[–]▶ No.15588>>15596 >>16022 [Watch Thread][Show All Posts]
Any other doomers out there try to kill themselves and end up failing at that too?
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▶ No.15589>>15592 >>16022
Huge amount of methadone: failed, slept 3 days long.
Rope, not by jumping, jut let me hang but was to painful.
I fantasize a lot about a good ol' rope suicide.
But for the moment I'm no more into suicide. Just waiting for the great holly war coming and want to take the more life of fucking muslims out there.
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▶ No.15592>>16022
>>15589
Aye, I get that. Once I'm past 26 I don't plan on waiting around any longer but I'm fit for the draft when it comes.
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▶ No.15596
>>15588 (OP)
Never tried because im a huge pussy, but I think of it everyday
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▶ No.15598>>15601
Sure thing my dude. Tried to went out Hess style, it seems it wasn't such a bright idea.
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▶ No.15601>>15603
>>15598
>Tried to went out Hess style
You tried to have British intelligence kill you?
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▶ No.15603>>15608 >>15609
>>15601
Nah, I tried to do it myself, only years later I read it's actually possible to diy this stuff but you have to put noose in some special position on throat so you will lose conscience faster which is the main obstacle. If I would do it again I would get wasted after 48 without sleep. No reason to kys anyway, if almighty give me the chance I will take some down with me before I go.
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▶ No.15608>>15609
>>15603
What your talking about is ligature strangulation, and cutting off blood flow to the brain, rather than strangulation.
>>>/suicide/ has threads on it and should be of help, but like you say, no need to kill yourself, the collapse is coming and you might as well take some people with you.
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▶ No.15609>>15618
>>15608
>>15603
that reminded me that the main reason why I haven't kys'd besides being a pussy is also a huge sense of curiosity of where this joke of a world will lead to.
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▶ No.15618>>15619
>>15609
I guess in my case it's this need to be infantile dumb rebel more than curiosity itself. I don't have much left, basically I have no real reason to be alive and no hopes for the future whatsoever (except the fake dream ones that keep me going), but I can't be different. When there is something pushing me, I have to do the opposite, so in this case I feel like I have to prove everyone even if they take everything from me, they won't break me into slavery. It's pretty dumb and maybe pointless but I'm not very smart person in the first place.
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▶ No.15619>>15620
>>15618
I used to have the same mindset but I stopped caring about defiance. I'm a bystander of life.
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▶ No.15620
>>15619
Maybe it will come to me in following years as well, in case if I still be alive. I see it as immature, as I said, so who knows.
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▶ No.15634
When I was 16, I stole a little derenger pistol from my grandad with intention to kill myself. Unfortunately/fortunately, 5 of the 6 different bullets I also stole didn't chamber, and the one that did was a centre fire and all I got was clicks. I now know that the deringer is an antique and takes a kind of pinfire ammunition that isn't made anymore.
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▶ No.15637
I'm actually a former /suicide/ regular - tried partial suspension but I didn't pass out in the amount of time I was supposed to and instead just got like several minutes of fuzzy vision w/ consciousness and discomfort. Didn't wanna do it all night.
Last year I got closer with drugs, but nowhere near close enough. Didn't even finish what I had. It was stupid. Still peak in /suicide/ for advice but too ashamed to go talk to them much beyond that now cuz that was the night I told them I was finally doing it.
Now I'm saving. Probably going to just go ahead and use a gun, maybe mix it with some other method. The rate of success with guns is high, shotguns in particular but I don't want to fuck it up again.
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▶ No.15716
My biggest fear is trying to kill myself, only to fail at it like everything else in my life. As much as I enjoy dank accelerationist memes, I doubt there will be an utter collapse. Things will just slowly decline and decay until we're dead. Our only hope should be to enjoy our relative high standard of living, and hope we die before we lose it like everything else we lost.
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▶ No.15718
Loaded a .45 and aimed it at my skull, pussed out the last minute because of fear. I'm a coward, and I'm too afraid to attempt it again because I don't wanna be the guy who fucks up and is trapped in a fate worse than death.
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▶ No.16022
>>15588 (OP)
>>15589
>>15592
only way to kill yourself without being a faggot, in order from faggiest to least
>russian roulette until it works
>warfare
>killing a bunch of wasteful, ungrateful normies and dying by cops
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