>>44355
If the hypnosis doesn't affect your real life, then it doesn't actually "work" for you for whatever reason , or maybe you're just repressing your inner desires. Also, you're not supposed to consciously focus while you're in a hypnotic trance, only your subconscious is passively absorbing the audio. So in your case, assuming there's no repression, I'm guessing you just use sissy hypno to help you consciously create an escapist masturbatory fantasy, where you can relieve yourself of the pressures, responsibilities, and expectations associated with your masculine life.
It's ironic how you feel the need to call anon "beta" for an assumed lack of focus (which isn't a gendered trait at all), when you're the one that likes listening to sissy hypno. You call it a "small, private indulgence", but if you were truly confident and secure in your masculinity, there'd be no need to keep it private, and you'd be able to share it openly with others. Couple this with your unsolicited, verbose description of your successful, masculine life, I'd say there's quite a bit of insecurity in you, or perhaps you're repressing your femininity after all. Happy trails, anon~