>>388864
that is a sour attitude to carry. you are willingly holding yourself back from experiencing great things Anon, diving head first is sometimes all you gotta do
>>388661
I often go to events/cons/festivals where I feel fully myself and I dress in such a way as to allure interesting people which works for the most part. I often wear woodelf stuff which people tend to take interest in -especially the ears ^^;
this weekend I actually met a cute boy that I saw a month ago at a Psytrance festival. When i saw him for the first time my heart was immediately caught. He has long pink and brown hair and a convincingly female face with full lips and a shy presence. When I actually hung out with him this last weekend, I am positive that I have fallen in love. I am very happy, and terrified.
We spent a lot of time together, we made mushroom tea by grinding them onto rocks and brewing hot cocoa to mix it in. We danced together for hours smoking spliffs and cigs together in the rain. He told me that he felt like he'd known me my whole life and that we were best friends. He told me that I must be an angel instead of an elf for how sweet I am. He wants to move to Oregon… so do I.
I am so lost bros - but somehow, so found. wish me luck. I told him that I fell in love with him. waiting for him to return from shell shock, I imagine.