/doomer/ - Doomers Club

This is from an anime show I watched this week. Kind of liked it

So, I go first to be fair:

>how do you respond?

yes

>if your response is yes, then what would you do different this time?

I would not learn a profession but go to academic high school instead

then to college to study medicine to become a doctor

it was the path I intended to take originally and I wonder if I were better off today if I went this route

other then that I would work harder to maintain relationships I once had instead of just never giving a shit and drifting apart. drifted apart with many friends over the years. Then also trying to find a group of people to be friends with at school and not look at others from the elitist cuck perspective like I was better than them.

If I could go back in time, I would also try to be a better brother to my sisters. both have been going through rough times at school and I was not there for them.

and my parents, I would break with them as soon as possible as they are the most important reason for me failing at so many things.

So anons, what would you do?

>how do you respond?

yes

>if your response is yes, then what would you do different this time?

find out what school you go to and kill you see you don't make this thread

No. As bad as I feel with all the knowledge I have, I would rather have truth than a nicely-painted lie.

>>4497

With all my "wisdom" that I have right now I would never be able to reintegrate into society. To integrate into society one must be willing to function in tandem with other people and act as part of a group. I've become misanthropic and doubt that I could ever participate in society willingly and happily. I despise humans for all of our gluttonous, selfish and cruel ways. I think that education is partly responsible for the soulless and meaningless life that is the human existence. Look at high school; most kids party, drink, game, wank and indulge away, losing any sense of family or meaning. Think of how cruel we become when we want social acceptance. I saw so many kids become crushed just trying to be accepted or live out the lives that they want.

Going back in time in some retarded anime experiment so that you can get a cute gf and have a happy life isn't going to change how flawed and cruel human nature is.

Would have kept my virgin blonde + blue-eyed HS girlfriend instead of dumping her for someone more "interesting". Never had role models or parents to tell me otherwise. I really hate how kids get pushed into dating around to find "the one". She was perfectly fine and a sweet girl, we could have grown together.

>>4497

Something like this will exist by 2020

The catch: the drug is actually just HRT and the junior high is a VR simulation created by (((a startup))) who have been data-mining the chans since 2007

I wish I could go back in time.

Satan or whatever deity that is listening I will give you my soul and eternal service if you let me fix that one mistake. I beg you, one fucking conversation had ruined my life, just please let me go back. At least let me talk to myself from the past, at least let me be happy in another timeline. I'm serious.

Signed

Anon

>>4509

Satan? LOL Satan doesn't have any power. Not like what you want. He's a deceiver and a beguiler. You want real power, you better do some demonology homework, buddy.

>>4511

>Fascinating how easy it is to enrage you

I read that in Leonard Nimoy's voice

>>4497

Yes

>would never have left qt highschool gf

>would have done subjects that were actually useful

>would have got far better grades

>would have been redpilled and proud

>would have actually had a social life and avoided my autism

>wouldn't have been so depressed and anxious.

>would have defeated my detractors

Knowledge is power and if I could go again I would be king.

>>4515

I bet you would just fail again. Perhaps even harder now because you'd be bolder.

I can't see me getting anything out of it. I like re:life but that's because the main character is such a good guy and not because I envy him.

>>4518

>>4515

Not OP. I knew the direction my life (downwards) and did nothing to change it, because I didn't care. I'm here because I know that society is deeply flawed and that things will never be the way they should/could be. If I went back in time I doubt I would change much, knowing how pointless it all is in the end.

Also, if you make mistakes once, you will avoid making the exact same mistake again, but you will be very capable of making similar ones. The reality is that humans rarely learn, especially if you view mistakes as just decisions, rather its easier to learn if you recognize and correct the part of you that is responsible for making mistakes.

e.g. lets say you're a dumbfuck and say 2+2=5. OP would just answer 4 instead of 5 and never learn. Practicing addition would be the true path to personal betterment, so you could solve all similar problems (3+4 =7) as opposed to just one.

I'd jump at the chance

For pretty much the same reasons as this lad

>>4515

And because life was a lot more fun back then and I'll never experience that again

>>4497

If I'd be going back to the high school(s) that I actually went to - no, you can take your pill and shove it up right your ass, OP

All I can say is, I am so grateful my high school years ended before the times everyone and their dog had smart phones and nothing was recorded. Fuck I dodged that bullet and now only have to deal with crippling depression, anxiety and PTSD

Who am I kidding, I'll end it all at new years as planned. I got everything ready and all after all

>take drug

>immediately drop out of school assuming I'm immediately placed in one

>start getting /fit/ and learn Japanese so I can watch raw anime

>completely disregard all other education because being white and having an education is fucking pointless since nobody will hire you anyway

>just have fun fucking women and watching anime, get odd jobs to pay for beer, etc

>get to watch the world burn from a younger biological age

>>4524

This is the only valid reason for taking it.

>how do you respond?

yeah

>if your response is yes, then what would you do different this time?

not waste my time focusing on art, study harder at math instead. I would've loved to have done marine biology

not devote myself to the person I did for 3 years who didn't really give much a shit

home life was pretty fucked though, there's nothing I can think I could have done differently to fix it or make it functional

>>4497

Yes, give me the pill. Through I'd like to start life again, it'd be hard to change myself from highschool as the mistakes go further back. They include falling out of Christianity and becoming an asocial degenerate. Although some of that could be attributed to my psychotic single mother who got me kicked out of the private school I was in. The public schools were bad, and since then I just retreated into books and video games and become socially reclusive. I really would like to go back and worker harder to become socially well-adjusted. It's hard now that I'm older.

You faggots can't read

You're not going back in time, the drug is turning you 12 years old.

>>4552

yeah my answer would've been something like "invest in amazon and bitcoin…"

>>4522

this is the other perspective I was anticipating. Of course you are right too. Society is flawed badly and if I had a second chance, I would probably end up making bad decissions again and failing again. I think if I went to academic high school I would have ended up as the cliche friendless loser again. It is the most probable outcome.

But what if I found someone just like me in class? would I get along with that person? Would said person introduce me to other people so I have people to hang out with at school and spend time with after school? Would we have common hobbies to do on weekends and vacations? would we make holiday trips? Would I have become more social as a result of that? Would that social skill make me employable in the current labour market? would we help each other to find employment?

I ruminate about those things endlessly every day.

>>4523

it is a very special time when you are young. indeed.

the problem is just that it is taken for granted. one day you are grown up and have to worry about all kinds of real world crap. and vacation is something you will never experience in the same way because you don't have that much of it anymore.

>>4526

I felt the same about junior high school. It felt like a jail where nobody could stand me and I was just so happy when I finally had my last day there. Just wanted to run away from everything. but is running away the correct thing to do?

>>4547

similar like me I guess. Learned the wrong profession.

another failed relationship? sorry anon.

one thing I learned is that parents will not change. people don't change much in general. my parents were shit and if yours were shit, best thing you could have done is avoid them and their advice as much as possible.

people cannot change but they can open up. if you avoided social situations of fear you closed yourself off to not be hurt by anyone. But what if you met good people who would like you just how you are? would you open up to those and show your true character to them?

>>4548

my mother is diagnosed shizo. On wikipedia it is written that it is a desease that can be genetically inherited.

So how long until I snap too? I have all the symptoms except the hallucinations. Maybe these come later as well…

I wonder how many millions of cases like you and me there is on this planet.

parents fucking up their childrens lives with bad parenting. then wondering why they cannot adjust to society.

and yes, it gets harder and harder the older you get.

Once again anons, thank you for your postings. I was really happy to see it

>>4571

>have you noticed how happy people and normalfags don't care about those things at all?

I've noticed that by now and I often wish that I didn't care, but I'm extremely paranoid so most of my relationships fall apart. Thank you for your posts OP, it feels nice to be talked to.

No, because you'd still be stuck in the present time. Do you really want to be a middle/highschooler in the 2010s/2020s?

>go to school, memes fucking everywhere

>fads and fashion trends even more ridiculous than the emo/scene shit we grew up with

>try to get gf and experience that awkward first love

>normalfag girls are either taken or just don't give a shit about you

>try to go for the uglier, awkward girls since they should be easier

>they're all brainwashed, think they're lesbians, and cry rape if a guy so much as shows interest in them

>and god help you if you embarrass yourself and someone nearby is recording

>>4579

I think nobody is factoring in the doomer-nihilism which can be a huge bonus as much as a penalty. The idea is getting to re-do your formative years both with the wisdom you've gained and the realization that everything you worried about at the age the first time was stupid and pointless.

If I could do it over I would

>just get c's, anything more is a waste of time

>don't defy authority on principle; use them to your advantage

>wear what is popular and or appeals to those you want to attract; it is stupifying how much power wearing certain clothes has

>work a job/earn money someway; at no other point in your life will having so little money hold so much value

There's nothing I'd do in junior high that I couldn't be doing right now, but I'm not.

>>4581

School is literally a waste of time

I wish I wouldn't stare at a black box for an hour trying to come out with an interesting reason to answer OP's question. I keep retyping and retyping, I just can't…….It's always been like this, even in real life….I just can't and I don't know why

>>4579

You shouldn't expect adolescence to be universal for all decades. And besides, todays youth are not the happy-go-lucky idiots of yesteryear. You must be one of those 90s jocks who think kids should be like simple smiley puppy dogs wearing baggy shorts ripped jeans and lumberjack shirts.

>>4672

You're not going to the past. You are just turning into a zoomer. I'd have no problem adding 17 years to my lifespan, even if it means becoming a SoundCloud rapper to impress zoomerinas.

>>4497

>cuckime

Of course i would expect it. Then sell it for 3 million. I don't want to go through high-school no matter what.

>>4683

>time travel is okay too. topic is just what would you do different if you got a 2nd chance

I used to daydream about this a lot growing up. Get sent back to when I was 12, same body I had then, only knowing everything I do now and maybe having a little spending money because single moms can't afford shit.

>actually go to the fucking dentist instead of pussying out and letting my teeth become the unsalvageable mess they are now

>take care of my appearance and dress in something besides walmart shirts autism jeans/shoes

>maybe indulge in some emofaggotry just to see how it feels to dress like that

>maintain a better relationship with dad

>get a better PC than the 1998 piece of shit I had growing up, which I couldn't upgrade from until 2010

>use my creative skills, which for an adult are mediocre but for a middle-schooler would be near-prodigy tier, to impress people, make friends/gf, and open potential career paths

>plagiarize game ideas/music from the future because it's not like anyone's going to know

>don't even bother with college, use connections gained from aforementioned skills to find a nice life right out of high school

>>4497

i went through school and most of college with undiagnosed autism. if i had the chance, i'd go back, get diagnosed, and milk that shit for every single little thing it's worth.

No, I actually dislike myself from the time of high school.

Back then my life was not truly mine, the only thing that was was my mind. Now I am whole.

>>4497

So i get to be in high school again but with my knowledge, that's it? fuck that, i would consider accepting it if i get to have cool weapons to mow down spic filth at the beginning, but reliving my high school years would be simply a self inflicted torture.

>>4808

yeah…. everyone's excuse was "anon's a genius, he's just lazy; that's why he gets shit grades, has no friends, and hates life with every fiber of his being"my IQ is 130 so at least that first part is true. it still really fucking stings that all it would've taken was one person…one fucking person to speak up and say "hey, anon's not doing so good, maybe we should help him" but nope. my parents, my extended family, every single teacher, professor, manager, therapist, psychologist i've had…. every last one of them. all they could do was spout the same bullshit over and over again like i made a conscious decision to act broken. now i'm 25 working at a goddamn pizza parlor and living under my dad's roof.

>>4864

well for me it was similar

>oh anon is so smart

>he gonn' be a doctor one day

>after high school just glad it is over

>no motivation for college

>waste a year at home

>go to college finally

>feel no connection with the people there

>no real interest in the subjects either

>study 2 years anyways grades good for practically zero effort

>drop out in 5th semester because bored and team projects not going well

>end up in a pile of shit on my way to nothingness

>"how could you end up this way anon, you were so smart"

I did various IQ test on the internet. I range between 120 and 137 depending on the test I take.

If I was an 80 IQ brainlet, I could do menial labour on construction sites and be the happiest human without ever questioning anything. Ignorance is a bliss.

>laziness

the topic is not laziness. the true problem is lack of reason to do something.

there are no lazy people, just people with motivational issues.

>Why would anyone put effort in something when there is no reward for it?

>why study hard when I am unemployable as a social retard anyways?

>Why get up in the morning when life never improves?

>Why try to get along with normalcattle in school when everyone just laughs at me anyways?

>Why even live tbh? beeing dead must be comfy as well

>it's not like I have things that keep me alive or are worth continuing life…

Once you are in this loop, you never get out. the damage just escalates until you just want to hide for the rest of your life so nobody can see what a waste of oxygen you are.

>>4864

I have good/bad news for you from someone with similar IQ. It doesn't get too too much better when you are making a lot of money. My family is still shit, my friends are still shit, society is still shit, girlfriend still cheated on me. I'm not even sure it's limited to "good guys" either since I've met sociopaths who are miserable too.