/doomer/ - Doomers Club

>>13938

>Any thoughts?

Yeah, you're dumb as shit.

First off, #notalldoomers are suicidal. Most of this board is essentially dark existentialists who want the end of everything (not just self) to come. We hate society, this is a purpose in-and-of itself.

Now, personally, I plan to off myself this year and I've tried before (the problem isn't will, it's that I fucked it up) - but, yes, I'm filling my time until then and working so I have enough money to do it on my own terms. Nevertheless, all these things I fill my life with are 2nd or 3rd banana to death. Just distracting myself until the end comes doesn't work anymore - so I have to pretend to be distracted just so I can fulfill the tasks which will bring me to my goal. I do a shit job of it, but I try. Even the things I'm supposed to be passionate about I can barely pay attention to without forcing myself to do it. The longer I pretend, the more aware I've become that it's an act.

So why don't I just kill myself now? Because my body is covered in nerves which register most available methods as painful and I don't want to mess it up again and end up in an even worse state. My brain wants to not exist, but it still is somewhat at the mercy of the rest of my body and it still responds to pain. The fact that I continue to exist does not negate my ultimate purpose in nonexistence.

>>13938

>I was a doomer for a long time but eventually just got bored of it.

you were never a doomer then. you were just depressed. once the doom chooses you there is no going back. and it doesnt choose niggers who just had a bad day. it only chooses those who understand, thoroughly, that they are fucked.

go away faggot

>>13938

I realized the great difference is feeling like a victim or not. Being Doomer has nothing to do with it, you can be a victim and cry about how everything is set up against you and do nothing about or you can be aware that everything is totally fucked up but still you want to do something about it, while struggling with yourself (and maybe never achieving anything anyway). You won't become bloomer chad instantly just because you don't want to kill yourself. Everything is dead, there is no real flag you can carry, there is lack of health, spirit, love and wisdom in the society, you can only flow down the spiral of the trash and either you will try to survive and/or protect at least what is dear to you or give up, that's up to you. I thought being doomer is from big part about having failed ideals and being confronted with the niggerlicious existence, not being r9k nigger who only bitches, cries and wants to destroy everything for the sake of pure hatred like some dumb school shooter just because his crush didn't want to fuck with him. Even I said burn everything down, only for people who will rebuild the world in better way so they won't have to go through shit we went through. I don't even know what the fuck is your point

>>>/r9k/

>>13938

>tfw no black haired pale satanic female demon to lean head in her lap while her wings enclose us both and keep us warm

>>14127

all comes from that survival mechanism everyone has. when you lose it well there you go to the suicide train

>>14127

I could make the same argument for atheism being a worship of science and materialism but I'm not about to go down that rabbit hole

Raskolnikov isn't a doomer, he's a neet. Doomers aren't selfish because they know nothing matters.