>enlarged liver diagnosed in 2016, doctors at the time utterly failed to tell me, only found out 2 weeks ago when new doctor told me so probably too fucking late to do anything about it
>bad heart, nearly had heart attack last night from over-exertion
>diabetes is a mess, A1C is constantly too high, insulin doesn't much help if my shitty insurance will even cover any decent brands, every pill has given me undesirable side effects
>will be lucky to see 2019 at the rate my body is failing
And you know what I tell furries? Fucking nothing. Number one it's none of their business, number two way too many furries blab in their journals every life problem. "Oh I can't pay rent, I'm sick, my tablet broken, give me money, fanboys!" to the point it's often a total gamble if they're being honest.
I'm not a popufur to start with so it's not like anyone's going to care or miss me if I did croak, I have avoided telling ANY personal details in journals- no politics, no social crap, no life issues, nothing. I can do without some forced sympathy from a watcher who probably doesn't really give a fuck in the first place but will leave a generic comment. If I owed any commissioners are that might mean something but I don't sell commissions anymore, therefore I'm not obligated to inform anyone of potential issues.
It does make me wonder how many inactive accounts are due to the artist dropping dead and no one being aware of it.