14316

cuz ive started watching it

>>14317

Is it any good?

>>14318

after the first two episodes i thought it was too weird and off-putting and didnt think id like it but after that i started rly enjoying the show and im on episode ten now

>>14319

I haven't watched anime in a while. Always too busy.

>>14320

emi i am worried about u

>>14321

I'm okay. Just trying to dedicate as much of my free time to game dev.

>>14322

yea well gn

>cops talking about sexual crimes

>watching porn when a minor is present counts as abuse

So, if my sister ever saw me post lewds, I'm technically an abuser or something?

>>14311

What is the definition of otaku again?

>>14325

>Otaku (おたく/オタク?) is a Japanese term for people with obsessive interests, commonly the anime and manga fandom.

>>14326

hmm, then I am most likely not one. I'm not even following anime and or manga.

>>14327

Me neither. I just make vidya and sleep all day.

>>14329

>female

>otaku

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww laaaaddddd.

>>14331

good morning!

what's up?

>>14332

Morning Emi.

Just woke up and took a shower, now trying to start an alert mission in Warframe, but the host keeps disconnecting..

>>14333

>wake up

>shower

>vidya

at least, like, i dunno… eat breakfast or something. jeez.

>>14334

Well.. I made coffee.

Is that enough?

>>14335

well,eating is kinda important, but i suppose i only drink coffee/tea in the mornings as well.

>>14331

The black rose shall blue once more.

>>14336

Well, I'm not really big on eating breakfast, never really have been.

>>14338

me neither. honestly, food in the morning makes me nausious, unless it's cereal. in other words, mostly liquid.

>>14337

But what does it mean?

>>14339

I've just gotten stomach ache too many times from it, so I'm generally avoiding it, not like I ever do feel hungry though.

Today I learned that I am objectively a horrible person. I always assumed, but never knew for certain.

God help me…

How's everyone else? Hopefully better.

>>14340

>>14343

Shit, that's dark.

Source?

>>14344

Yakushoku Distpiari - Gesellshaft Blue

>>14342

How comes Emi?

>>14343

Why didn't you say so?

Also why post that image which Murder kept posting?

>>14346

Murder posted that? I was curious about the story so i gave it a go.

>>14342

Did someone tell you that..?

>>14346

Meow.

>>14346

Long story short. Before nii-san, I had been interested in two girls, one in 9th grade, one in tenth. Both were sociopathic cunts. Horrible, attention seeking. Played the victim. Abused the fuck out of me. All around cunts.

Today I learned that… well, I realized that I'm no different from them.

Saddest part?

To this day, I want to kill the two of them. it explains why I'm so suicidal.

>>14348

Indirectly, unintentionally, but yes.

>>14347

Yeah, he did, I remember how he was hyped about it and how it represented him.

Insert laughter here.

>>14349

Hm?

>>14350

Oh well, shouldn't let that get to yourself too much.

>>14351

I wanted to meow at you before class today.

>>14351

>Oh well, shouldn't let that get to yourself too much

Yeah, of course not. I'm only ruining the life of the man I love. That's nothing.

>>14353

Emi, do you have BMD?

>>14351

that scene actually made my heart go doki-doki

>>14352

That's odd, Fox.

>>14353

The better question is, does he mind doing all that for you?

>>14355

Sometimes I'm scared of you.

>>14356

Scared i might hid a sword on my back and cut your head off?

>>14356

I'm an odd person, SD.

>>14357

Yes, and that you're into guro.

>>14354

Ballistic Missile Defense?

>>14356

technically not. but i've been where i'm putting him now, tis not a fate i'd wish onto anyone.

>>14360

Yes, do you have a missile silos?

>>14359

That's not.. why..

>>14361

No.

What did you actually mean by BMD?

>>14358

At least you're odd towards me.

>>14360

Well, you could sometimes do things for him to pay back every now and then for the bothering.

>>14362

I've seen those Rumia pictures you have.

>>14363

Mood disorder is what I meant. I don't actually think you have it. But you seem a lot like me when I was your age.

>>14364

Rumia is just being playful!

>>14364

Why is that you think?

>>14366

Eating organs is being playful?

>>14367

Well, I haven't seen how you act around other people.

>>14365

oh, bipolar?

well, not officially. and honestly, i'm not happy for long enough. usually only depressed.

>>14368

But I talk to people all the time.

Unless everyone here is a figment of my imagination.

>>14370

if i was a figment of your imagination, i would despise you for forcing me to exist.

>>14370

You're actually in an asylum in a room with soft white walls and we're all just in your head.

>>14369

Depression is really common among teens.

High school is a hell of a place that no human should endure and many teens get depressed.

By the way,is it hard to concentrate in class or can you take notes effectively?

>>14371

I could argue that you're a part of me that I keep in a special place!

>>14372

Well, if that's the case. Thorazine isn't working and I'm currently suffering from a psychosis that can't be treated normal means! Therefore, my deduction is that you are real and you have a physical body!

>>14373

How can you be sure?

>>14368

..she thinks it's funny

>>14374

Psychosis is treatable~

But enough about that. How was your night/morning?

>>14375

Anna, no, that is sick.

>>14376

Well, I slept from 8 am to like 3 pm, so haven't done much other than play Warframe.

>>14377

How is warframe?

Have managed to get any loot, craft weapons and such?

>>14378

Well, I just built a new frame and I've been trying to understand how it works so far, also building 3 weapons at the same time, but that's going to take like a few days until I have all of them so I can rank them up for the profile rank-up which allows me to get more of them.

It's kind of a dumb grind-game, but I enjoy the fact that you can add mods to the weapons and there are hundreds of those which change how they work initially.

>>14379

Grinding is the essences of man.

Doesn't feel good when you smash a boss with a weapon that you spent 4 hours on?

Have you played stardew valley?

I think you might like the job system~

>>14372

hey, if all of us were put in a white soft cell together, how would we spend the rest of our lives?

which of you would i end up strangling first?

>>14373

>Depression is really common among teens.

especially those on hormones, i presume

>High school is a hell of a place that no human should endure and many teens get depressed.

to be honest, at least my future is certain now. i just go to high school. i don't need to think much.

i'd probably hang myself if i was forced to honestly work for a living. i'm not ready for that, and never will be. even part time is fucking torture.

>By the way,is it hard to concentrate in class or can you take notes effectively?

i can concentrate decently, i suppose. well, sort of. it's not all terrible. though being in school, around so many people, makes me tired and suicidal.

>I could argue that you're a part of me that I keep in a special place!

i keep you guys somewhere near my left boob.

>>14380

I just enjoy having something to keep me busy.

Well, at first they suck, so you need to level them up and unlock mod capacity and then install the mods and upgrade them whether you haven't upgraded them yet or not, and then it's time for massive crits and so on.

Nah, but I've seen people play it.

>>14381

I'd make sure such thing wouldn't happen, I mean the strangling scenario.

>>14381

School isn't really for introverts.

Until you become an engineer or any STEM major Then you can kiss any friendships you had goodbye and pray for a break. Sounds like you might be depressed in combination with something else. Do you find it hard to study and prepare for test? I had a few issue with that when I was in school.

>>14382

I think you might like it~

You should try it out SD!

>>14383

I'll probably buy it off the next sale.

>>14384

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZOYTfpHl0JA

Ah, so any plans for today?

>>14385

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDEpRK8WL_I

Well, it's already 7 pm and I don't really know what else to do other than play warframe.

>>14386

Alright sir.

I'm ordering you to become an EE major that way you can come and work where I work!

>>14382

curious. how?

>>14383

> Sounds like you might be depressed in combination with something else.

NPD, or sociopathy, if i had to guess.

>Do you find it hard to study and prepare for test?

i can barely bring myself to do it, but i try to do it, even if not that much.

>I had a few issue with that when I was in school.

apparently, a lot of people do.

are you trying to diagnose what's wrong with me?

>>14387

Maybe some year if I get studies.

>>14388

By hugging you from the side, that renders both arms useless.

It's actually a certified move to neutralize hostile targets.

>>14388

No, not really.

You just sound like someone that has ADHD in combination with depression and I wanted to see if my suspicion was correct. Sociopathy is a symptom of certain psychiatric disorders. But you certain don't have sociopathy. If anyone tells you that they're most likely talking out their ass.

>>14389

It can't be that hard to get studies.

>>14390

Well, I tried, but I'm too dumb it seems.

>>14391

That's nonsense.

You're a very smart person and you can become one if you try~

>>14392

Maybe next year.

>>14393

Alright, but I want you to be in electrodynamics when I'm in Heat transfer!

>>14394

I can't promise anything.

>>14395

Pretty please?

>>14389

>By hugging you from the side, that renders both arms useless.

pretty gay

>It's actually a certified move to neutralize hostile targets.

n-neutralize..? so, i would be incapable of resisting at all, completely open to anyone who'd wanted to have their way with me?

>>14390

>You just sound like someone that has ADHD in combination with depression and I wanted to see if my suspicion was correct.

>adhd

i can focus pretty well on things, actually. i'm just kinda impatient sometimes. but i can spend hours, up to like 12, coding or writing, while barely stopping.

>Sociopathy is a symptom of certain psychiatric disorders. But you certain don't have sociopathy. If anyone tells you that they're most likely talking out their ass.

my ex was a sociopath. i'm now treating my bf exactly like she used to treat me.

>>14377

I'll just drug myself to bed ..

>>14398

let's do it together.

>>14396

You're asking a bit too much from a daydreamer.

>>14397

Totally not gay.

Well, if you want to think of it like that.

>>14398

I was wondering where you were and if you already went to bed.

*hug*

Sleep well Anna.

>>14397

Just because you have ADHD doesn't mean you can't focus on certain tasks. It's just your ability to follow through with certain tasks for sustained periods as well as your ability to do well in social situations.

>>14400

You can day-dream emf fields!

>>14398

Oyasumi

>>14402

I don't want anything to do with electromagnetism.

>>14404

Faraday and Lenz's law are foundational for EE you know.

>>14405

I don't really know, I just ever used Faraday's and Ohm's all the time.

Since small time electronic devices don't really use electromagnetism.

Unless I was to build an EMP-device or a jammer of some sort, but takes way too much effort.

>>14401

>Just because you have ADHD doesn't mean you can't focus on certain tasks.

>It's just your ability to follow through with certain tasks for sustained periods as well as your ability to do well in social situations.

i'd rather not attach more labels to myself. all it does is make me hate myself more, and since i'm forgoing most medication, i won't get better.

>>14406

Lenz's law is important for detection. So, if you a sensor of some type go for Lenz's. Also, it reduces/amplifies current. So, a transformer is a great example and you're a EE major you have to work with transformers a lot!

>>14407

Labels are there for a reason!

Sometimes they hurt and they help. When labels helps you can help yourself to a banquet of good things!

Some meds help. Giving you anti-depressants was a really bad idea and unfortunately. You have to find a doctor that cares…Which can be really hard. But if you're suffering it probably wouldn't such a bad idea to look into and prepare yourself if you are tested positive!

>>14408

labels are fucking pointless, especially in the case of depression. you only give the person one more reason to hate herself, and it's borderline uncurable, which makes it medically pointless.

>>14408

Sensors are more of the automation side's deal, so never dealt with those.

I'm announcing my presence.

>>14412

who

>>14413

>>14414

i love u…

>>14415

I don't love myself and the person i love is acting like he doesn't love me.

>>14415

It's dangerous to confess to people you just met..

>>14416

thats weird

maybe he doesnt love u idk

>>14418

i cant help it

if i hold it in ill die

>>14419

>maybe he doesnt love u idk

he wouldn't be the first one.

nobody really loves me. not anyone that knows me too well, at least.

we've been having a long running argument, and i think we might never get over it.

>>14420

explain the argument to me

>>14415

>>14418

That's what you say.

>>14423

You especially know how true it is!

>>14422

u remind me of my friend kai

>>14424

Not like you didn't say those words to me once.

I'm scared.

>>14425

Is Kai a good friend?

>>14426

Ah, I remember..

>>14429

Do you have any painkillers for that?

>>14430

Told you I would remember.

>>14431

I need painkillers for my soul.

>>14432

Is something wrong Emi?

That reminds me of the time when I had first-aid lessons and I was supposed to act that I was hurt and the guy asked me "Where does it hurt?" I just answered monotonously "Straight in my soul."

>>14432

It's okay, eventually it'll just feel numb.

>>14433

Me and nii-san. We've been on the edge for about a week. Barely talking, all our convos are arguments. We've been upset with each other and stuff. We're probably about to break up, and we can't even have a decent conversation because he's always too busy or sleeping.

I miss him so much. I just want to get along with him. But, with all the stuff coming out between us, I don't know how to be with him. I feel like an abuser, and also like the abused.

>>14434

I think by then, I won't feel much of anything.

>>14435

I assume you'll have the time to talk to him about these things during the weekend, no?

Maybe he's just having a hard time at work too.

>>14437

I hope so. He says he is, though there's things that make it hard for me to trust him, and not just paranoia.

>>14438

Maybe he just needs some time off work.

That sounds a bit worrisome.

>>14439

It's tough. I miss him…

>>14440

Try to arrange something to do together during the weekend?