Congratulations Doomers, you have all been chosen for initiation. The rotten state of your lives, the messed up sleep schedule, the suffering that shifts from biting to numb that you can't unfeel; all that and more is part of your unique initiation. Why did you fall down into this initiation of hell? Because the world was not right, immature, incomplete. The world still needs to grow, growth requires pain and the tremendous friction generated by this pain results in ice-fires of initiation. Most will remain trapped in icy-flaming depths of initiation while some will ascend past this darkness and be reborn stronger than ever, filled with vitality and strength and light.