Before I start I'd like to state that I understand things aren't as bad for me as anyone else and most of these things seem like petty shit but idk I feel so fucking tired and so fucking alone.
I am 18, still in high school, and did shitty throughout my whole time here. My father left years ago, and my mother is working to provide ends meat.
>pay for everything except for rent
>work full time sophomore year to save up money
<grades plummet
>work only 20-30 hours this year, but get assigned shifts that end at midnight
<grades plummet
>walk 4-10 miles minimum a day to get to school and work because dont have car
>no gf, lost my virginity to a prostitute
>no sports, nothing
>I have about six friends who don't share common interests and loathe me
I don't have a plan for the future.
I am a failure set for failure.