>>29266
>>29309
absolute worst case, wear a wire. buy a cheap voice recorder, wear it when you're with them. if you feel like you can't get through the whole clip, ask someone to go through it with you/for you; "hey, I think my friends are playing a joke on me, can you listen to part of this?"
listen to deprogrammers, there's a few "watchdog" and "safety net" files out there too. I think that's the filename/title.
ask one of them. if you're particular friends with one, ask him. say you're 'weirded out a bit about that night, you can't remember much, did we do drugs or something different?'
or any one of them you know might not be OK with this sort of thing. if you have one friend that doesn't like drugs/as much or tells people not to be morons, it's him.
that said,
>"bros sauce bros"
you know everyone on both chans says "sauce" instead of source to the point where other places are picking it up.
>caught myself [posing]
this could also be exaggerated gesticulating. maybe you were mocking someone.
your second post is a good bit more suspicious though.