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 No.9725>>9741 >>9748 >>9758 >>9763 [Watch Thread][Show All Posts]

Is sleep paralysis common amongst other Doomers or is my buddy the only one?

 No.9741>>9742

>>9725 (OP)

we're more of a psychosis crowd


 No.9742

>>9741

>psychosis

Nahh dude, we're the ataraxia crowd.


 No.9748

>>9725 (OP)

So common when I don't have it I feel off the track, plus it's fun since sometimes i see and feel really weird stuff.


 No.9758

>>9725 (OP)

I rarely have it, but when it occurs, it annoys the shit out of me.


 No.9763

>>9725 (OP)

I've had it a couple of times; one time I woke up to see a black cat with red demon eyes sitting on my chest staring at me. I was still loopy from just being asleep, so I thought it was my cat that I had back then and I pet it going back to sleep with a smile. I freaked out a bit the next morning when I remembered though.


 No.9776

I had sleep paralysis when I was in my teens but I rarely have it anymore maybe once every couple months


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i used to get it very often from alcohol withdrawls along with hallucinations and some of the most psychotic and horrible dreams ive ever had.

i would be stuck that way for a long time trying not to fall back asleep because it felt like my heart was going to stop. i was trying really hard to yell but was only able to manage a groan with all my strength. in my mind i thought i was able to slightly lift my arms and legs which seemed to weigh 10x their normal weight, and tryed to get the girl i was with's attention. i thought that somehow she could wake me up or make it stop if i could only get her attention.

i thought my eyes could be forced open a crack and that i could see the room around me.

she said that i would just be barely trembling and grunting for an hour or so every morning. i would finally awake with a quick jolt to every limb and a triumphant yell. many of the things i thought i saw with my eyes "cracked" weren't really there.

the dreams i would have were insane. i felt like i was on the edge of death and saw shit difficult to explain.

i was at the end of a 5-6 month bender drinking nearly every waking hour. it eventually got so bad along with actual physical illness that i cleaned my shit up, but fuck were those last few weeks rough when my brain was almost completely melted. i guess i didn't die fast enough, ran out of money and was too much of a pussy to kill myself or go to jail; sobriety being the only alternative.




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