>how tf are they happy
Easy.
[spoiler]1. Stop being jealous envious bastard
2. Find something you genuinely like to do, anything
3. Learn to have fun and don't ruin fun of other people you boring piece of shit
4. Don't be toxic, be comfy
?????
5. Profit[/spoiler[
tl;dr: Problem is in you get the hell out of here with those wojak maymays kid