>>45556 (OP)
I'm technically a Christian, but I'm about as unreligious as one can get. I'm basically an agnostic, only really Christian ultimately because of how I was raised.
My problem is I don't know who god is, ultimately. What his values, his ideals, his standards of morality are.
Ultimately I believe he exists, but because I don't really know anything of his intentions or impact, and can't seem to know, I've taken the stance that it is irrelevant.
Though, as a result of this jazz, it's heaven what terrifies me the most. I'm worried it's going to have no freedom, no real movement, and is merely going to be a place where you simply feel happy with no real reason.
Hell, at least is understandable that way. But my most cherished value is free will, as it is, and the idea of that being taken away, well, I'd honestly rather face a void of nothingness.
As far as fur shit goes, I have my own values and morality that I try to stick by, and furshit doesn't conflict with it.
Actually, the xenophilia aspect plays right in to it, as it happens.
I'm going to keep doing what I believe is right, and avoid what I think is wrong, because ultimately, God or otherwise, my soul is my own. My values are my own.