You want to know what I do?
I shouldn't even be typing this; but here goes nothing.It bothers me to see how many people around here get up at 4:30 and 5:00am just to get out to training by 5:30 and or 6am for a game more than half of them will never be playing for the rests of their lives out of college.
It bothers to see a bunch of Chads and Stacey's in college who think they're just as popular and good looking out of high school as they are in the real world because of the way they look, which is always the same, and it's not even that fit, it's more like not eating as much food in a day but it's still processed junk food and snacks.
It makes me angry to see people who are seemingly unfit run around like it's nothing. I'm tired of feeling like a fat and lazy asshole. I'm tired of eating healthy and still having this muscle to fat ratio, or maybe it's just my perspective, idk personally. But i want to be better than these assholes. I want to be powerful, smart, and fast, and dangerous.
I want to feel like I'm 8 again, back when I ate whatever and what mom made for dinner, but I felt like I could climb Mount Everest.
I want be able to beat strong people to death, no matter their height, if they start acting up in public or around or to me.
I want to be able to make women lose control over seeing someone like me running around without my shirt in the Fall.
I want to be a dangerous fucking killing machine for my country and live a comfy life when I'm older and support my family until their deaths and I think it all starts with proving myself better than the rest.