>>3873
my alcoholic dad took all the money out of my parents joint bank account (they hate eachother, but still live together, my mom has slept on the living room couch for the past few years) so i had to give my mom my debit card so she could buy my 3 younger siblings and my extended family christmas gifts. she came into my room last night crying and asked me for money. college was never an option, as i'm a white male, so i would've had to pay full goy price and my father has never even bought me a birthday present. i'm already almost 21 and i've never been to a party and i haven't talked to a person my own age in about a year, except one time at church, which i go to alone. i'm genuinely afraid of having to go to church alone this christmas and having to see all the happy families together. its gonna be awkward as fuck for me, and i honestly might start crying.
sorry you aren't getting to "make some good memories" tho.