>what made you the way you are?
I can't even tell. I had everything and kept failing in life by my own faults, throwing great opportunities in the trash for lack of motivation and self-discipline, quitting jobs and uni and living for years as NEET. I still can change everything so my life gets good, but I never start moving towards my goals. And the time doesn't stop passing. I've wasted so much of it… Probably it's my current age, lack of action and waste of potential that would make me a /doomer/.
>your location? life itself?
The environment is good. Way too good. I have some unusual problem or two in my family, but it's small compared with the facilities and luxury I can have in my life. The location is not the issue, it's really good to LA standards, except the lack of difficulties in life make me keep crawling with the lowest of efforts. I see more hope where I live than in many states of USA, in Canada or in Western Europe and, although things are getting worse, as they are anywhere else, I'm sure I'm not pursuing my goals because of my own faults. The only thing I can complain is about the hot climate, which depresses me and make me even lazier.
To make it clear, I'm no richfag, or else I wouldn't need to work from time to time -- and then fail and waste myself in useless NEETdom for some other months, as I age…